Stay High 🤷‍♀️

I want to go days without eating again, i want to hear my stumach rumble, feel my hands shake. I want to feel lightheaded,  I want my control back.

Daydreaming about it

When I say “please don’t take a picture of me” it’s not because I’m being bitchy and stubborn, it’s because if I see that picture I will seriously feel so bad about myself and think I am the ugliest thing on earth and sink a little deeper into self consciousness and hatred.

🥀🥀.

anyone feel like they’re too rational to have an ed sometimes? like i know to eat if i’m about to faint, i can act normal when eating out with other people. i can’t decide if i’m deceiving myself or my ed and since when did i become two different people and i hate it.