where my demons hide

I still remember this exact 10 years ago today because I was the 🌸MOST excited girl🌸 in the world that day. Even though nobody would care, I’m still going to vent about it here... (lol) 😔✌️

Rosa was going to help me get closer to Castiel. A DOUBLE DATE?!! With the character I had been ✨️dreaming✨️ about for years but could never start dating????

🍀 Somewhere in the back of my mind, I was also curious and excited about how things would go with the other character and those routes. (And this is why hsl was the greatest game I played so far. I love all of them.)

But in reality, that day was just an ordinary afternoon. I came home from my awful real-life high school, opened my computer, and got jealous enough of the new girl called Priya previous episode. Then, I let go of my fear that she would take my place and start the new episode with internal fangirl screams.💓

I played the episode while constantly pausing because of excitement. I’d stand up, pace around my room to let it out, then sit back down on my chair. I was SOOO happy I could barely contain myself. Castiel was teasing me as usual, as always, made me giggle. When Rosalya said “A goodbye kiss is coming tonight” ... My excitement doubled.🫢

When Castiel was about to kiss me before dropping me home, MY HEART WAS ABOUT TO JUMP OUT OF MY CHEST. It was the first time I ever felt my heart beat like that.❤️ I could literally feel the butterflies in my stomach. Of course, then we got caught to Candy's dad, and I felt embarrassed and guilty because of Candy's lies to her parents...

The rest of the episode was tense until the kiss finally happened.. And the kiss… Does it count as my first kiss? Cause I think IT ABSOLUTELY DOES!.. It was a perfect episode... Even after 10 years, my feelings are still so fresh.

We also got episode 33 with the party at Iris's house wooo!

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