bby クレム ✝

holy fuck. 2020 is too much already and its only april 3rd :/ im like so tired of my life and i miss the old me like i want that hoe to come back and smack me awake bc she would not of let me get this bad- actually nah lol she would of; im just @ rock bottom again rip but im moving hopefully out of tokyo to yokohama because thats legit my happy place but my mums telling me its like 1k to hire movers (shes fucking lying lol it only cost 6万) >:( but the only thing keeping me sane is writing letters to jose or working on my music or shopping my sadness away :| i know. fucking dumb lol i just wanna get a sweet boyfriend and him propose to me with an emerald heart ring or something like is that too much to ask :/ i wanna be showered in love, sex and attention like l o v e me pls :c jose if ur reading this get amnesia, pretend u didnt LOL but like im just gonna keep listening to queen of disaster by miss lana del rey (queen) we luv her, n probably idk get wine drunk and paint or some dumb clem shit that i do on the daily hehe