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Im trying to find a Kylo/reader fic where kylo has a red piano in his quarters as well as a large window that reader likes to look out and there's a scene with shooting stars and shit. Someone please help.
Reader may have been force sensitive. Not sure it's one where he's like WHY ARE YOUR THOUGHTS QUIET bc it wasn't the one where he's all WHY ARE YOU SO LOUD. I read a lot I'm a short period of time and didn't have an ao3 account.
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once again questioning reality.
when i think i have finally figured out which way is up, people come in and tell me it’s not and another way is until i can’t tell which is true.
You’re misunderstanding me. I will give an example. When everyone would go out to kbbq and karaoke. I wasn’t ever invited in the first place when everyone started going. I was told I wouldn’t like it at all. I was never given a chance. I had to basically force myself into this new thing where i wasn’t welcome in the first place. But everyone was wrong because I really enjoyed it. When I joined at karaoke, I just wanted to be there to hang out while everyone had fun. I didn’t want to necessarily sing, but it was fun just to be there for it.
Honestly, even before all that, there was the whole “trinity” thing with like julius anna and annesia and then that group switched up but it was still this exclusive group.
but this is pointless. nothing can fix anything at this point. i dont think anyone cares to fix anything or wants to at this point. It’s probably for the better. If any of us are meant to be friends, we’ll meet again some day maybe when we are all able to actually be friends. or maybe that will never happen.
i am truly sorry how everything has gone down. I wish i had dealt with my own mental illness before it became an all consuming part of me that caused me to push everyone away. there’s a lot that i’m sorry for. but at this point, ending my relationships with everyone in for the best. for everyone.
See, my actions towards them started after I started feeling excluded. I've explained that numerous times and nothing ever changed. But because I just like being around people that I considered friends even if I didn't actively want to participate, I'm to blame for my exclusion. I'm sorry my tone or actions or whatever have been so misconstrued. I did not grow up with healthy relationships. So messing around with people is not natural and generally comes off as me being mean. Or maybe I don't see it as mean because of how I would respond f the same thing was said to me. Tbh I don't think anyone did ever get over otakon because they didn't get over everything that led up to it or happened after. After the fact I actively avoided everyone. I made sure I wasn't around because I knew no one wanted me around.
1. Please tell me what I did or said to make you believe I am racist? I legitimately have no idea and would like to know. 2. I haven't been around anyone for over a year other than Julius. I have done nothing besides ask to be included for the last 2+ years. That was the entire problem. Not trusting me to be a good person? Like. I had a breakdown at otakon. I've been seeing a therapist regularly for 2 years now. But it seems like that isn't actually what has been causing most of these problems. I really don't understand how things could get so misunderstood to turn out like this but whatever. I have people in my life that care about me and want me around. I finally feel accepted by the people I'm friends with. None of them see me this way. If everyone thinks I'm faking it or whatever, so be it. But I'm not the one missing out anymore.
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People are a product of their environment. I am. I've had multiple abusive friendships. I'm working to overcome my issues. And I know that only I can change myself.
See, the thing is, I admitted to my mistakes in the past. I have spent 2 years actively trying to better myself, questioning whether or not my views are of reality or distorted. Most people that know me think I'm nice. I would do anything for my friends that I could. I don't think anyone is mean. I think some people are childish and can't let go of things, but I don't think people are mean.
1 you don't even know me. You were never my friend. Ever. 2. Last relationship? The fuck are you talking about? With Julius? He's the one who left me. Every time. 3. I'm nice to everyone. Not any of you guys because there hasn't been a point in a long time. I always tried. I was always excluded. 4. I'm not going to bother elaborating on my friends that I supposedly don't have. You're still stuck in high school. Don't act like you know me. Grow up.
What’s up Oliver. Like. See. Yall can’t fuck off long enough to leave me alone. Yet I have the support of many friends. You guys can just continue your circle jerk.
Especially since this has absolutely nothing to do with you.
My friends on here, I’m moving all of my social media. This account is no longer going to be used. Feel free to message me if you want my new contact info.
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I’m not sure why it hurts so badly to let go of people that you know are toxic and don’t care about you at all. Oh wait, it isn’t letting go of them. It’s the feeling of betrayal because you were right all along but somehow were convinced that you weren’t ever right.
Gaslighted, used, manipulated, lied to. I don’t know why I gave you so many chances. I shouldn’t have. You had been using me. “You don’t think I’m actually that kind of person” BUT YOU FUCKING ARE. YOU WERE. YOU LIED. YOU USED ME.
None of your relationships have substance greater than a grain of rice and are more unstable than a fucking sandcastle.
You have been abusive and manipulative and you knew me well enough to know that you could do that. and you knew me long enough for me to be able to think that you really weren’t capable of being such a fucking horrible person. And to think you were fine “just being friends” now. You have someone else to fill the role of fuck buddy.
Yeah, this is going to hurt me for a few weeks, maybe a month, but after that, i’ll be fine. I’ll be more than fine. I now have more motivation than ever to do well in school and succeed at everything I ever wanted.
Also, you know this part is about you. Lol, you don’t even speak the same language as your “boy” like. whatever. i’m so done i don’t care at all anymore. Have fun working for just above minimum wage at your retail jobs for the rest of your lives.
Maybe one day you will realize that you are the ones that are horrible people and you did all of this to yourselves. You no longer can blame me for making you feel bad. Congrats. i hope you end up alone and unhappy, because I certainly wont. :)
Please reblog if:
•your anxiety has made it difficult for you to voice your opinion
•your anxiety has made it difficult to dress the way you want
•your anxiety has made it difficult to ask for help
•your anxiety has made you constantly worry if you are being annoying and wonder if your friends and family are valid relationships or if they just put up with you because they have to
And please know that you are not fighting this battle alone. You are worth more than your anxiety says. You matter and so does your opinion and your say. You are awesome
This reaction could be traced directly to the brain’s responses. “When people felt excluded,” says Eisenberger, “we saw activity in the dorsal portion of the anterior cingulate cortex — the neural region involved in the distressing component of pain, or what is sometimes referred to as the ‘suffering’ component of pain. Those people who felt the most rejected had the highest levels of activity in this region."
Managing With The Brain In Mind, Part 1 – Risk & Reward
@ god why did you create feelings u asshole
People think depression, suicide, EDs or any mental illness are a way of seeking attention. Little do they know, most of the people hide their troubles, lie and act happy all the time.
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This is what having an emotional break down looks like. Yay.
Wow I was "friends" with some really shitty people who continue to be really shitty. No wonder my sense of friendship is so beyond fucked up.
