Shhhh its a secret

Pay attention to me

More sex

Clean up after himself

Follow through with what he says he will

Have more passion. Treat me like you're lucky to have me, because you are.

Dates that don't involve sitting on the couch.

Run with me again.

Cook with me

Save money

Stop making me feel like I have to beg you to want me.

Grow away from his family. I dont mean leave them or cut them out of his life but don't talk to your mother every damn day. Its weird.

Stop letting her call you her beautiful baby boy and kiss you on the mouth, you're an adult man for gods sake.

Stop making me act like someone I'm not to please your family.

Be on my side too.

Be spontaneous.

Be adventurous.

Read a god damn book with me.

I can already tell that the stress of my crumbling life is affecting my eating. I mean, I'm back here aren't I? I haven't looked at this in so long, I gained so much weight I can't even look at myself. And now I'm without my boyfriend, I'm in a new city, I don't have a job, I have a degree I don't know what to do with, my loans are coming due soon, and I just can't eat. I don't want to eat. I want to be thin and my life to fall back together and it will if I stop eating.