BTS

I wanted to do this series associated with my newest video series that I will link here. I did a lookbook inspired by BTS’s new music video as well as the seven deadly sins. You can also read more about my process here since these outfits and object are associated with different things. However, I thought I would do a little imagine for each of the members associated with their sin. It only seemed fitting that a sin would break up this fake love! Here is the second one!

JHope- glutton

(She made him anxious so he ate more and more)

He looked up at his reflection. A full face. He’d changed so much since he’d met her. A few pounds wasn’t a big deal, especially in a new relationship. Even she’d gained a few pounds. But the deeper he looked into the mirror the more he began to think about how big his under eye bags had become. He worried too much about her. She had some body issues that he had tried to make her feel better about over time. Part of the reason he loved her was because she could be so happy at times. They could be happy, eat, and sleep together. But something was different. Something had changed. She wasn’t as happy as she used to be. She was making him nervous. He wanted her to get better. To get help. But she refused it, and it was destroying her. Her weight had been up and down the same way her mood was. She would wake up happy and wanting to make him a big breakfast. She would start her day off with gentle kisses to his cheeks and wishing him well. She would shop a bit, watch TV, even go to work. But days that were not so good started with a fake sickness that meant calling in sick to work. Her small coughs from the bathroom were then followed by real sickness in the toilet. She would get back into bed next to Hobi and wrap her arms around him until his sudden need to get up for work disturbed her. Her small fist hit against his shoulder. She was angry with him because she felt like he was leaving her. Hobi would change his clothes and head out the door. Instead of a normal breakfast, he’d pick up snacks he could eat at work. Some days it was hard to return home so he’d stop to eat another meal before dinner. His anxiety over her kept him eating and eventually also taking sick days to help her. He knew he had to end things. She needed something he couldn’t seem to give to her on his own. He wasn’t sure if what he was doing was right, but who could ever know what the right thing to do in these situations is. He stepped into the living room on a good day. “I’m so sorry.” He said as he approached her from behind.

She turned with a small. “What’s wrong?”

“I think this has to end. You need help. I don’t think I can give it to you.”

“I told you I don’t need help.”

“I know you did.But nothing is solved. You still have a problem. A major problem.”

She turned to him holding a frying pan with the pancakes she was working on before. “What do you want me to do?” Her voice cracked.

“I don’t know.” Hobi lowered his head and spoke softly. He really didnt’ know.

I wanted to do this series associated with my newest video series that I will link here. I did a lookbook inspired by BTS’s new music video as well as the seven deadly sins. You can also read more about my process here since these outfits and object are associated with different things. However, I thought I would do a little imagine for each of the members associated with their sin. It only seemed fitting that a sin would break up this fake love! Here is the first one on day one!

Jungkook: Envy

(She made him feel like he wasn’t enough)

He looked her over knowing what he had to do. She was too busy looking at her instagram feed to know what he was about to say and in that moment, his courage was at its highest. He took her hand which grabbed her attention. Her eyes shot up. “What are you doing?” She asked. He could feel her hand beginning to pull away from his. His throat tightened suddenly. The girl he thought he’d loved for six years made him forget everything else around him. Over time, she’d created a media mogul he’d always wanted to become, but never knew how taxing it could be to be away from his family and friends. She’d been attached to Jungkook from day one, slowly drawing him away from everyone else without knowing it. She insinuated over the years that he wasn’t good enough. She’d had other boyfriends with more money, more power, just...more. His love for her determined his fate. He wanted to make her happy at the cost of his own happiness.

However, after talking to you one time, he knew he’d made the wrong decision all those years ago. Everything came full circle and his eyes were opened to her controlling nature. That was what brought him to today, holding her hand, getting the courage to break up with her. “I don’t think I can do this anymore.” He said to her. Her hand pulled back from his. 

She was clearly flustered. “What do you mean ‘this’?” She asked. 

“I don’t think we’re right for each other anymore. Maybe there was something in the past, but now-” 

She cut him off. “You’re not enough for me. You’ve never been enough. I tried to make something of you. I really really think I loved you. That’s why I wanted to you to do your best. Can’t you see?” She pleaded with him and it was convincing. Maybe she had wanted him to be better and it was all in his head. “This isn’t fake, Jungkook. I’m here for you.” She said. 

