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NASA
occasionally subtle

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EXPECTATIONS
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YOU ARE THE REASON

shark vs the universe
d e v o n

if i look back, i am lost
art blog(derogatory)
he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
cherry valley forever
Sweet Seals For You, Always

Kaledo Art

trying on a metaphor
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Having a twinyards shaped thought about this quote. Not sure if this is the idea i end up using for it but somethings brewing
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one thing I think people forget when discussing ilya is that, despite how fucking deep head over heels he is for shane, he still exists as a person outside of shane. he’s a captain, he’s a brother, he’s a son, he’s a teammate, he’s a friend, he’s a sexual partner. and he’s also bisexual. he isn’t “shanesexual”. he is bi. sexual. he labels himself as such in the books several times, even after they are married.
he is attracted to women. he likes fucking women. and by book canon, he attributes his attraction to men at “20 percent….maybe 30 percent”. he does have a preference for women. and I know that kills your yaoi dreams for that to be canon, but bisexual people/characters do not exist to fulfill your yaoi headcanons. they don’t exist to facilitate your threesome guilt. the fact of Ilya’s character is that he is bisexual, he prefers women, and he happened to fall in love with a man.
queer representation is so important, bisexual representation is so important, and I know that ilya being attracted to women is, for many of you, the least interesting thing about him (or often even irrelevant to you). but, to me, given the story at hand and the context of hollanov, I think it’s one of the most interesting things about him. and it’s also inextricable from his character. he is bi. he will always be bi. whether shane and ilya stay together forever or not. ilya does not only exist in the bubble of shane and who he is in relation to him.
rocky hunting grace while hes working like heh. going to pull big prank on grace. stupid human hearing so bad very bad and only 'see' with light-sense organ in one direction at a time. eridian best hunter on all erid, evolved best hunting veeeery quiet. scare grace a lot. very funny.
rocky is HORRIFIED mid stalk when grace suddenly stiffens and turns around to stare directly at him. HOW GRACE DO THAT HOW GRACE KNOW HOW GRACE KNOW
Shane is soooo needy.
I can’t share any more than this crop or the cops will come
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kaciart:
And then Jason happened and things took a turn.
A sexy turn 8D
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At risk of ruining the scene, imagine Dick trying to get home after >__>
This is the kind of thing that makes getting out of bed in the morning worth while [even when you are sick and pathetic] <3

