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Ever since it was decided that all inmates get a recirc crime really dropped, but apparently these guys thought that could get away with their silly prank uncaught.

Definitely. I’m mentioned this many times before. My circumcision, my lack of a foreskin, my loss of sensitivity, my scar, my permanent exposure to her gaze, my dependence on her for real satisfaction – they’ve all become permanent fixtures in our sexual dialogue.

Just the other night we were in bed leading up to sex and I whispered in her ear to “grab onto what’s left of my foreskin.” She giggled, wrapped her little hand around my tight shaft, and pulled the immovably tight skin so hard I thought it was going to tear away from the glans. Seeing me writhe with the painful pleasure she whispered back in my ear, “see, much better without all that loose skin, isn’t it?”

Another recent occasion where it came up was when I was in the shower and she was in the bathroom talking. She randomly paused, finally breaking her silence with, “you know, I really do like you better this way…”

Without looking over at her, “what way is that?”

“Circumcised.”

I smiled, still not looking over at her.

“It’s just… better this way. I like the way the water runs over the head. I like that I can see all of it all the time. It’s just… mine.”

“It sure is babe, it sure is…”

We waited quite a while after my foreskin was removed before having sex again; a few months at least. It was important to both of us that I be completely healed and our first time be a demonstration of just how great sex with a circumcised penis truly is. That was the whole point of having me circumcised, after all.

“Here, check this out,” she said, and reached over. Her soft little fist wrapped around my tight shaft and I gasped with the pleasure of it. With her other hand she held the skin down around my balls and the base of my cock. She started tugging slowly at my shaft, moving the skin an inch or so without any going over the head.

“Feel good?” she asked.

“Feels amazing,” I said. “Very different, but good.”

She tugged faster, quickening her strokes. The curve of her index finger rubbed into my frenulum, while the edge of her fist bumped up against my glans rim on every up stroke.

“Now you do it,” she said after a minute. Her eyes stayed locked on my penis as I took over and jerked my shaft like a circumcised guy. She sat up in her seat enough to undo her button and zipper, and pushed her jeans down a bit, revealing lacy pink panties underneath. Her hand slid into her panties and she rubbed herself while watching me jerk off.

“Does it turn you on when a guy is circumcised?” I asked between breaths.

“It’s just cuter,” she said. “Cleaner, too. Although your’s looks pretty clean. Your head isn’t all red and sticky or moist. My old uncut boyfriend had that problem a lot.”

“I keep it clean,” I said.

“Yeah,” she agreed. “It’ll still be easier without the skin. No more pee and sweat getting trapped up under there.”

“Oh man,” I moaned as I felt an orgasm approaching.

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I started this blog three years ago (exactly- December 8th 2015) at a time when I felt unheard, broken, and angry. There are a lot reasons people typed “circumcision” into tumblr for the first time. Some for the thrill of sexual fantasy, some a search for understanding, some a desire to be something they weren’t. But some, like me, felt a mix of all of that yet also an unvoiced sense that the values and views they have about the natural male body are not representative in society. And the forced surgeries we didn’t consent to were symptomatic of that social view. To me there always was a pureness in the male form. Its inherent beauty found in its natural state. I had a pride in that, an interconnectedness with my twin. After being circumcised I felt divided. I felt divided from him, but also from my vision of masculinity. And part of that morphed into a turn on. That one act could have so much power. I was forcibly made something else, and I didn’t know what that was, or wasn’t.

This blog (clearly) was never a “woe is me” tale. I am not whining here. In the end what happened to me is a fact of life for boys all over the world. No choice, no voice, just submission. But over three years I’ve had a large array of posts that finally allowed me to explore how a forced circumcision effected me. My views of identity, gender, sex, and social norms. It allowed me to learn a lot from other people too. It allowed me to explore the duality of the sense of injustice I felt (and that many boys experience to this day) yet also circumcisions sexual nature, its vulnerability. 

From this blog I was able to see there are a minority of men, totally intact, who have a strong longing, a deep desire to be circumcised. Which confused me until I realized we actually wanted the same thing- to have a voice in what happens to our own bodies. A voice that reconfirmed a sense of identity. And how under certain circumstances circumcision could be sexually empowering!! 

From this blog I learned it’s not uncommon for older boys to submit to circumcision even though they don’t want to or just uncertain, because they feel like they don’t have any other choice. And after either just keep silent, or learning to live with it, saying “there are worse things.” 

From this blog I advised and counseled men and boys who were worried they NEEDED circumcision by a medical establishment (in the US and UK) that prescribe the surgery as a catch all solution without considering the individual values a patient may have- and helped them find other options. I helped some men figure out that what they wanted was to get cut, and some who didn’t.

And yeah, this was also a porn blog. So much of what ties men to their favorite appendage is sexual, and sometimes the most effective way of dealing with repressed complicated feelings is exploring them sexually first. Which is what I have often done. By the end of things I had 3,020 followers. And I imagine a good many of those men and women squirted and cummed to the things I wrote, and that makes me happy- because sex and sexual exploration is not only good and healthy- it’s fundamental to being a complete human. (Unless you are asexual of course). Hell the whole start of circumcision in the western world came from a Victorian society that viewed sex as something that was wrong. And how to stop little boys from masturbating. So obviously I disagree with the new polices of Tumblr and the rest of the more corporatized internet.  Especially as Tumblr became the platform for unvoiced sexual expression online.

In many ways this marks an end of an era. For myself I am in a much healthier place. I realized FOR ME my circumcision was a trauma. I also learned my trauma is not my identity. I may have not been able to have a voice in what happened to my body, but scars and cut flesh was never what defined me. My trauma was just thinking that it did. That being said, my journey is in no way complete, but the medium I need to navigate it has. Which is why I am excited about starting a new chapter on reddit.

This blog became about more than just figuring myself out, but helping guys navigate this subject in a society that provides no council besides the actions of a scalpels blade. And the truth is, so much more is needed. Men need to know the history behind circumcision. The facts of male anatomy. They need to know this cultural demand is one they can entirely reject, or happily embrace. 

Circumcision has ALWAYS been an act that divided and silenced. Divides between caste, class, religion, culture, and tribe. The nature of circumcision silenced discussion and created hard realities that were mostly cultural fabrications. It never nurtured individual voices. Which is why I am starting a new subreddit intended to open a dialogue among people (especially men and boys) about circumcision. But more on that in a future post coming soon! (like actually soon…) 

I hope that reddit can become a place of multiple circumcision subreddits. Each with their own unique perspective. Some more sexy, some cock worship, womens perspective, gay, etc. In the same way each Tumblr focused on a slightly different views.

CONTACT INFO: 

Circumcision subreddits so far:

r/circumsexual

r/circumcisionjerk 

r/circumcision 

r/———. : the one I’m creating, name coming soon! 

My contact info:

kik: wheatfieldss

Reddit username: u/choppedwheatfields

Also I am keeping this blog open after they gut most of the posts. I may still post here from time to time. So feel free to contact me here through messenger. Also if you want my email, ask me through that.

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