About Drugs & Borderline

— Unknown

-Edo Saiya

i have a Personality Disorder, rebecca ✨

I am in a massive slump in my relationship and it's fkn killing me. We've moved house and dealing with shit from work and in the process my partner has forgotten about me, it's been about a month and I am aching, my heart is sore, I feel empty and confused. I know we glorify our partners so when in a moment like this I wonder am I seeing him for him without me putting him on a pedestal or am I just splitting? Are all the things I'm finding wrong with him things that he's actually doing or am I making it up ? I feel so cold and distant towards this person, I have expressed how I feel MANY times because I'm working on effective communication but I'm being and I keep anticipating that the power is in his hands. I am constantly working on myself, fact checking every opinion I have, making sure it's correct so I'm not just saying these things for the sake of it, I'm desperately reaching out for him to help and he's doing nothing. He suffers from PTSD, we bonded over trauma (obviously) and possibly more so I understand he has problems with memory, falling through with plans, focus etc BUT if your relationship is on the line and you really want it to work wouldn't you make it a priority ? Wouldn't you?

darkinthelight97

Bei ihrer Suche nach der erträumten Bezugsperson glaubt die Borderline-Persönlichkeit des öfteren, fündig geworden zu sein. Ist ihr Drang, geliebt zu werden, übermächtig, verliebt sie sich auf den leisesten Verdacht. Dann ist sie vom Gegenüber begeistert und idealisiert es über alle Maßen. Das gelingt ihr umso besser, je weniger sie das Gegenüber kennt.

— 15:12

- Samra

— Edo Saiya - Fühlen

Ruffiction- Wenn ich will