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I h8 school. Makes me wanna cry

Hi. I know no one will probably see this but sometimes I just want to tell people my problems but I really don’t have anyone. I feel like I have no one. I’m constantly excluded from things. The 2 people I call my best friends embarrass me and make me sad all the time. I wish I had more caring people in my life. Who actually cared about me and not just wanting to party or whatever. I just want good friends who are there for me. I feel so alone. I don’t have anyone to talk to my problems about. I feel pathetic that I get so upset over things like this. That’s why I can’t even talk to my boyfriend about this. But no one will see this. Someone might but they won’t care. Least I’m just getting it out of my system. Sometimes I just want to me alone. And not have any friends. I just want to stop caring about everything. No one cares about me, I just want to shut my emotions off and be by myself. I don’t want anyone to know who I am. I want to go homeschooled so no one can see how people treat me. I just want everyone to forget out me and not care. They don’t anyways. I just want to make it official