throughmyeyes

synopsis: jermajesty shows up unexpectedly while your new boyfriend happened to be there.

 ᵎ!ᵎ angst(?) ⊹ past sexual acts mentioned ⊹ language ⊹ black.ᐟ𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧 ⊹ toxic baby daddy.ᐟjermajesty ⊹ arguing

requested by annon.

Jermajesty Jackson x Fem! reader

Synopsis: At your anniversary, Jermajesty surprises you with a relaxing bathtub session…that turns into something more intimate than you expected

WARNINGS: PLEASURE DOM JERMAJESTY!! fingering, dirty talking, messy cunnilingus, PIV, spanking <3, chokehold again guys😮‍💨 little size kink? tiny bit of mocking, multiple reader orgasms, creampie, aftercare, open ending

Authors note: guys…yall need to ban jermajesty from me, idk what that man does to me, whatever sabrina said ab being wet at the thought of him

as always this is long

This content is NOT AI and it shall NOT be used to train AI, AI could never replicate this level of freaked out behavior

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It had been two years since you and Jermajesty started dating, and he had quickly become the highlight of your life, people talk about “honeymoon stage” and how it wears off after a couple months of dating, but truly, every day was better than the last one with him. He was the perfect gentleman and today was no different.

You had told him previously that you didn’t want anything fancy for your anniversary, he already takes you out and spoils you every week, you could’ve spent all day in bed with him and it would’ve been perfect.

But of course in true Jackson fashion, he’ll always spoil his girl, no matter what she says, so he made a delicious dinner at home, as well as planing another surprise for you.

“Jer what are you doing?” you say as he covers your eyes

“Don’t worry about it baby it’s a surprise” he says “no peeking”

“I literally can’t” you giggle putting your hands out in an attempt to guide yourself

“And surprise” he says as he uncovers your eyes, letting you have a look at your bathtub, decorated with candles around the edges, your favorite wine on standby

“Jer” you say bringing your hand to your chest “this is gorgeous, when did you do this?” you look back at him in awe

“I have my secrets baby” he says as he hugs you from the back, resting his chin on your shoulder “Wanna loosen up the dress and get in?” he tugs on the thin strings of your dress, you chuckle

“Oh i see, you wanted to get me naked” you turn around wrapping your arms around his neck

He laughs pulling you closer against him “You acting like i don’t get that on the daily” he bites his lip “But yeah i did wanna get you naked”

You laugh, and quickly put your hair into a bun (or a pony, or a claw clip whtvr works best for your hair type <3) you take off your little red dress, your brand new heels, gifted by your boyfriend, your underwear and get in the tub

“Ohhhh it’s hot” you smile cheekily

“I know, and i put in a ton of bubbles for you” he smiles as he takes off his own clothes

“Oh you know me so well” you chuckle and put your hand on your chin as you watch him get naked “I actually love this view” you smirk

“You’re such a perv” he finally gets in the tub, quickly turning to the side table, serving you and himself a glass of wine

“Cheers honey” you say raising the glass slightly

“To us” he smiles softly

“To us” you repeat before leaning in to kiss him and take a sip of wine

The night goes by smoothly, soft music playing from the speakers, stolen kisses, talking about anything, some playful water splashing. But the candlelit setting definitely made the room a lot more intimate, you’re laying your back against Jermajesty’s chest, and as you’re closing your eyes relaxing, you can feel his hand going from around your waist, down your stomach, while his other arm wraps softly around your chest/neck.

