A colonel who is also a bastard.

this one is dedicated to everyone who ever liked my tumblr post that was a screenshot of bill hader and stephen root talking about how the one thing barry wants is love and the one genuine place he gets it from is fuches <3

Title: Foxhole Characters/Pairings: Barry Berkman/Monroe Fuches Tags:  Codependency, Neediness, Self-Esteem Issues, Blood and Injury, Aftermath of Violence, Emotional Baggage, Desperation, Hiding, Tight Spaces, Love Confessions, Requited Love, Violent Thoughts, Dry Humping, Hand Jobs, Frottage, Emotional Sex, Painful Sex, Closet Sex, Idiots in Love Summary:

“Please— please—” Barry whines, not even sure what it is he’s asking for until it comes out of his mouth. “Can we just— stay?” 

The last word catches in his throat in a painful hitch, his eyes and lungs burning with the immediate, absolute clarity of it. Yes. This is it. This is what he wants. This is all he wants, all he needs, and all he’ll ever ask for again. Feeling equal parts perfectly lucid and totally delirious, Barry tightens his arms around Fuches’s neck, his broken nose digging into the collar of the white t-shirt as he buries himself in the smell. 

“Please,” he begs. “Please just stay with me.”

A direct continuation of the prison bathroom scene from 4x01.