| ' DYING FOR YOU this is an independent multi-muse exploring themes of love , loss , and growth. PRIMARY MUSES : CONRAD FISHER , JAMIE FRASER , FITZWILLIAM DARCY , ARAGORN, BRUCE WAYNE , ROBBIE TURNER, GERALT OF RIVIA and ILYA ROZANOV | WRITTEN BY SELENA 30+ EST and MEDIUM ACTIVITY. | TAKING LIBERTY WITH LORE & NEVER CANON | TESTING : ANTHONY BRIDGERTON , ERIC NORTHMAN | exlusive conrad + belly / @serendpitous | pinterest | memes |
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intro : hi , my name is selena and i'm in my thirties . living with my light my love , my pup ── lucy. i work full - time running about 7 hours a day for 5 days a week on BST . i love rping and writing / living in delulu so this is why i am here.
i , slow activity + medium effort . ROLEPLAY IS FOR FUN , which can't be talked about enough . this blog is a drama free . additionally i will rp who i see fit , and am mindful about dangerous canon / storylines that are written in time periods.
ii , fuck pro - isreal + anti - immigration ideals . i don't follow anyone who aligns with such mentality or anyone who is racist , antisemetic or anyone who is known for hate speech . that goes for FC's and i also will no longer be following real-athletes FC's / influencer FC's
iii , any graphics , psd's are mine and mine alone
iv , original + multi - muse friendly , I CANNOT STRESS THAT ENOUGH. i adore oc's and you will probably see female muses take priority on this blog. i am more than welcome to ships!
v. i do write my own lore for a majority of my muses , and i reserve the right to do so. there is some canon i will leave out and i am NEVER one to stick to canon material. my lore is a mixture of media , literature , and other influences.
vi. despite all this i am VERY friendly and approachable - just i've been here for SO long so i try to make this space safe for me , and my mutuals. i am always supporting my mutuals and if you do have and questions please always reach out!
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*been super depresso and in my head about well...real life stuff BUT ! i am not going anywhere and i saw i have some replies! going to try to tackle them this weekend and seriously thank you to those who have stuck around. 🤍 hope everyone is having a great start to their week!
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*gonna get to some writing today (!) but also hit that heart if you'd like me to send some memes your way! multis please specify <3. would love to spam my mutuals.
*gonna get to some writing today (!) but also hit that heart if you'd like me to send some memes your way! multis please specify <3. would love to spam my mutuals.
*hey guys been going through some real life stuff but! hopefully i'll be able to hang out here a bit for tonight. it'd be a nice distraction-anyways hope everyone is having a wonderful week. thank goodness it's almost friday!
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"it's time to forgive yourself. you're not that person anymore." + from kerra for jamie !
there's a pretty sort of orange that highlights an already setting sun ; the run of pinks and purples as a cool breeze from the EAST ensures that there will be indeed rain tomorrow. fighting upon lands all too certain as clan has turned against clan ; the lairds never once considering how distant lands may unite. there's the ache of a wound that will never quite heal , a back that has been beaten so badly that all that remains is mangled flesh and scar tissue that at times blinds jamie with pain.
' do you say that because you miss the old me ? ' there's a hint of humor laced within words as he inhales , ' we are all not who we once were ... the idea that we were young children running upon this land with the idea that we were all distantly related ... protecting one another ' brow creases as he remembers that ; that the blood of all their clans intertwined at one point but now ? well , many years have past and they are no longer the children they once were.
' i struggle with forgiveness ' he inhales , ' perhaps stubbornness overcomes ... ' careful with wording as he is well aware of the kind of warrior she can be. his current situation isn't -exactly- ideal then again ? he knows the ways of war ; everyone is collateral.
' never did like being caged either but , who does ? '
BRUCE WAYNE + MARTHA ARKAHM - a study in expression ; there was something very mysterious and endearing about my mother. at times she was so secure in who she was and what she wanted to be ... that i remember being awed and her presence was an awesome force. then there were times where sadness engulfed and there was no light to be had , those times i told myself that she had somehow gone away ... that she had ebbed away as does the sea upon the shore.
her behavior wasn't a reflection of the child that she couldn't bear to look at but ? she felt deeper than anyone else. how was i , at a child meant to deal with my father's indiscretions ? - they tell me i look like the spitting image of her , we have the same arkham features that when i look into the mirror i'm left with nothing but fear. the fear that history , her history is staring back at me. i love her , and i forgive her - she is human , and loved me as best she could. i wonder now , would she approve , would she love the son that had so deeply fallen from grace ? - bruce wayne entry #1457 sept 24th , 2023.
