Let Me Die First Or I Will Die Twice.

Now everything has changed,

And I can’t tell what matters

I’m only waiting another year

For the dream far away

I understand

Why you couldn’t stand

Another day

Standing in your own way

So let’s laugh, let’s laugh

If it’s okay a little grace would be appreciated

Remember how we used to like ourselves?

Trying to create something that’s not there

A spark i saw as a bomb is just a means to an end

Oh, memories, where’d you go?

You were all I’ve ever known

High achiever, don’t you see?

In this world full of you

Progressing is a process

I’m processing everything that I’ve been through so far

I’m on the mend

Like I’m wearing a neck brace

Like I’m sleeping in my own place

And it will steal your innocence

But it will not steal your substance

I’m now becoming my own self-fulfilled prophecy