“Jer…” you whisper

“mmm?” he hums as he leaves sloppy kisses down the back of your neck and your shoulder making you shiver, his hand now down over your pussy, his index finger rubbing against your clit, as he examines you over your shoulders

“Fuck…” you put your head on Jermajesty’s shoulder

“That’s right ma” he says as two of his fingers now enter your pussy “relax f’ me, this is about you okay?” you feel his hard dick pressing against your back “don’t worry about me, wanna make you feel so good baby”

You suddenly grab Jermajesty’s face and kiss him desperately, moaning into his lips as he fingers you with agonizing pace

“Yeah? Feel good?” he kisses you again “You’re so good to me”

“Sit on the edge baby” he says as he pulls away from your lips, biting his own bottom lip. Like on cue, the second you sat down, he’s sitting up on the tub separating your thighs, glancing at your glistening pussy like he’s hypnotized, brushing his fingers against your folds once again, making you whimper

“Ohhh” he chuckles “so sensitive f’ me girl” without wasting a second more, he takes a long lick at your pussy

“J-Jer” you gasp as your hand flies to his head tangling in his curls, he only pulls you closer by your ass eating you out like a man starved

“mhm cmon girl, give it t’ me” he says as he looks up at you while eating you out, he pulls away for a second and he’s back to fingering you, he smiles up at you breathless

“i could die buried in this pussy and i’ll be happy” he says, you chuckle breathlessly, giving him a playful slap on his cheek “stupid”

He smiles getting right back to eating you out, now also fingering you, giving you a shockwave of pleasure, making you clench around his fingers “fuck Jer i’m close”

“I know baby” he clenches his hands on your hips “give it to me i need it”

Like on cue, you cum, he drinks up all of you as you come off of your high, your body spasms against his face, you try to pull away, but he keeps his head buried in you until he’s satisfied, leaving you breathless

“Turn around ma m’ not done with you yet” he said giving your ass a quick slap as he gets up

“What about you?” you say almost concerned, looking down at his hard twitching dick, it looked like it hurt, he looks at you, taking your face on his hands pulling you for a kiss “Baby don’t you know my favorite thing in the world is putting you first?”

Your eyes soften, even in the mists of pleasure he manages to make you feel like the only woman in the world

“Now would you let me make you feel good” he softly strokes the side of your face, you nod

He kisses you again, slowly this time, he whispers into the kiss “I love you”

“I love you too” you bite your lip turning around, the air turning heavy again, he runs his hands all over your body, from your legs, to your hips, your waist, your breasts

“You gon be a good girl for me right?” you nod, he twistes your nipples on his fingers making you moan loudly “need to hear you say it baby”

“Yes Jer i’ll be good for you p-please” he smirks contently and leaves a kiss on your neck before directing you to put your hands on the edge of the tub

“You ready?” you nod looking back at him

“Fuck yeah you are” he runs the tip of his dick up and down your folds making you whimper “you stay wet and ready f’me hm?” he gives your ass a quick spank, before slamming into your cunt

“F-FU-ck” you almost scream at the sensation, even after two years, you’ve never adjusted to how big he is, but oh it feels so good, the way he fucks into you so desperately, like you’re his to fuck and ruin… you are his to fuck and ruin.

“That’s right baby” he says in between grunts “Goddamn you’re so tight” he chuckles “she’s squeezing me clean today”

You can’t even respond from how hard he’s slamming into you, you can only moan his name over and over. Suddenly, he pulls your back into his chest, his arm going around your neck, you can’t help but smile

“Oh you like that huh?”

“Like how i choke you? how i fuck you so hard you can barely speak?”

“Yes yes yes” you hold onto his hard “F-Feel you so deep Jer”

“Oh yeah?” his free arm goes to your lower stomach, where his dick bulges, he presses over it, sending a big wave of pleasure through your body, making you wetter, if that’s even possible “Feel me there?” he says mockingly “Yeah baby? Feel me so deep inside you you can barely think? such a good slut f’me”

The bathroom is a nasty scene, the way he’s speaking, the way you’re moaning, the way your bodies are slapping together, it can only be described as nasty, but that’s what makes you love it so much

“Oh my god Jer-“ you feel a knot tying in your stomach, he tightened his hold around your neck making you gasp

“Yeah mama?” he slams into you sloppily, feeling his own orgasm forming “Cmon, give it to me” he presses against your lower stomach again “I feel it baby it’s right here, i wan it please” He bites your shoulder “Give it to me”

Your body goes limp against him, thank god he’s holding you, you cum so hard you swear you can feel yourself dripping down your leg; and Jermajesty doesn’t stay behind, he groans as his seed sprouts deep inside you.

