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My reoccurring dream

Being in a relationship I'm learning a lot about myself. He (unconsciously) stabs at my insecurities which forces me to address and/or embrace them. I remember watching Sarah Jakes speak on her being challenged on every insecurity she had by her fiancé. I took it as it being the most comfortable and uncomfortable feeling. Being in love is hard and being in a relationship is harder. Being in a relationship has pointed out a lot of flaws I have. I've found out I'm actually pretty selfish. This shocked me but I actually am. But he doesn't know this but, he is bettering me. I'm wanting more and more to address these things and take care of home first and talk everything out. We literally talk everything out. He has the biggest heart. He breaks his back at work everyday but, will give out his earnings to a stranger regardless of who they are, how they are and where they are. He's my man I continually pray for him and for us.