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(Continued from previous post) I was also harassed on Twitter and called a "wh*re" for talking about how Ronnie Radke was a creep towards me and I'm glad I just kept blocking and ignoring him. These were male super fans of his harassing me. They accused me of sharing a private conversation (which I never did) while saying I was making it all up. They said Ronnie should sue me for slander for talking about it and saying it was creepy. Short recap on Ronnie: I knew of him when he was in Escape The Fate and hearing my friends stories about what a garbage person he is. I've never been a fan of him and always thought he was a dangerous person. In 2010 I started going to Steel Panther's weekly residency they had at House Of Blues on Sunset Strip. I'm not sure when this happened but I think I was heading into the Foundation Room after using the bathroom and he got up in my face making weird noises. Later him and his friends showed up to the 101 Diner in Hollywood and he kept staring at me. My friends wanted to fight him. I stupidly DMed him on Twitter asking what his problem was and he was asking for my number which I refused to give him. I do know in 2011 he had text me from a Las Vegas number at 2am and was asking me to come over. He was dating scene queen Lexus Amanda (Max Green's ex) at the time. I asked "who's this?" and he responded with "Ronnie Radke" to which I immediately blocked him without responding. At some point in 2012 before the Warped Tour Kickoff in March I had received a text from an LA number asking for nudes one night. I asked who it was and he told me it was him. Again blocked him without responding and I gave his number to a friend a week later. She started texting him and sent a selfie because they'd met before and his response was "DUDE I'M IN BED WITH MY GIRLFRIEND" and grilling her, mind you this was at like 3 in the afternoon. At the Warped Tour Kickoff I gave his number to another friend and she text him a selfie and was like "Hey where are you? Let's hang." or something. He never responded to her. Later in the night during his set he looked at her and pointed her. This is not a coincidence. Ronnie proved it was him texting me. Ronnie you are a gross, disgusting creep. Getting girls numbers that you don't know from your "friends" is extremely creepy and a huge red flag. I'm so glad I didn't talk to you and kept blocking you any time you tried to contact me. So many friends have shared stories about you being vile and creepy towards them or how they witnessed you using drugs backstage as recently as 6 years ago when you claim you've been clean and sober since getting out of prison. You may have fooled a lot of people into thinking you're a good dude and are talented but I see through your bullsh*t and see that you're nothing but a fraud and a wolf in sheeps clothing. Hopefully your fans wake up and realize what a scummy person you are one day because you don't deserve to be where you are. Saraya actually seems like a decent and genuine person and can do so much better than you. Hopefully you're treating her better than your ex's. I know all about how badly you treated Lexus, your ex fiancee and other girls.

This is nothing new. People were posting Chris from Less Than Jake on The Dirty years ago and the comments would say Chris didn't abuse his power. I shared my story for the first time in 2017, less than a year after the last interaction with him and people started sharing on social media where fake fan accounts popped up calling me a liar and saying that the band should "sue the sh*t out of me for slander". I believe these accounts that have been defending Chris and Roger are mostly likely them defending themselves. When people have called them out they just block everyone and never say anything. Wouldn't surprise me if they made the fake accounts. Back in August I went on Reddit to share what happened to me and there was 2 accounts spending a lot of time on my post harassing me and harassing anyone who left a comment in support or sharing their story of what happened to them calling them liars or groupies. None of which are true. I believe all the other survivors. We aren't sharing our stories for clout or money or to ruin innocent people's lives. Nothing I have shared are lies or exaggerated. Chris and Roger take advantage of their fans in one way or another. The comments above were left on posts about other bands I made. One was when I had shared a picture of the Infamous Ass Pass that Senses Fail used to give out to girls. I got this from a photographer's social media page but theirs had "ass" crossed off. The pass was discussed with Buddy on an episode of the Lead Singer Syndrome Podcast a few years ago. He seemed embarrassed they made those and regrets it. Dave and Garrett, former guitarists, are the only members that I know of that were problematic. The other post I received a comment on was when I realized that Craig Mabbitt, singer of Escape The Fate, r*ped me in 2010 after very actively persuing me for at least a month. One night I blacked out at Les Deux in Los Angeles and he took me back to my apartment and well you know what happened. I know what happened but didn't remember what happened and for over 10 years I never realized what it was. He took advantage of me when I was clearly too intoxicated to consent or really know what was going on. In the state of California this is clearly considered r*pe because I could not consent to anything. For months I was tormented by his friends who seemed to know everything. (continued in next post)

