God’s Silliest Arena

About this blog:

This is My jirai / art / vent / mental illness / whatever the Hell I want blog! This is My free space to be unhinged, so if I post something that makes you uncomfortable, don’t hesitate to block Me! I wouldn’t want to upset you! :(

About Me:

Age: 18

Gender: Gender-fluid!

Relationship Status: Taken

Special Interests: Mental illness. And one other thing that’s not really as big a deal to Me anymore that I probably won’t mention on this blog so it’s not important!

Confirmed Diagnoses: Autism spectrum disorder, obsessive-compulsive disorder, persistent depressive disorder, social anxiety disorder

(Some) Suspected Diagnoses: Narcissistic personality disorder and borderline personality disorder! I’m not as sure about the BPD anymore, but I’m fairly confident I have NPD. I’m looking to get assessed for both of them!

I looooove attention!! Feel free to send Me asks or leave replies or spam likes or DM Me!! It’s encouraged, even!

I do have to warn you—I’m not very good with new people. ;u; So I’m sorry if I can be awkward! If you’re ever talking to Me, feel free to be incredibly straightforward for the benefit of the both of us!

That’s all! Have a wonderful day! :33

About Me:

I have an intro post pinned to my blog, but if you don’t wanna read that, it’s fine! There are just a few details from there to know about me.

I have both autism and social anxiety disorder, so I can be awkward or shy or take a bit to respond! If we become friends and I end up not reaching out to you first, it’s probably because I think you don’t like me, not that I dislike you!

My special interest is mental disorders, though recently I’ve been losing passion for it lol. If that’s something you also like talking about, maybe you should hit me up. :) I like to think I’m pretty knowledgeable when it comes to psychopathology, but I don’t know everything!

Mental disorders are like. One of the ONLY things I’m passionate about. The only thing I love more are my OCs, but I tend to keep them to myself. You’re free to ask about them, though! It’s not like I hate talking about them lol (not sarcasm).

Aside from that, I have a few interests! (Interests that are not very strongly held, mind you.) I like Will Wood, Disco Elysium, playing Minecraft (I only have Bedrock right now…) and Roblox, and drawing! I’ve also been getting into solo TTRPGs lately. Kinda.

My current timezone is Pacific Daylight Time. I’m a filthy, filthy American. Please pray for me.

I’m also taken but my long-ish-distance boyfriend with strict parents (he’s 17) probably got grounded again and I’m not sure I’ll ever see him again. ._.

What I’m Looking for in a Friend:

You don’t have to have the same interests as me, although I’m sure it would be nice! I’m just looking for someone I can be unhinged and be myself with, but if that ends up not being you, that’s okay, too! Really, though, my main goal is to find someone to spend time with. It would be nice if you could reach out to me first if you want to spend time, but if not, I’ll try to!

Also if you could have Discord that would be ideal :)

What We Could Do as Friends:

PRETTY PLEASE PLAY MINECRAFT OR ROBLOX OR SOME FREE STEAM GAME WITH ME. Anyway, we could play games, we could have chats, we can also roleplay if you want but I’m an illiterate roleplayer (I think that’s the term) and I don’t do fandom roleplay. ;u; I’d also like to maybe call on Discord if you’re comfortable! If not, it’s just my ideal place to text.

That’s It!

Thank you for reading! I didn’t really know how to do this so it’s nice of you to read everything if you did. Please DM me if you wanna see if we’d hit it off!

I WANT ATTENTION. I WANT EVERYONE TO KNOW I AM SUFFERING WHEN REALLY ALL I CAN FEEL IS MILDLY EMPTY. I AM A GOD I AM A GOD I AM THE GOD AMONGST ALL YOU WORTHLESS PEASANTS AND NONE OF YOU FUCKING CARE. I KNOW I’M NOT REALLY WORTH SHIT. BUT ALSO I’M BETTER THAN ALL OF YOU. AAAAAAAAAAAAA

Sorry to anyone who sees this I’m sure ur wonderful <3

Jirai kei Puss in Boots.