Vslush and a half

happy pride month guys sorry for the tardiness ive been sleeping for three consecutive days trying to forget

hopefully they have no plans of making that life is strange TV adaptation a modern day take on it because life is strange is a fully 2013 tumblr experience and changing that ruins everything

after the backrooms screening a friend said that she didnt understand who was the good guy and who was the bad guy and i did want to bash her head in a little for that

my best friend is like doctor doofenshmirtz as in she has a plethora of these tragic backstories for why she doesnt do or like certain things and i do feel bad for her everytime she brings one up but at the same time it does get to a point where i find it a bit comical like is that bad

sometimes when i feel bad i imagine theres people on twitter making posts about me going like "be nice its her first day on earth" "shes 5 seconds old" "if you hate her you go to hell" and it does help i think

disregarding what i thought about the backrooms because it was an overall miserable theatre experience (did not affect my opinion on the movie but did affect my mood) , on the ride home i was accompanied by a bright orange sky and a fiery fiery sun,, was listening to the strokes at first (so weird of me) but i saw anthems for a seventeen year old girl on the yt home page and thought why not? because honestly my heart wasnt in the strokes,, so i switched songs. anyway, while listening i was reminded of i saw the tv glow which is understandable as thats like, that one movie with this one song in it. so yea, can i just say i thought it was a pretty nice movie? i understand it is an obvious trans allegory and im not trans but i guess it still managed to speak to me. ive been dealing with something akin to depression for quite a long time now and i dont think itll go away permanently any time soon (which is alright and something ive made peace with) so i guess i still related to the overall feeling that youve been drifting your whole life and never fully living or that the must be a realer you buried underneath the you seen in the mirror and stuff. anyway anyway, i saw a rainbow in the orange sky. probably the first time in forever that i see one with the stripes so clearly defined,,

thoughts on the backrooms movie: it was decent

today a group of guys came up to me and one of them said hey my friend here likes you and i was so weirded out i blurted out that i was 15 and the guy said uh, my friends 16. said friend was 25 minimun man

when you show your friend an album and they end up liking the most random song off it