PS Brian Maiden you lurking around while Chris was doing this stuff to me and laughing makes you just as bad as him. Whatever he has told you about me is a lie. You're not a good person for thinking his behavior is ok and for standing around watching him do this over and over again. Fuck you too.

Occasionally they played a festival I was at and I would stay far away from the stage during their set and actively go out of my way to avoid them especially Chris. At pretty much all these festivals as soon as he caught wind that I was there he’d come find me somehow. If people were around he would hug me and act like we were bff. When no one was around he would say really disgusting things to me like he “wanted to have unprotected buttsex with me”. No matter what it was blatantly obvious he was making me uncomfortable. The last time I was at a festival they played I thankfully did not run into any of them but saw them doing a meet and greet from afar. One of my best friends walked by their table and flipped Chris off during this. I love her for that! Now years later I am strongly thinking that Chris was salty after I rejected him at Warped Tour 2011 so he went around saying I did something that never happened. This would explain why Roger started avoiding me after that. I have not and would never do anything with Chris or Roger. Less Than Jake, mostly Chris and Roger remind me of those creepy frat dudes in college that thought they were cool. Like "let's throw a keg party and try to score with chicks" but come off extremely creepy. Also things like Chris telling people he hooked up with girls that rejected him and starting gross rumors.

I don’t remember exactly when he gave me his AIM screen name and email address wanting me to keep in touch. It was probably end of 2003 or early 2004 but he found my MySpace. This was really when things started getting weird. He had added me from his other band Rehasher’s MySpace account and in the middle of the night he would slide into my DMs while he had been drinking and/or smoking. At one point I had the song 'The Science Of Selling Yourself Short' on my MySpace profile because it was one of my favorites at the time. One night he slides into my DMs asking me to remove the song so he "could masturbate in peace". At the time I didn’t see all the red flags or realize how inappropriate he was starting to get. I was kind of excited that someone was showing interest in me because I definitely wasn’t cool during my school years. He made me feel like I was part of the cool crowd. As time went on, I was getting instant messages on AIM from him saying that I should do porn, I should strip, saying he wanted to get me a toy because he wanted to see me use it, etc. He’d frequently ask for nudes, but I was hesitant because I’ve always been really uncomfortable with my body. During this time Roger was living with his girlfriend and he told me he had to wait until she was sleeping before he could talk to me. He also liked to randomly say that he was horny and loved blowjobs. Looking back now I would have blocked him and never gone to see them play again. A former friend of mine, who was visiting, and I went to 3 of their shows in 2006. Chris gave her his number, somehow convinced her to send him nudes and then he ghosted her. At a show in 2007 (I think) they were doing the wheel of fortune thing and I won a cereal box with their logo on it. They told the crowd it had a giant d*ldo inside. I was mortified. Thankfully it was just a t-shirt, guitar strings, a shot glass and a couple other little things. During the show I was drinking and drank a little too much. Before I left, I went to go say goodbye to Roger and found both him and Chris outside the bus. They started making comments about my breasts and saying they were fake. They’re not and I told them that. After I said they’re real they both touched my breasts. I never consented to this and couldn’t have with how much I had drank. Never in a million years (at that time) would I have thought they would do that to me.

Jared Leto (vocalist) of 30 Seconds To Mars had a 15 year old girl on his bus and had her panties when she left the bus.