CompassedShip

Akihito I Love You

Hah! You're not alone there, I think that many of us Finder fans have a serious domesticity kink. So yeah, why not. Let's indulge in some cheesy headcanons, shall we?

✓Yes to a countryside house with Asami just sitting in the porch watching Akihito complain that he never helps with the damn tomato vines and now they are all dying, and whose stupid idea was it anyways to grow tomatoes because he's so damn tired of those stupid, stupid Bloody Mary massage things and maybe next time it should be Asami getting some vodka up his ass...

(To which Asami does not respond - instead he just smirks and whispers a "maybe" that goes completely unnoticed by a still huffing and puffing Takaba Akihito)

✓In addition to a country house - because, why not, the man is probably richer than Jeff Bezos by now - Asami gets them an island as well because he kinda misses those days when it was just them, the octopus and those weird mushrooms.

Akihito is obviously not amused at first because that is so excessive ("...an island? Really? You have way too much money") but then he sees Kirishima and Suoh sweating under the scorching sun, takes pity on them and decides to cook them some fish and for the first time in forever the four of them are having lunch together and it just feels like... Ya know... Family.

Who ever thought this day would come?

"Has he ever said he loves you?"

Yes, Master Fei.

There was just… something about that brat that made everything else feel immaterial.

Unimportant.

Too important.

Not important enough.

It was silly how much Takaba Akihito made him feel… silly.

Silly him.

No one had ever made him feel that inadequate. No one had ever dared.

All that he had ever worked for, all that he had conquered but not necessarily yearned… Gone. Now what? Where do we go?

Should we run and never turn back?

Can we?

Maybe we should, after all, have spent the rest of our days in that island, ignoring everything else. The perils. The threats. The violence.

Maybe we could have delayed the day when it all finally caught up with us.

Could we, though?

Asami Ryuichi always knew Takaba Akihito would be his downfall, but boy was he wrong.

He was his second chance.

He was his light.

He was everything.

He made it all worth it, even death.

And it is his eyes the last thing mine will ever see.

I couldn’t ask for more.

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Goodbye, my love.

Say Something

by kingsofeverything

Louis & Harry | A/B/O | Explicit | 25K out of 100K Words | On AO3

At fifty years old and recently divorced, Omega Harry Styles isn’t interested in dating. When his doctor suggests a heat and rut matching service, he signs up out of necessity. It’s the only use he has for an Alpha in his life.

Twenty-eight-year-old Alpha Louis Tomlinson aims to change that.

After working non-stop on a solid application, I finally got accepted to the PhD program of my dreams. This was early March. I was granted a scholarship too, except it would only cover 30% of the roughly 200k it costs. How am I going to get the other 140k I need? Who knows.

Anywho... Fast forward to two weeks later and I lose my teaching job and sole source of income. So now here I am, scrambling to make a living, preparing to publish books for the first time in my life and terrified I won't sell a single copy and get poor reviews. As a writer, I am terrified of rejection. As an introvert, I don't know how to promote myself. In fact, I love NOT promoting myself in any way, lol.

It's pretty scary.

It's also scary that my mom is 66 with chronic breathing problems and lives in a country that is not taking this pandemic seriously. I had already bought tickets in January to go spend time with her but I fear I might get infected and make her sick somehow.

Weird times.

I still love Finder, by the way, and I have already replied all the asks in my head, just need to turn it into text. Might be a while. My mind is all over the place. I can't focus.

How have you been doing, in these weird, scary times? How has your life been affected?