He holds you like that for just a second longer, as you guys recover he turns your face to him, kissing you as he pulls out of you and he helps you sit down.

You sit back on the edge of the tub, breathless as Jermajesty drains the water and turns on the overhead shower to hot water

“Cmon” he expends his hands out to you helping you get up “Let’s get us clean”

“But i like you all dirty and sweaty” you pout moving your hands up his arm, he raises an eyebrow “Watch it now” you giggle as he grabs the bath net, covers it in soap and starts washing your body, you sigh relaxing under the hot water

“You’re so good to me Jer”

He looked at you almost offended “Course i am, you’re my girl” a small silence “my future wife” he says taking you aback

“I’m your future wife?” you look at him searching for his eyes, as if trying to find some kind of hoax happening, but you don’t find anything other than his big glossy eyes looking back at you, as truthful as can be

“If you want to be yeah” he suddenly gets shy and chuckles as he now washes your arms

“I do want to be your wife” you say without a second thought, he hums “well that’s settled then” he says “i’ll get back to you on that promise” he finishes washing you and himself up, he helps you get out of the tub, wrapping a warm towel around your body and taking you in his arms to bed.

As you fall asleep soundly, you don’t know this, but Jermajesty had already been ring shopping for a while now, he just needed to hear you say the word. He’s picking up that ring and calling for his sister’s help first thing in the morning tomorrow.

(pt2?👀)

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EEEEKKKK i hope you like this as much as me🩷 i wanted to have an open ending for a potential part 2? maybe a little blurb? you decide

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synopsis: you and jermajesty want to make your baby’s wish come true by trying again.

ᵎ!ᵎ fluff ⊹ angst with a happy ending ⊹ exes to lovers(?) ⊹ black.ᐟ𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧(anyone can read) ⊹ toxic baby daddy.ᐟjermajesty

requested by @riahminkz

can we all collectively agree that he's so dada in this era

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artist, writer, natural born gooner 💀

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𝗷𝗲𝗿𝗺𝗮𝗷𝗲𝘀𝘁𝘆 𝘅 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗿

𝘄𝗰: 𝟮,𝟵𝗸

𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀: 𝗺𝘂𝘁𝘂𝗮𝗹 𝗽𝗶𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴, 𝗳𝗿𝗶𝗲𝗻𝗱𝘀 𝘁𝗼 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘀, 𝗺𝗮𝗿𝗶𝗷𝘂𝗮𝗻𝗮 𝘂𝘀𝗲, 𝗳𝗹𝘂𝗳𝗳, 𝗮𝘄𝗸𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗱 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝗳𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀, 𝘁𝗲𝗻𝘀𝗶𝗼𝗻, 𝘀𝗹𝗼𝘄 𝗯𝘂𝗿𝗻 𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗱𝗮

𝘀𝘂𝗺𝗺𝗮𝗿𝘆: 𝗮𝗳𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗮 𝗹𝗼𝗻𝗴 𝗱𝗮𝘆, 𝗷𝗲𝗿𝗺𝗮𝗷𝗲𝘀𝘁𝘆 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗯𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝗳𝗿𝗶𝗲𝗻𝗱 𝗲𝗻𝗱 𝘂𝗽 𝘀𝗶𝘁𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗶𝗻 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗰𝗮𝗿 𝘀𝗵𝗮𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮 𝗷𝗼𝗶𝗻𝘁. 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗿𝘁𝘀 𝗮𝘀 𝗮 𝗻𝗼𝗿𝗺𝗮𝗹 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻 𝘀𝗹𝗼𝘄𝗹𝘆 𝘁𝘂𝗿𝗻𝘀 𝗶𝗻𝘁𝗼 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗱 𝗼𝗳 𝗵𝗼𝗻𝗲𝘀𝘁𝘆 𝗻𝗲𝗶𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗼𝗳 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗺 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗽𝗿𝗲𝗽𝗮𝗿𝗲𝗱 𝗳𝗼𝗿.

the night should’ve ended an hour ago. the event was over, everyone had gone their separate ways, and yet somehow you were still sitting in jermajesty’s passenger seat.

the city lights reflected against the windshield while music played quietly through the speakers. you had your feet tucked underneath you as you scrolled mindlessly on your phone.

