1470) hey, so i’ve always considered myself platonically and aesthetically attracted to all genders, and it kinda depends on their style and personality and stuff, with maybe only a little gender preference. i know there’s a word for attraction when you would date them, but you would be fine with being friends? i feel like i experience that a lot. anyway, i’ve only had one genuine crush on my life, and even then i still think it applies to the type of romance i mentioned earlier, as in, i’d be just fine being their friend, because besides obvious reasons, i can’t pinpoint a difference between romance and true friendships. anyway, back to the relevant topic. this year, i didn’t really meet someone, but i saw them on stage twice and then i found their insta but i think i might have developed a crush.? i mean she’s awesome, and she lives in my town, but it’s so confusing because i don’t feel as if i’ve ever had a genuine crush like this before, but i still don’t know if it’s romantic or platonic. i know y’all probably can’t help me with this. it’s a very weird kind of problem that i can’t differentiate love, but i felt i needed to get it off my chest because i recently just saw her in public, and i got the stomach bugs and the nervousness and stuff like that, and i could t work up the courage to talk to her. hopefully, i’ll be seeing her last show soon, so i hope to talk to her then and finally put my doubts behind me. i have no intentions of confessing whatever i might feel to her, but i hope that at least i can know her. anyway, this was kind of a wild ride. i would’ve put a ‘read more’ but i wanted to keep this anon for reasons.
um thanks for this page, and i’m so glad i could get this off my chest. no one except my sister would understand, but she’s an hour and a half away and a teacher so i can’t always contact her without my family reading my texts.