𓂀 attendance is an obligation earned, no matter how begrudgingly, from the rise of status. and in some cases, the strongest form of currency; make no mistake, even a joyless affair such as a funeral, will serve as a factor in maintaining your reputation. against better judgement, madeline had agreed to make the anticipated appearance on behalf of the usher family. she’d almost been delighted to find none other than the handsome young mr. bruce wayne was (UNSURPRISINGLY) the representative for his. the keyword being: almost. though, the comfortability expressed by her in this setting is eerie, a juxtaposition to the dread that festers violently behind ribs when contemplating her own impending mortality. it makes her throat tight, restricts her airway … drives her to insanity. yet here she sits, unmoved by the exuberant display of loss from the impacted BENEFICIARIES family: as they fluctuate between crying, wailing, or piss poor dry eyed attempts of sorrow. she knows the real waterworks are reserved for the privacy of the reading, yes, she trusts there will be a surplus of saliva dripping from their greedy mouths as the inheritance is divvied out. it is only if contesting is necessary will their eyes display any real emotion, and it likely will begin with disbelief, and conclude with rage … their self imposed righteousness is impressive, she really should ask: HOW DOES ONE NOT SUFFOCATE WITH THEIR HEAD THAT FAR UP THEIR OWN ASS? after all, her nieces and nephews - albeit still young - would probably benefit from the advice. “Any stranger can stab you in the back, but you can count on family to twist the knife deeper.” her cadence can be described as callous, making the betrayal against blood less an ethical dilemma and sound more like natural order. “Knowing what kind of man he was, I must admit I’m a little shocked by the turnout … So which one of these blubbering bimbos do you think was his mistress … or perhaps mistresses would be the proper suffix?” she sounds unashamedly amused, and it’s highly inappropriate, but you see the problem was, she didn’t care. ... @craveheart
there's the arch of a brow as bruce conceals a rather AMUSED expression ; such a thing would be indeed improper ! (he already has so much to answer for). one can hear rain upon roof , an element that can ALWAYS be counted upon in gotham. he looks around them as he sees other guests check their watches , look upwards to the grand ceilings as they count down the hours till SWEET FREEDOM. there is of course the dinner and cocktails after , while family members reign fondness and the sort of remembrance that makes the hairs on bruce's neck stand. he remembers this all too well.
the speeches , the poems , ah and yes ! the memories that were built upon what one would LIKE to hear not at all a telling of WHO the person truly was , how like almost EVERY family in gotham within their tax bracket was RUTHLESS. the waynes, the elliots , and others turning against one another when monopoly came into play.
' hmm ... ' his voice soft but a playfulness there that lends , evident by the way he looks down at madeline. ' i believe that one was ' with chin he gestures to a particular pretty brunette who worked closely with the deceased ; some said she was VP the others ? she was nothing more than a celebrated assistant. bruce prefers to go with the former.
' she was with him at EVERY meeting , he took her advice quite seriously ' tonality betrays nothing , merely states a fact. ' smart ... but then again most women are ' a shrug offered as they're handed a program , within said program is a call to donate.
' how charitable of them ' he notes as he shows the program to madeline , ' this is why you never saw me at these sort of things for years ... i don't do well with this - he was the kind of man everyone despised ... there is not a corner of gotham who grieves his loss ' he inhales , ' death is odd isn't it? '
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AN INDEPENDENT , SELECTIVE , AND PRIVATE WRITING BLOG FOR DONOVAN " DONNIE " WATTS. AN ORIGINAL CHARACTER INSPIRED BY SOUTHERN GOTHIC , HORROR , AND EIGHTIES NOSTALGIA. THEMES OF THE OCCULT , DEMONOLOGY , RUNNING AWAY FROM ONE'S GHOSTS , BLOOD PACTS , DARK MAGIC , RELIGIOUS HORROR , DISCUSSIONS OF TRAUMA , ADDICTION , AND MURDER LIE AHEAD !