- Ash -

“You’re never going to lose me, Mags”

OMFG!! My Zibell heart!! *swoon*

Heartbeats don’t lie.

(No hate at all, because I actually think Zara is hella cool—I like her better than Eva and that’s after just one episode—but come on, seriously.)

When Maggie lost her husband especially in the matter in which she lost him, it changed her. Now, she has lost her sister in somewhat a similar way which will for sure change her again going forward. However, through all of this I truly believe if something were to happen to OA it would completely destroy her. Whether she wants to admit it or not, it would, because she loves him. Losing him would be the end of Maggie Bell as we know it. I don’t know if I’d be able to watch her go through that. So, I’m hoping she can find some solace and trust in herself again, because I know she’ll be questioning that. As well as not doing the whole “I’m fine” thing when she’s clearly not. I want her to let people in (those people mainly being OA and possibly Scola/Nina) to help her get through this.

This is how I’m feeling, because I’m at a loss of words for tonight’s episode. It was sooo good, and Missy did incredible.