I would ship you with Jungkook. He is playful yet shy. He’d want to get to know you once introduced. When you did start to open up to him, he would fall for you all the way. His love for people who have lots of energy and passion is what attracts him the most. He would want to build you up through kind words about your looks and about your writing. His favorite things to do with you would be to stay in with you to just chill and laugh, maybe watch a movie, as well as, going to different coffee shops around Seoul to drink good coffee and hear what kind of music there is. He’d always want to take you to bookstores and dream of traveling with you in search of the most unique bookstores the world has to offer. I think he would especially want to take you to talk to different authors at book signings and go to anime conventions to listen to interesting panels while dressed in some fun cosplays. He’d want to meet your family for sure! He might seem nervous but he’d be hinting at it a lot. He wants to know where you come from, hear funny stories about your childhood, and possibly meet your mother to see what kind of woman you might become. He’d be able to look into your eyes and say that he loves you quietly in hopes that you can’t tell how nervous he really is. He’d also remember the specific moment he fell in love with you. More than likely, it would be a moment like watching you sip coffee and tell him about the first time you fell in love with a book or hearing your laugh for the first time or watching you cuddle a fluffy animal at a shelter. 

Hope you enjoyed!

Thank you so much for sharing with me! I feel a little better about posting knowing that there is someone out there who can relate. I hope you enjoy my posts in the future and maybe read through some fanfics if you get bored haha. Thanks for the wishes of luck. I too wish you luck! Fighting!

Thank you so much! I’m glad to be back. I hope to work hard for you all in the future. Fighting!!

We all have dreams.

My dream, at the moment is to meet BTS. But there’s so much more that comes with that. I’m on a journey. Or at least, I’d like to start one. I’ve always had this idea in my head that I never wanted to see a famous person until I was famous enough to really meet them.

I think most people know what I’m talking about. I want to sit down, get to know them, and not worry about being considered a crazed fan. I want to be their friend. See if we’re compatible as people. However, it’s hard to do that when stars only meet normal people for either brief moments or as a favor to someone else. I want to feel like I have some control of the situation. I want to feel good enough. I want to be on their level.

As I learn Korean and want to travel to Korea, not only to see the place that my favorite singers come from, but also because of the opportunities to do what I have my heart set on. I want to make music videos. I want to make films.

I’m majoring in film because I truly love it. It has nothing to do with my love for kpop. However, as I began learning more and more of the language and culture, I knew I had to do more than just enjoy the music. I wanted to contribute. I wanted my hours of watching to mean something. I wanted to make my dreams into reality.

Now, I’m on a journey. I want to set goals in hopes that I may one day meet BTS as humans.

My first few steps involve learning the language and travelling to Korea. I am currently learning the language in school, however, I want to be able to communicate fluently with people. That will take a lot of hard work a dedication. My second goal on the horizon is travelling to Korea next year. I have to raise money to do that though. I will try to find a job all the while continuing to promote my gofundme and patreon.

There are a few other places that I want to use. I have been using my YouTube channel to make kpop related videos. I’m not exactly sure what videos I will make, but I know the ones I have made have become some of my favorites that I could watch over and over again. The other place is here. I will write. I know I’ve been shipping and writing fanfic. I don’t know how that contributes as a whole other than the fact that you all love to read it.

I think I want to try dancing too. I want to do everything. I want to be prepared for any opportunity that could come my way.

I’m not sure what I’m asking of you all here other than to read my stuff and be active. I want to keep a record of the process I’m using to accomplish my goals. That means working hard at school, studying Korean every day, and working on the creative activities every day.

I glanced at him from across the room hoping our eyes wouldn’t meet. I didn’t want him to know I had a crush on him, but I wasn’t helping my case by staring at him so blatantly. I swore that I wouldn’t fall for him, but the more we spoke and hung out, I couldn’t help but feel a connection. 

However, I could never be sure if he liked me back. He was always being swarmed by other girls in our class. He didn’t seem to treat me much different except for the times we could hang out in a group. We’d never hung out alone together but I was hoping after class he would ask me out.

