a gal adrift

RP blog, mun: @friendly_peep

early 20ish year old roxy. rp in paragraph, action, dialogue and other forms

follows are mostly in-character, so if you follow this blog and aren't followed back, that's the reason! For now she's isolated for plot that got planned. Once she's out she will be able to interact with people!

CW: solitude, dark themes, body horror, depression, substance abuse, unreality, gaslighting

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headache

sleep more

oops

and a place

voidtouched

complicated to communicate

but the channel is open

she won't hear

not directly

but i welcome

im p sure im hallucinatin stuff now lmoa seein thingns off the conrner of my eye and stuff

tired rox distracted rox but we get work done!

i got all the goop gathered nice n tidy in a big container, sealed it and made sure to keep it away from everythin and everuone

above mt room. dont reallt know where else tovput it

ans i thinknim hearin voices when im tryingntoveo4k

... trying

to

work

sounds like my voice i think? just whisperin nonsense

i would say i need reat but its not like im doin anythin useful here lmoa

*rest

just wastin eveeyines time and givin em hope that things will work and we will get out

nothin works the scanner for the teleporter has been blank for weeks n i cant find shit for ass im so fuckin

lil roxy in the goop lost n useless

the probe hit the building at an angle and flew off into the distance.

i dunmo if were looping vertically or if it got teleported. the probe is sending glitched data now so i cant know its position anymore.

impact site wqs clear of anything and anyone so nobody was hurt. but there is some... goop? in there?

looks kinda similar to the voidgoop that stuff in the window emerges from. collected a samplr andnit is in my lab now.

cant captchalogue it. the jar i can but if it has the goop in it it just doesnt go in at all

also p sure its moving

gonna clean the impact site and contain all of this goop. maybe ill ask the caparasins guys for help with that.

fucjin,,, a girl sexides (lmao no)

*decides

to drink a little before bed and a few hours later somethib hits the buildings

loyd fuckin crash, the whole thing shook and i ddint even get a gokd look. jt musta hit at an angle cus it was a fuckin loud sound then it bounced off into the void again

*loud, good

handy trick: if you drink enough you forget you are a waste of space

i fucked up kol

i didnt realize the shutoff timer was outta battery so the window stayed off longer than i meant it to lololol

im fine! i just soent longer in the void than intended

meant time free dod distractions and explorin beyon the 5 ninute limit

it is fine! i didnt even feel hungrh or thistty its fine. i dont even feel hungry or thisry much anmore anyway

even fot to see some interetdting mvoements while i was there for a few hours

i saw thunfs emerge from the void! like just off the... geound? the goop? whatever in walkin on jn tbere

jhst

schloooop!

and suddenly new pile of junk.

it was like, inky for a moment before the voidstff rrceded. like long shadowy fingies pullin vacn ro reveal a treasure trove of gargage

*garbage

oh aksi niticed some stuff even has mt fingerpritns

i guess it majes sense! theres my code, these are mt things, makes sense there would be sjgns j touched all of fhese befire i, yknow, actually DO touch em

just, oily and old ane lookin like theyve been qbandkned fkr who knows how long

kibda like me one day! just nissib the old for the har trick!

hat trick*

im already a walkin joke im already the har trock

anyway, im back, had to write alla this and in gonna deink some more before sleep

nobody's coming