seems you cannot be replaced

the thing about the lyric "if you believe that guy is superman, they're selling tickets at the cinema" is that it comes off as a naïve thing at first. however it's louis saying, "if you believe in this thing, i believe in it too. if you really think this is true, i'll do everything i can to make it come true for you". it's this sort of genteel affection and willingness to get the stars and the moon and the entire world if your partner asked you to. it's both synonymous and still different from the lyric "i think i might give up everything, just ask me to" and while in iicf it's about literally giving up everything for this person, in lucky again it's about doing everything to keep this person. if you believe that guy is superman, i'll buy tickets for the both of us because you're ridiculous and i love you but above all i trust you and would do anything for you, even if it's as stupid and dumb as watching a movie about a superhero. because that's what love is, it's all these little things knit together to form a grander canvas of things. love isn't always grand gestures, love sometimes is little things like going out to the movies just because your person loves it.

There’s power in telling yourself ”no we don’t do that anymore” in response to self destructive urges.

when oscar wilde wrote “there are moments when one has to choose between living one’s own life, fully, entirely, completely-or dragging out some false, shallow, degrading existence that the world in its hypocrisy demands” i felt that

i really spend most of my day laughing at words and images online and then spend the rest of it tormenting myself mentally

There’s happiness and then there’s realizing that the last ten pages of a scientific paper are just the bibliography.

I am a simple woman. I enter the kitchen. I eat four servings of bread products. I leave.

i wish i had a window seat with lots of pillows that i could sit in and drink tea and read books in and watch the rain in

eats when im sad, sad when i eat

i can be obsessed with romance and also be totally fine on my own it’s called having depth and dimension and being in denial

anyone else feel like they missed the entire month of october. And the entire month of september. and the whole summer. and everything before that. anyone else passively floating through space and time. anyone else feeling like a member of the audience in a movie theater screening their own consciousness who’s just sitting back and eating snacks while everything plays out before them