i can still see it all

[redacted] help

hello i’m going to be rebooting rose onto a multi later. whether it’s the one i set up a year ago or a different one, i’m not sure yet. i know i’ve been mia for a year and that’s kinda not cool and i’m sorry for that. hopefully i’ll have more information on what i’ll do with this blog later? idk i just know i’ve been missing rose!

god.... i really got in over my head by letting literally every single long form draft go unwritten for two months now

my mood has been lifted but god i still have so much homework to work thru as a result of my spirals but i will Try to commit myself to writing at least a sentence a day to work thru these replies. like god i really came back from a month long spiral to realize holy shit i fucked myself over good and hard

the big bafoon that calls himself a leader has the plague YIPPEE

update: got reminded of doomsday and started spiralling out instead

maybe... soon... i shall write again...

good morning, hopefully... hopefully i shall write again soon

apparently i’m set to graduate with honors or something... me. an idiot at a keyboard. set to graduate with honors. 

the way i’m like... barely able to function as of late

sry i haven’t written anything. i have Depression and it’s really fucking me up

the way i’m still so very exhausted... i’m trying to not be