yo look sorry i've been gone for so long, had my electronics taken away. anyways, here's the deal: this blog won't be active for awhile, if, ever. sorry i just feel like i'm too much of a burden at this rate, and honestly, i feel like i have no real friends here.
i've honestly done my best to be outgoing and crap, but truth be told, when it's push come to shove, i'm the only one doing all the work. i always find that i'm the only one who actually gives a damn about my friends and who actually tries TALKING to them, instead of having them even try and talk to me on their own. i'm always the one doing all of the talking, either by starting conversations, continuing them, etc.
i've had enough.
no one here has really tried their best, and i've got serious anxiety and abandonment issues. and i'm tired of being constantly ignored and therefore going into a panic attack. that's it: i'm done.
i'm tired of being here, to be honest. this place was supposed to be fun, but it feels like crap, and now it feels like my own ""friends"" who spent everything with me on their blogs don't want anything to do with me. fine. i get it, ok.
i've only ever been someone to leech things off of, and when i do do things, it all seems to go to waste eventually! what's the point!? no one ever talks to me anymore, and i seem to just be another roleplayer!! i'm clearly not important enough if i'm the only one doing all the damn work!!!
so i'm leaving. i'm going and i'm not coming back. i've changed aliases, too, so it was bound to happen. this time, if i ever do decide to be a complete idiot and try to return, no one will know it's me!!!!!!
and you know what: you could have done something. but you didn't, and it's too damn late. i'm tired of feeling like i'm total crap that deserves nothing more than to die in a damn fucking hole.
this blog will be archived so you can all enjoy it, not like that'll ever fucking happen though anyways, seeing as how there are so many koki/lucas' out there so it doesn't even matter!! i'll just be one less number for you all!!! THANK GOD!!!!
like hell you'd even want anything to do with me, except out of guilt. i'm not leaving my skype name here. if you really fucking want it, go look for it yourself.
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i may actually be leaving the pokemon fandom soon...lmfao ? if i ever do stay i'm probably gonna change names, and start fresh and no one'll be able to talk to me nor will they know me so???
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truth be told, more than anything, he found the behaviour amusing, especially from the normally docile boy. ’ no, i’m not going to do anything. i guess i should leave then, huh? ’ he’s kidding, of course, but that doesn’t stop him from inhaling deeply before turning around and taking one little step forward —
He picks up one of the plush pokedolls in his bag (a Pachirisu that he's had for a while), and throws it at Volkner's head before he takes anymore steps. It hits his shaggy blonde hair, and Koki would probably be rather proud of himself if he wasn't really stressed.
"Don't leave me alone, you...you! Big...meanie!! I'm clearly not in the greatest mood and I'm sorry for being mean so...please stay with me for a bit, okay?" And with that, there was a bit of a flush upon the small boy's cheeks as he apologizes, stuffing another scoop of KD into his mouth.
espritvalse replied to your post “fear not, dear friend ! it’s a-okay!! i won’t roleplay with any other...”
Whut fite me ur cute.
joltage replied to your post “fear not, dear friend ! it’s a-okay!! i won’t roleplay with any other...”
its ok volkner has like. a ton of issues too don't u worry.......what the heck tho u rly are too sweet i'm gonna give u a kiss on the cheek ;* but yea! sure gimme ur skype tbh
oh boy...shush u...shush urselves....i'm not cute i'm manly as hell
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fear not, dear friend ! it's a-okay!! i won't roleplay with any other volks now though, so i may as well put you down under my canons now ! also do you want my skype...
— & here the adult is, indulging himself in his own
awful eating habit as he walks past the pokemon center,
takeout bag in hand — not paying anyone else any mind.
though after a quick glance around his surroundings, he
easily registered the small boy, brows quirking for a brief
moment before pacing towards him pedantically. ’ it’s pretty
cold for you to be outside here by yourself, you know. ’
Now, Koki was always the rather quiet one of the groups. He almost never spoke out of turn unless he was absolutely completely comfortable with the person present. And even then, he was incredibly polite. However, as he was having a bit of a bad day, and since Volkner is someone he's learned to become somewhat comfortable around, he...wasn't rather that polite. "What, you gonna arrest me or something?" It was quite clear that he was not in the greatest of minds at the moment.
Oh, don't mind him. He's just eating his weight in gold. Haha, gold noodles that is! Yes, he is sitting outside of a pokemon center with a hot pot of Kraft Dinner Mac'n Cheese in hand. An entire box, just for him. Someone should probably stop him before he eats too much and gets a stomach ache, because we all know he's planning on eating that second box next to him. Though, he does seem to be a bit flustered and also a bit upset over something...
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