you deserve to have someone take their time with you. your body is so worthy of that. of someone who isn't rushing toward anything. who isn't thinking about what comes next. someone who is completely present with every part of you.
i want to find every place that makes you exhale differently. every spot that makes your hands reach for me without deciding to. every place you didn't know was sensitive until my mouth was there. i want to learn all of it. slowly. thoroughly. like i have nowhere else to be.
i want to feel your stomach tense under my hands when i get close to somewhere you need me. i want to feel your breathing change before you've decided to let it. i want to feel your hips shift toward me without your permission. your body always telling me the truth before you do.
i want to watch your face when something feels really good. that specific expression. the one where everything goes soft and open and you stop thinking about how you look. i want to be the reason for that. i want to see it happen slowly. incrementally.
i want to hear every sound your body makes when it stops performing and starts feeling. the ones that surprise you. the ones you try to muffle and can't. the ones that come out when you've given up on staying quiet.
i want to feel you get closer without rushing you there. want to feel every small thing that happens in your body on the way.
you deserve someone who finds all of that interesting. who pays attention to all of it. who takes their time with every single part of you like each one matters.
and i want to make sure you feel that.