“you know,” jermajesty said, turning the volume down, “most people would’ve gone home by now.” you looked over.

“most people don’t have to listen to you complain about parking prices.”

“i’m serious.”

“so am i.”

he rolled his eyes.

“well la parking is a scam.”

“there it is”

“see? this is why i keep you around.”

you laughed. the sound made him smile without even realizing it. there was a brief silence before he reached into the center console.

“you tryna roll up?”

your eyes widened slightly.

“right now?”

“why not?”

you looked around dramatically.

“because we’re sitting in a parking lot?”

“details.”

you snorted.

“you ask that like i haven’t seen you do way worse.”

“exactly.”

after a moment, you shrugged.

“okay.”

*ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚

twenty minutes later, you were both significantly more relaxed than either of you intended. the music sounded better, everything was funnier and for some reason neither of you could stop laughing.

“i’m literally not saying anything,” you wheezed. jermajesty had his head against the steering wheel.

“that’s the problem.”

“what does that even mean?”

“i don’t know.”

that only made both of you laugh harder.

eventually the laughter died down. the comfortable kind of silence settled over the car. outside, people occasionally walked past. inside, it felt like the rest of the world didn’t exist.

you glanced over.

he was already looking at you.

and for some reason, neither of you looked away immediately. your stomach did a weird little flip.

“what?” you asked softly.

he blinked.

“nothing.”

“you’re staring to hard.”

“am not.”

“you literally are.”

“okay maybe a little.”

his voice came out quieter than before.

you swallowed. something about the way he was looking at you felt different tonight.

you looked away first.

“you’re so weird.”

“you’re so pretty.”

the words slipped out so casually that for a second neither of you reacted. then your head snapped toward him.

“…what?”

jermajesty’s eyes widened. like he couldn’t believe he’d actually said it.

“i said you’re pretty.”

your heart nearly stopped.

“jer.”

he rubbed the back of his neck.

“what?”

“don’t do that.”

“do what?”

“say things like that.”

he stared at you.

“why not?”

because i’ve liked you for years, because hearing you say things like that makes me think maybe you could like me back and because i’m not sure i could survive finding out i’m wrong. instead you looked down at your hands.

“because.”

“because?”

you sighed.

“because you don’t mean it.”

his eyebrows pulled together.

“what are you talking about?”

“you’re high.”

he immediately shook his head.

“nah.”

“jer—”

“i’m serious.”

his voice was soft now.

“i think you’re pretty when i’m sober too.”

your breath caught. the car suddenly felt much smaller, much warmer. and the look on his face wasn’t joking, wasn’t playful.

if anything, he looked nervous. which somehow scared you even more.

“you really mean that?” you asked.

he laughed once.

“you have no idea how much i mean it.”

and just like that, every crush-filled thought you’d spent years trying to hide came rushing to the surface.

because maybe, just maybe this wasn’t the weed talking after all. you looked down at your hands resting in your lap. there was absolutely no way this conversation was happening. not with him, not after all this time.

“jer…”

“yeah?”

“you’re messing with me.”

he immediately frowned.

“why would i do that?”

you shrugged.

because it made more sense than the alternative. because the alternative was that the guy you’d spent years secretly liking was sitting a few inches away admitting he thought you were pretty.

and that felt impossible.

“i don’t know.”

he shook his head.

“nah.”

his gaze stayed on you.

“i’m not joking.”

your stomach flipped. you hated how much you wanted to believe him. for a second neither of you spoke. then jermajesty groaned and dropped his head back against the seat.