I was wrong. The bell rang and he had no intention of asking me on a date. I imagined him asking me to the perfect date and taking my hand while we walked and kissing me in front of my door at the end of the night. 

My mind was entranced for a few minutes before I was taken out of my thoughts by a text. It was from Jin. A smile grew across my face as I read the text. My eyes shifted up to him sitting across the room. He was content with my reaction. A soft smirk came over his lips as his eyes went back to his phone. My excitement was a bit obvious, but I didn’t care. 

Hey there!

Based on the description you told me, the first guy I thought was Yoongi!! I ship you with him, with same characteristics you both would look amazing together! I could totally imagine your first meeting with him to be awkward but as time goes by you both would definitely work your quirks together as you both would do fun stuffs together like pranking the others and so on. You said you love travelling, drawing, music and reading. I can literally as IN LITERALLY imagine you both travelling to new places with you drawing the scenery and helping him write his songs with deep sentences from the books you read. 

hi, unfortunately this blog has been very inactive the past few weeks or months i guess due to school but hopefully we get back on track soon but other than that, i posted an imagine please feel free to check that ^^

Having a celebrity boyfriend has its advantages and disadvantages. One of the disadvantages are namely missing out on special occasions like your birthday, but even so, Jimin still manages to take his time to call, messages and Facetime you throughout the day to greet you and ask about your day. Unfortunately, this year, Jimin won’t be next to you when you wake up on your special day because they’re currently in LA for another KCON event. 

You woke up to the sound of your alarm blaring throughout the room, you groaned, switching it off. You frowned at the thought of not having Jimin wake you up instead but quickly replaced it with a smile at the thought of him calling in 3 - 2 - 1 *RIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGG* You smirked as your phone started ringing indicating someone was facetiming you. 

You pressed accept and Jimin’s face whose currently getting makeup appears on the screen. “Happy Birthday, beautiful” Jimin greeted you with a big smile on his face. 

“Aw, thank you baby” You replied back suddenly feeling shy. 

His phone was snatched off his hands when suddenly, a grinning V appeared on the screen, “HAPPY BIRTHDAY (Y/N)” he exclaimed cheerfully. 

“Thanks boo!” You giggled. Everyone took turn greeting you and you just felt blessed to have friends like them and for a moment you completely forgot that they’re 12734987529 miles away from you. 

Eventually, Jimin’s face, once again appeared on your screen. “Well, that was quick” Jimin sarcastically said, you laughed and thought of Jin who had quite a bunch of things to say. 

“I miss you babe, I wish you were here next to me” You said, letting the sadness of your voice be known as you lay back down on your bed feeling comfortable. 

Jimin sighed, “I know baby and I miss you too. I’ll be back in a week and today’s your special day! Go have some fun with your friends but not too much fun okay?” The playful tone on his was evident, you closed your eyes and just thought of the things that you both would do today instead. 

Eventually, you fell asleep on call and woke up again around noon. Like an instinct, you checked your phone and saw that he messaged, “You fell asleep on call, jagi. I didn’t wanna wake you up! Have fun today baby! Happy Birthday again and I love you so much!” you smiled and got into shower to start your day. 

You went to your family’s place and ate lunch there, met up with a couple of friends and just had fun with them. You were enjoying a peaceful walk by the sea, the sun setting down and all it was just a perfect moment perhaps, which was rudely interrupted when your phone buzzed in your back pocket. 

Kookie sent you a video with the caption, “Jimin was feeling down before the show because he couldnt be with you today. So, Yoongi gave him a match box and told him to light one and pretend that he’s gonna blow the candles with you. It was hilarious and gross omg you guys r goals bye luv u and happy birthday!” 

You laughed at his messaged and played the video, Jimin held a matchstick and mouthed, “Happy Birthday baby” and blew it off with a smile. You can also hear Jin yelling in the background to get ready as they were to get on stage in 5. It was cute and funny and you just can’t help but blush a the thought of Jimin blowing a candle. 

You sent him a message, “You’re such a dork and I love you so much. Facetime when you’re free okay?” you hit the send button and continued walking, feeling low-key excited for the Facetime later on.