★ Crisis.Arts ★

Wishing a Happy Halloween and a Blessed Samhain to all my fellow ghoulies 🖤🩶 Have a spOok-takular day my friends ☺️

My favorite doomed-by-the-narrative trio🥹. (Tragic sibling plot lines kill me every time oh my god). I really truly love the yunmeng siblings, and I just finished reading Lynchpin again so if anyone has yunmeng sib-centric fic recs send them my way please. They make me so happy. Sad. Smad. These losers make me smad.

oof it has taken me sooo long to get here cause this fancy pants loser demanded all of the detailing But i finally got around to drawing My favourite little guy from TGCF: Shi Qingxuan 🌸🍃🪭

But also you should go check out the skinson updates blog to see our little dude go on adventures 👀https://www.tumblr.com/skinsonupdates

my wildflower boys ❤️ Let Sakura Haruka frolic, he deserves it ☺️

Waaahhh New Stickers!! And just in time too! (for any of my Brisbane followers going to Kaiga Convention this weekend, I'll be there!!)

WAAA HI! Thank you for buying!!!! I'm so glad you like it 🥰 It's always a shock to my system when people who actually have seen/ bought my art say hi on tumblr for some reason 😅

Me explaining DotD to my brother yesterday as a man is tortured on TV in our living room: It was a silly fun show I started to take a breather from all my trauma shows! You tricked me Dafeng. I love it. But you tricked me.

(Im so glad people are enjoying my silly little au drawings, the Mt. Kunlun family brings me so much joy ❤️)

What if the success of my plan involves your death, and the acquisition of your inner core, but somehow you always manage to emerge more or less unscathed. What if I corrupt your best friend. What if I do it because he's your best friend. Because I want someone to understand how lonely it is to love you. To be loved by you and then be abandoned. What if every time you pick them over me, there's a part of me screaming "I was your friend too! Where was this undying loyalty when I needed it?" ....and what if you plead with him to spare me. what if you find a way. what If I steal one of your friends from you and I kill another and I hurt you and you still save me. What if you cradle what is left of my soul in your hands and you take me home where it is safe. Where I can grow again. What if you are so unwilling to lose me entirely that you are willing to betray the people that I have hurt in saving me. What if you are ready to wait a hundred years so we can meet again, without blood or fire between us. What if I throw it all away. What if I take that hope and that life and that freedom that I've strived for and I throw it away to save you. Because you need help. Because I can help. Because what is the point? In gathering the strength to live again if you wont be there? What if I give the heart of my power to the man who stands beside you, shoulder to shoulder, where I was for a thousand years? What If I give whatever was left to me afterwards to you, because you've made yourself powerless and I cannot stand it. So I will give you the strength to survive this, and him the strength to protect you, and I will use my last breath to honor the oath that we made, when we were young, and strong, and together. Tell me: If I have been your friend, and your enemy, and your partner, If I have brought you grief, and joy, and devotion, If I have hurt you and been hurt by you, If I have saved you and been saved by you, If I have lived thousands of years by your side and in my death I have given the heart of me to the man you call your soulmate; Tell me: Is enough of you mine that I might rest easy, now?

Hey remember Ying Lei's grandfather Ying Zhao? Remember how ZYZ was actually pretty close to that guy? anyway my sister and I have been lobbying wine aunt/big brother (bother) Zhu Yan ideas around for a couple of days and it has a lot of potential for cute funny shenanigans. Mt. Kunlun Family Please. . . . Fangs of Fortune is Gorgeous by the way. I mean its a great show and I love the characters and the found family feels but my god its just so pretty to look at. and there's so much room for au's and expansion! I cannot wait to see what fics emerge from this IP.

I will return to the void to wallow in the emotional wreckage this has wrought upon me. ✌️