Neverending Struggle

- getting bruised easily - feeling my bones popping out - looking pale - getting cold easily - feeling lightheaded when standing up too fast - when people are concerned by how much weight I lost - my stomach rumbling - missing my period

i’ve never really personified “ana” up until now.

it’s so intriguing to me how i can go from eating healthy and loving my body one day to starving myself for a week just because i decided to get a coffee one morning rather than eat.

i had forgotten the warmth that coarses through your empty stomach when you drink the hot, bitter taste of black coffee.

i had forgotten the love i felt when people asked the last time i had eaten.

i’m ready to fall back in against the wind.

-Mountainclimbers 30 sec

-Plank twist 40 sec

-Leg pull-ins 30 sec

-Russain twists 40 sec

-Side plank 40 sec (20 sec on each side)

“Are you kidding, eating 1300 calories to maintain?? You need at least 1600 calories per day when you’re doing NOTHING, otherwise you will get super skinny and DIE”

Me, trying to stay under 700 calories everyday, still fat: