Corsage Corset

This has been my view for the past 2+ hrs #gotnothingtodo

Christmassy tree decorations 😁 #purple #silver #orinements

🎄December 1st Christmas tree decoration!🎄 #holidaytime #cristmastree #festiveseason

Life is hard and stressful but you make the best of it.  But what happens when you can no longer walk the path you were walking.  You face a massive brick wall that is as tall as the sky, and wide as far as the eye could see.  Your finial destination is just beyond that wall.  You attempt to go through it by creating a hole in the wall but the brick wall won't even crack.  So your next option is to go under it but no matter how deep you dig the brick wall just grow larger, not allowing you to go beyond it.  At this point you have a few options you can decide on.  First, you wait.  You can wait as long as you want but you're just waisting your time.  Second, you turn back.  You turn back and walk the path you already walked.  But that means that your hard work was in vain.  What is the point of working hard and putting in effort when you come to realize that you can no longer go where you want to.  Well there is still one more option left.  “When one door closes another door opens; but we so often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door, that we do not see the ones which open for us” Alexander Graham Bell. No one said you can't walk beside the brick wall.  Weather you choose to walk beside it or not there is always a new path waiting for you that you can walk on.  It maybe in the same field of work, or a completely new path that has nothing to do with your original destination.  Just spend some time figuring it all out.  What I'm saying is: Life is not eternal.  Everyone must realize that.  So don't waist time waiting for something to happen.  Decide for yourself what it is you want and take action.  Because when you die, you don't want to die with regrets. 

OMG!!! It has been way too long since I last worked out or wrote a tumbler post.  And I know what your thinking, I'm such a failure to start working out only to stop mid way.  Well no, actually, what happened was my health got in the way where I had to be hospitalized and was very sick.  At one point I couldn't even keep my food down anymore.  Not only that, but during the time that I was sick in hospital I also gained weight going from 115 to 130 lbs.  That 15 pounds! Can you believe that, no right! Well it's true and those 15 lbs I gained was not fat but water weight.  Yes, you can gain weight with water.  Anyway, so I haven't exactly been working out but I have been active walking around the hospital so that i won't gain some of the weight I lost.  But because of my health I am now having a hard time breathing often when I am doing something active. I am still on my way to recovery but it'll be a very long time before I am back to normal again.  But for now all I can do is eat healthy and do little activities to keep my self busy and build up my strength so that I can be active again.  Wish me luck and hopefully it won't be too long before I am back to normal again.  Stay STRONG, stay HEALTHY and LIVE every moment just as you are!

#cupcakes #yummy

Grey Cup Tea. #EarlGrey #Vanilla #SteamMilk #Demetre (at Caffé Demetre Richmond Hill)

Strawberries and Nutella Crepe! #yummy

So it is a new month with a new beginning (at least for me it is).  I started of slowly for my workout today doing pilates and walking.  I had the entire day so I did my pilates in the morning, but by the time I finished, I was to exgusted to continue anything else, therefore I ended up doing my walking in the evening and only half way of my set goal.  At least it is better then nothing right?  Anyway, I plan to continue this for the next week or two to see if I can achieve the results that I desire or set for myself. Work Hard Now, Be Happy Tomorrow!

I just bought this dress for prom and I am sooo in LOVE with it! Now I just have to workout keeping the dress in mind as motivation to look good in it. I can't wait to try it on and go to Prom!

So it has been a week since I have started my supposed "lifestyle change" and I am sad to say that as the week went on I slowly stopped what I promised myself I would do.  By the end the week instead of losing a pound I actually gained a pound.  Obviously I have to watch myself a bit more so that I do not fall back to my old habits.  One thing I learned though is that things do not actually happen overnight or in my case a week.  If I really want to lose weight I have to be committed 100% not 50% as well as find ways to keep myself motivated to go through this all the way.  Even though I am sad that I gained a pound, I feel like this is a really good reminder of what reality is for me.  Maybe if I stick to my plan and actually commit 100% I might lose the one pound I gained but for now I'm not going to worry about it.  Life is too short to stress about small things like this.

Mood: Satisfied, Happy