im tired of not knowing who to trust. just like probably every transfem on social media, im constantly aware of the fact that it would take a spiteful person very little time and effort to paint me as the most horrible person to all my friends.
im a freak. im gross. to some that makes me hotter, to most it makes me Problematic. someone you might at most tolerate.
βI was having a nice new years until you commented on my postβ
βBeing friends with you has been ruining my mental health. I've been better since I thought I'd cut you off but now I'm fucking crying and I don't know what to doβ
they might delude themselves into thinking it's not something that should be considered or ever brought up, so that they can keep being friends with the cute little kitty cat who tries its hardest to be positive and light-hearted about everything
until they realize it's not going away, at which point they blame me for being so inconsiderate and ditch me, convincing themselves it was my fault the whole time for making them so uncomfortable
i feel like i can never truly know if someone is interacting with me because they genuinely like me and want to support me, or because they hope the ugly sore thumb that's obviously been there on my forehead for years will somehow fall off one day.
βI don't want to live a fucking double life.
I didn't want to lose you but I don't want to lose 99% of my friend groups by being friends with youβ
if you want to be friends with me but you are scared of being seen with me then fuck off
if that's how you act, how can anyone ever trust you? how can anyone know you won't denounce your muslim or trans or black friends to the government out of fear the police asks why you haven't told them you have illegal neighbours? who's to say you won't one day turn on your kinky transfem friend and participate screenshots of your DMs to the pedophilia allegations google docs, to make sure you're really letting everyone know you're not on her side, when someone suggest that she might have been seen walking on the same sidewalk as a minor 7 years ago?
if you're not ready to defend your friends, your families, strangers, or even your enemies in the face of injustice, then i hope you life is as cold and empty as our bodies will be once you let them get to us. the leopards won't spare your face if you play by their rules like the absolute tool you are.
you have to realize this. you have to realize what you are doing. because once you do, you can have each other's back. this world is coming for us, and you need to listen to your friends when your intuition tells you to listen to the hate you've been taught to entertain all your life.
βIf at some point you become deradicalised and stop thinking this is okay then we can be friends again.
Or at the very least get therapyβ
this is about the kinky blogs run by transfems you sometime like. this is about your gay friend. this is about your disabled neighbour. this is about paraphiles. this is about isuggestforecem and all the blogs you have led crusades against. stand up for your friends. stand up for the freaks in your life. ask your mutuals' discord or signal.
and if they confide their secrets with you, or they let you know that they fear they might not be safe, tell them. tell them that no matter how many self-righteous cunts and brainwashed soldiers will crusade to murder them, to rid their sight of what they consider impure, to purge the lands of what they find disgusting; tell them you will be by their side. tell them you will defend them. tell them that you are their friend, not in spite of what they are, but because you accept and support them.
vaporwave
amandla
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blakekathryn
dailybridgerton
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