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Well tumblr this is goodbye. It's been really awesome and my followers are the best. Thank you for being for me guys but unfortunately I need to do this. I just really can't live happily and I don't know, there really isn't another way for me which sucks because I want one. This is how I will find happiness. I love you all. Stay strong for me 😍😘❤️

I told my family I was suicidal once, my uncle's response was that I was using it as an excuse and that I don't have enough balls to do it. Great family right? And they will probably wonder why I did it too.

It's time I make emotional changes and decisions to go along with these physical ones, after all I don't want to be losing progress, so the easiest way to do it is just make sure that you can't hurt me emotionally anymore, you hurt me for the last time today, you finally got what you wanted I am done with you and this time for real. I'm making changes and you won't be included in them. All the pictures I have of you on my phone which I don't even know why I do at this point, your name in my phone will change too, hell you won't been have a name in my phone as a matter of a fact I'm deleting you off it. I don't want anything to do with you, and I don't want drama from you anymore and that's the best way to ensure I get no more.

Brace yourselves, gunshot wound pics to follow shortly lmao

Fuccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk fuck fuck fuck. Guys never store a loaded fucking gun. I literally just got shot in the fucking leg cause my dad is fucking retarded. Thanks dad. Who wants to drive me to the ER? Jk. Called the ambulance I'm just gonna sit here and look at it lol

I really just want someone to be there for me, is that too much to ask?