Preach

Thin-skinned calcium sipper

I might apply to an MA in Contemporary Art instead of Graphic Design next year Makes me feel like this: https://x.com/britreacts/status/1560338618710900737/video/1 Same school as the Graphic Design program, though, so I might apply to both and see what happens. I PRAY. It's in Estonia. I need to see if my job will let me work 20hrs a week instead of 40 for 2 years 🤞 But it'll be a couple months till I have to worry about that! Even though I know there's no way to avoid a pay cut I seriously don't want my pay halved. My current income would be nice for me in Tallinn. But I guess part of being a student is that you're poor In the meantime, I signed up for an online summer course called "Artist Publications as a Site of Research." I want to start being more intentional about my arts and communication presence, and learn how to transfer my ideas into an actual position. I think I’ll focus my attention on my relationship to nature  

Day under big summer roof

Scraps in a box. It’s Cleaning Day

Seems I'm all I need I'm finally on my own Yeah I'm all I need I'm finally on my own ~ My dad didn't call on my birthday this year. This was the first time. He is alive up North renovating a hotel. I tried to call him in February but was directed by the receptionist to leave a message. I heard his voice say: "Tell her I'll call her back." And he never did. I love this song and this chorus reminds me of him. I think to be alone is what he's wanted all our lives more than anything. But it's embarrassing to be left as an adult. Part of me thinks, "Why not sooner?"

It's interesting reading this now, because this is one of the first things I wrote for Cath and it's not how she sounds anymore