installed bumble for the first time and got matches naman but this one guy really got my full attention. i’m an introvert, sobrang di ko alam magstart ng convo.
so we talked. that was the first time i talked to a guy in 3 years na may halong kalandian. and it felt nice. we had the same passion, tapos the convo just flows. we updated each other, we kwento about our lives, our past relationships, work. pero a part of me knew it was giving off bff vibes.
we’re open to get to know other people, and i’m actually rooting for him to find his ‘the one’ since hindi ako pwede kasi may great wall siya and di pa siya nakaka move on sa ex-sit niya. haha and he was the same naman din sakin.
But i ended the convo because i felt like i was just wasting my time, i want something real (weird ba tapos nasa bumble ako lol). but i just tried the app. and to be honest, the four days na we talked was something i’ll forever cherish. takot ko lang na baka ma attach ako eh hindi nga pwede. i told him naman na i have to end it kasi gusto ko siya (like to know him more), pero baka kasi magustuhan ko siya lalo.
my last relationship ended in 2018. and it felt so nice to experience this again even for a short period of time. made me feel alive again.
manifesting that in 2025, i’ll be dating for real 🤣