“okay.”

“okay what?”

“you know, i wasn’t gonna say this.”

“say what?”

he covered his face with one hand which immediately made you nervous.

“jer.”

“this is embarrassing.”

you laughed despite yourself.

“now i definitely wanna hear it.”

“that’s exactly what i’m afraid of.”

“jermajesty, just say it”

he sighed dramatically.

then peeked at you through his fingers.

“…i get jealous.”

you blinked.

“what?”

“see? i knew i shouldn’t have said it.”

“hold on.”

you turned toward him completely.

“jealous?”

he groaned.

“don’t make me repeat it.”

“jermajesty.”

“yes.”

“you get jealous?”

his ears were turning red.

which was honestly the funniest thing you’d ever seen.

“occasionally.”

“of who?”

“guys.” you stared. he stared back.

“what guys?”

his expression said seriously?

“all of them.”

your mouth fell open.

“all of them?”

“okay maybe not all of them.”

you raised an eyebrow.

he thought about it.

“…most of them.”

you burst out laughing.

jermajesty immediately pointed at you.

“don’t laugh.”

“i’m sorry.”

“no you’re not.”

“i’m really not.”

he rolled his eyes. but there was a smile tugging at the corner of his mouth.

“whatever.”

“you get jealous.”

“okay.”

“that’s crazy.”

“thanks.”

“matter of fact that’s actually insane.”

“thank you.”

you laughed again. this time he couldn’t stop himself from laughing too. for a moment it felt normal, except it wasn’t.

because now your heart was beating entirely too fast and every time he looked at you, you forgot how to think. the laughter slowly died down. then another silence settled between you. a different one this time. jermajesty’s fingers tapped nervously against the steering wheel.

“can i ask you something?”

your stomach dropped.

“depends.”

“have you really never noticed?”

you frowned.

“noticed what?”

his eyes met yours.

“that i liked you.”

your breath caught.

oh.

oh.

you looked away immediately. which told him everything.

“you didn’t.”

it wasn’t a question.

you covered your face.

“i’m actually gonna jump out of this car.”

“you didn’t.”

he was laughing now.

“i’m serious.”

“how?”

“because i thought you were being nice!”

“nice?”

“yes.”

“i was flirting.”

your head snapped toward him.

“THAT was flirting?”

“what do you mean that was flirting?”

“jer, you bought me a smoothie one time.”

“because you said you liked it.”

“that’s not flirting.”

“it is when i drove twenty minutes to get it.”

your jaw dropped.

“you drove twenty minutes?”

“yeah.”

“why?”

he stared at you. then blinked.

slowly.

“see this is why we’re here now.”

you immediately covered your face again.

“oh my god.”

he laughed.

the kind of laugh that made your chest ache.

“well maybe i couldn’t tell because i’ve liked you forever.”

silence, complete silence.

the smile disappeared from his face

“what?”

your eyes widened. immediately.

“forget i said that.”

“absolutely not.”

“jer—”

“forever?”

you groaned.

“don’t do this.”

“FOREVER?”

“please stop yelling.”

“i’m not yelling.”

he was absolutely yelling.

“you liked me this whole time?”

“you liked me this whole time!”

he pointed at you.

“you could have said something!.”

you pointed right back.

“and you could have said something!.”

“fair.”

“exactly.”

for a second neither of you moved. then you both started laughing.

because somehow, you’d both spent years feeling the exact same thing. and neither one of you had said a word. eventually the laughter faded. your eyes met again. and this time neither of you looked away. the smile on jermajesty’s face softened. softer than you’d ever seen before. his gaze dropped briefly. to your lips. then back to your eyes. your heart nearly stopped.

“can i ask you something?” he asked quietly. you swallowed.

“what?”

his voice got even softer.

“if neither of us were scared…”

the air disappeared from your lungs.

