Yet Another Dumb is Born
Some "friends" invited me for a meet up tomorrow. It's funny because they're not really my friends. They were my audience.
You see, some people try to sit next to you not because they care or you matter but because they wanted a better view of your suffering. They were that kind of friends. Interesting right? They're inviting me to show me how they've achieved every thing they thought I wanted to achieve. They're gonna show off. How did I know? Because they too were not really friend.
They were once my real friends, well I thought they were. They talk behind my back. They talk as if they knew everything about me. They even made up stories. How did i know? One of those bitches tried a better game and told me everything. She asked me not to tell them that I already knew. Oh sure I wouldn't. I would love to watch them lie. This game they're playing is stupid coz we are not that young anymore. Well I guess because they're dumb. Dumb enough to think they were wiser than anyone else. One achieved to be a beauty queen in a local pageant, another had just been a member of an organization I really wanted to be in, others we're graduating next year, one was an editor of their school paper, oh and I could go on and on stating all the achievements they've been boasting. I was everything they we're not. They were better technically but they can't stop bringing me down. Makes me wonder, was I better than everyone else? Then i realized, I may be a spider. I have connections everywhere, I have people everywhere. well, i don't think I'm better than them. But I am sure, I think ahead of them and tomorrow they cannot make me feel bad. They simply can't. I have everything ready. Oh sad part is, another bitch joined them. Why? Because she just got that one thing i could never have. Ugh. She should've thought better. I wouldn't be annoyed by that. That wasn't really what I want, that's just one thing i wanted them to believe in and they fell for my human trap. It's an experiment you see. Interesting right. They play my game. Hahahahahahaha. Weird? Yeah, i guess I am. I wonder how it is in their tiny unused brains; must be really boring. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! I will never ever tell them I already know and I will never plot any revenge just because they're trying to destroy my life, rather, I'll write everything single thing down. I will not name them, never. I would never do what they did to me. I just wish this note will reach every kid who has been bullied, consciously or subconsciously. Learn from my mistakes. Take care. Goons are everywhere. :)
