Having an anxiety disorder is so fucking annoying. You get anxious out of nowhere and it’s like “okay either my anxiety disorder is doing its thing or being psychic is now real and a great and terrible horror will soon commence” and despite objectively knowing it’s the first thing, you still want to hide in a bunker in case THIS TIME it is psychic vibrations from a upcoming dreadful threat.

!!!

i need to let go of “friends” that only talk to me at their convenience

learning how to react less because why should i have to lose my mind just to be understood

real

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yeah sex is cool and but have you ever crawled out of the worst depression of ur life and got your spark back

Only to fall back in that depression again