i teach my fingers hope like a cheap carnival trick

they should normalize saying "I'm thinking of you fondly but don't have much to say and frankly I don't even really want to talk rn but you have appeared in my thoughts and it's nice"

healthy progression of a relationship would necessarily bring an end to yearning? categorically false. a true yearner can yearn even in the most fulfilled scenarios. a true yearner can be nuts deep, inventing more esoteric levels of desired intimacy on the fly.

to love me IS to suffer me unfortunately. sorry about that.

(first time doing praise kink) you are Useful

does anyone know if it's okay to have desires. like will they come arrest me if they catch me Wanting

What’s heavier? Your literal battle armor or the metaphorical armor you use to shield yourself from vulnerability?

ugh (with want)

life gets better when you realise you can write the most vile, irredeemable, perverse fiction ever and no one can stop you

i’m just having fun. hatred is involved but i’m just having fun

you have GOT to get over god abandoning you when you were 2 like its not even uncommon

ever since i was a little girl i knew fiction would save me

i went to the intersection of the sacred and the profane and everybody knew you

no offense but let’s be good to each other. forever. ok?

i bet the pain will end if i arrange a perfect enough sentence about it

i have wild sentences roaming through me at all times

when you start reading again and it's like oh. oh . the sun actually does still shine.