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nogutsnoglory:
another commission
note: all commissions are resized from originals!
hacking awaaaay
help me fund my way to ax & commission me!
oh…oh… well, this is…I like this very much.
toddler shane refusing to talk after his hockey team lose a game. yuna & david are trying to be encouraging like “bud!! you played so good!!” and shane is ignoring them while climbing into his car seat where he’s going to angrily drink his juice box and then chew on the straw.
Couldn't miss the chance
Project Hail Mary fanart because I’m obsessed over this movie, yes, I’m autistic
once again with the caveat that we are all allowed to do what we want and I understand people using the visual of that moment to appeal to their taste but also that canon is canon...
when people Use That One moment and screenshot of ilya where he's looking up at shane with his head on his knee as dog looking up at his owner or a sub being needy or devoted to his dom propaganda, it always makes me laugh
like oh you mean the moment where ilya is actively taunting shane? where he's actively forcing shane's body to conform to his wants? where he's showing shane that he can make shane do what Ilya wants "against his will" and that Ilya will always win these games? you mean that moment?
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I think Shane coming hands free the first time he was fucked genuinely made Ilya feel insane. Like, here is your league-mandated rival, he skates like a god, he has the media eating out of the palm of his hand, he commands the room without even seeming to realise his power, he is fucking gorgeous, he drops to his knees at the slightest prompting, he moans like a whore, and, oh! he also fucking spurts all over himself just from having your dick in his ass. Have fun trying to content yourself with fucking literally anyone else for the rest of your life!
spin twice
The first is your superpower. The second is the superpower of your nemesis.
How do you fare?
No contest. I immediately need a new nemesis.
I win too easily. They put up a fight, but it's not narratively satisfying.
A genuine battle, but I'm confident I could defeat them.
Perfectly balanced. Our battles will be legendary!
I'm a little outmatched here, but I could eke out a victory if I get lucky.
I'm gonna get my ass handed to me. I need a super-team to back me up!
oh shit oh fuck oh god no no no...
ok i'm still thinking about the branding thing. au where your soulmate leaves a brand on you in some way when you touch them - maybe their ring leaves a mark when you shake hands, or you both come away with marks from brushing arms on the subway - and they burn hot, just for a moment, just enough to make you notice. and shane and ilya both think they're fine because nothing happened when they met. they shook hands, and slammed each other into the boards, and kissed and touched and fucked and nothing. and it's perfect. until it isn't. until they both want more and want to stop wanting more but can't bring themselves to break it off despite the fact that they're both sure that any day now the other one will meet their soulmate. and it'll all be over. and then the tuna meltdown happens and then rose happens and ilya feels sick. constantly, every day, desperately wishing he'd been able to leave a mark on shane, that shane had left his mark on him. wishing even more desperately that he didn't want that. he's so sure that she's left her mark on shane that he almost doesn't go to tampa. almost comes up with some bullshit excuse. but he goes and shane walks into that bar looking so beautiful, his eyes and his smile and his freckles. and he's preparing to have his fears confirmed, but then shane says they weren't compatible. and he thinks he knows what it means and there's hope stirring in his belly, and when he finds shane on the beach and he asks for ilya's room number the hope crawls up his throat. but their thumbs brush and still nothing. no heat, no marks. and then up in that room, shane tells him he's gay, and ilya tells shane about his father, and shane kisses him and rocks him and just holds him. and when they finally fuck again it's slower and more reverent than ever before, and he flips shane on his belly and grinds into him slow and deep, leans down to whisper russian in his ear, because shane seems to like that, and his necklace lands on shane's shoulder. and it doesn't quite light up, not exactly. but ilya can see it. see when it goes hot and hear when shane cries out and comes, clenching around ilya and pulling him over the edge with him, and then ilya looks at the mark, traces it, kisses it, and shane whispers was that -?, and ilya doesn't really know what to say. yes doesn't seem like enough. nothing he could say does. he just lays his head on shane and nods. and feels tears prickling his eyes again. and shane pushes him off and goes to the bathroom to look and ilya's stomach drops again. he's sure shane is going to come back and tell ilya they can't. that he doesn't want him. that it must just be one sided. but instead he comes back and lays down and wraps himself around ilya, burying his face in his chest, and then ilya feels it - white hot, for just a moment. and shane sits up and they both look down and see a perfect imprint of shane's freckles right over ilya's heart.
i love the “hollanov has a crush on carter vaughn” take not necessarily in a “i think they would invite him to watch” way but more in a “ilya would accidentally let it slip while chirping at shane to fluster him that vaughn is at the top of their ‘would’ list and vaughn is a little thrown off and straight so he’s like “are you guys asking?” and ilya laughs and pats his shoulder and assures him “absolutely not, i do not share my shane, we just think you are good looking man, i like that you are pretty and fun and my shane likes that you are serious about hockey and have good grooming habits. is not serious, do not worry vaughny we will not be asking you to witness me and my beautiful husband ever” and vaughn low key is overjoyed about it, his teammates who are around and hear the exchange are sometimes like “that doesnt bother you? you dont find that a bit weird?” but vaugh genuinely is just like “rozanov just called me pretty and fun enough to hang out with and hollander thinks im good at hockey and clean enough for him, you could hand me a nobel peace prize and it wouldnt come close to this achievement” and eventually it gets out to the general public so vaughn is captioning his instagram posts shit like “#1 contender for being the hockey husbands third goes fishing” despite shanes mortification about this getting out and vaughns clear delight with it” way

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I like to think that Ilya becomes Rose’s built in gaydar. Before she goes on a date, she sends a picture of the guy to Ilya just captioned ???
And he responds with either “straight 😄👍🍆” “gay 😕🌈🕺” or “bisexual 😏💦🥵”
I so often think of the growing pains that come with autistic only child shane hollander (who travelled alone and moved out very early and just had a public and traumatic outing) moving in with ilya and joining a new team. it's a recipe for disaster.
he's never lived together with someone to this degree. he's played hockey for montreal for more than 10 years. his brain is hardwired to have a difficult time with change and transitions.
he went through a traumatic event in which all of his fears came true and was treated horribly by his team he considered family until he was able to leave. he has to adjust to a new house, living with someone, merging their stuff, joining a new team, new routines, etc.
this man is absolutely having the worst and hardest time adapting to this new life. he's not okay. his stress levels are through the roof. he Cannot Help being rigid in everything. his diet is the only thing that feels like it's still in His Control and he gets stricter. he creates new routines where needed and sticks to those and the old ones as tight as he can. small habits that could be broken before become Rules and he has to Stick To The Rules. he's doing bad.
and don't get me started on a shane hollander who realises he still needs Alone Time despite being so in love with ilya and so happy to live together. nuclear guilt bomb.