sirius

There's only one thing going inside my mind if I neve been able to born then will everything would be okay

If I never exist here then no one would have to feel like that no one would meet me or meet their any misfortunate

I'm really unlucky

I never do anything good to anyone around me

I never do anything for my parents

I don't deserve anything

I should be dead

Why the hell I'm living

2days ago I couldn't able to receive my best friend for me she is more than anything she's my soulmate but how could I realize that

That's the last time she ever called to me

In order to watch movie I excitedly ignore her call and thought I could call back after I get home but who thought I never able to call her anymore..she left me , she left this world she left me here all alone

I'm regretting for going out to watch movie

I'm regretting for not able to attend her call, I'm regretting for not being able hear her voice for the last time

I'm regretting for not being a freind let alone the spulmate which I have been saying nonstop

I'm regretting for living all alone without her here..

I don't deserve anything

I'm living like a livingless person now

Idk I feel like I'm forgetting everything which I have study till so far🐼

Study enough let's hope for best 🤍☃️