“…what would happen right now?”

and just like that,

you forgot every single thing you were going to say. your heart slammed against your ribs. for a second, you genuinely forgot how to speak. the question hung between you. because you both already knew the answer. neither of you wanted to be the first one to say it. jermajesty’s eyes stayed on yours. waiting. and somehow that made everything worse.

you laughed nervously.

“that’s a crazy question.”

“i know.”

“you always ask crazy questions?”

“only when i’m having a crisis.”

“you’re having a crisis?”

“currently.”

despite everything, you smiled. his smile appeared a second later. that feeling came back again, the one you’d spent years trying not to have. except now you couldn’t hide from it anymore. not when he was looking at you like that. not when he knew,

not when you knew. the silence stretched.

jermajesty shifted in his seat. you noticed immediately. because suddenly you were noticing everything. the way he looked at you. the way his fingers tapped against his leg when he was nervous. the way he kept glancing at your lips before forcing himself to look back at your eyes. your stomach flipped.again and again. “you’re staring,” you murmured. his ears turned red instantly.

“so are you.”

“…fair.”

“…fair.”

you both laughed quietly, then the laughter faded and neither of you looked away. the city lights reflected in his eyes. he looked nervous. which was almost unbelievable. jermajesty was usually the confident one.

the one who always had something to say.

right now he looked just as terrified as you felt.

“can i tell you something?” he asked. you nodded.

“i’ve wanted to do this for a while.”

your breath caught. the air in the car suddenly felt impossibly thin.

“do what?” you whispered.

his gaze dropped. just for a second, to your lips. then back up again. your heart nearly stopped. neither of you moved. it felt like standing on the edge of something. one step away from changing everything. you could hear your own heartbeat. feel the nervous energy buzzing through your body. jermajesty swallowed.

“i don’t wanna mess this up.”

the confession came out so quietly it almost hurt. your chest tightened.

because after years of wondering and

years of hoping, years of convincing yourself he could never feel the same way, here he was. looking at you like you were something precious. something he was afraid of losing.

you smiled softly.

“you won’t.”

his shoulders relaxed.

just a little.

“yeah?”

“yeah.”

for a second neither of you said anything.

then he laughed under his breath.

“we really wasted years.”

“literally years.”

“that’s embarrassing.”

“extremely.”

he shook his head. still smiling.

then his eyes met yours again.

and suddenly neither of you were laughing anymore. the tension returned instantly.

stronger this time. because now there was nothing left unsaid. just the space between you. just the choice to close it. your voice came out barely above a whisper.

“jer.”

“yeah?”

“are you gonna keep looking at me like that?” his smile grew. small, like he was nervous.

“depends.”

“on what?”

“whether you’re gonna kiss me first.”

your jaw dropped.

he immediately started laughing. the kind that told you he couldn’t believe he’d actually said that. “oh my god,” you groaned.

“what?”

“you’re ridiculous.”

“i know.”

you shook your head.

but you couldn’t stop smiling.

couldn’t stop looking at him. and neither could he. eventually the laughter faded. everything always seemed to come back to this. the two of you. looking at each other.

feeling things neither of you could ignore anymore. jermajesty’s gaze softened.

“hey.”

“hey.”

his eyes flickered to your lips one last time.

then back to your eyes. giving you every opportunity to pull away. you didn’t.

and neither did he. slowly, carefully and

he reached up and brushed a loose strand of hair away from your face. his fingers lingered for just a second.

your breath caught. his did too.

and finally he leaned in. the kiss was soft. gentle, neither of you could quite believe it was happening. years of feelings years of missed chances, years of wanting.all packed into one moment. when he pulled back, neither of you moved very far. foreheads almost touching. both smiling like complete idiots.

“wow,” jermajesty whispered.

you laughed.

“wow?”

“that’s all i got.”

“wow.”

“exactly.”

you shook your head. still smiling.

“you’re such a loser.”

his grin widened.

“yeah.”

he looked at you again.

all warm eyes and happiness.

the kind of look that made your heart melt.

“but i’m your loser now.”

deep sea diver, swimming with the fishes