Clean Shaved Crank

I want morning and noon and nightfall with you. I want your tears, your smiles, your kisses…the smell of your hair, the taste of your skin, the touch of your breath on my face. I want to see you…

You are the biggest, toughest obstacle you will ever have to overcome. And you will need to break down first, fall like the rain, just to rise back up like the Sun. You need to be in pieces, before you learn to grow ahead of yourself.

Here I am, awake but I am deeply lost in endless dreams of you.

Because you see, we humans are insecure creatures. We constantly need approval and acceptance. No matter how much we deny it, we need love to feel worthy. We just can’t do without it. We may have our strengths, but we’ll need someone else to dictate them out for us so that we actually see the light in us. We wait for one person to love us the way we can’t love ourselves and when that person comes along, we go ‘till the ends of the world to keep them.

My biggest fear is that you will see me the way I see myself.