Greetings and Salutations, I’m Alyx (she/they). Welcome to the 911 sideblog circus. Here's the schtick:
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Primarily Gen 911, 118 firefam, and Buddie content. My other (rarely updated) Buddie side blog can be found here. Exclusively BuckTommy content and ramblings can be found here.
In this house:
we ship many combinations of Buck, Eddie, Shannon, Tommy, but most of all we are happy af for Bi Buck and Character Growth™️.
we do not disparage Shannon Diaz (or any other characters/ships)
no going after actors for their *fictional character’s* behavior
Current WIPs
💦 kink club hookup (Buddie)
💔 amnesia Buck (married Buddie)
🧜♂️ run to the water (and find me there) aka mer!buck (Buddie) - ch 1-3/7 here
☀️ you can plan for a change in the weather & time (Buddie)
🎖️ WW2 Teddie (EddieTommy)
🎥 Lights, Camera, Bitch smile aka Buddie actor au
📝 you're where I wanna go (Buddie and a side of QPR BuckLucy)
🪩 watch my shattered edges glisten aka exotic dancer Buck (Buddie)
me and the stars (drabbles)
Prompty Things (specify your ship in the ask)
Angsty || Zesty || Short & Impactful
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Y'all I'm SOOOO incredibly sorry for doing this but I unfortunately have to ask for help again and this time it's a MAJOR emergency. Our new management gave us a notice of not paying the rent even though we DID give them it on Monday (bc no one was there on Friday and Saturday even though they said they were but I digress). Fortunately, we just owe a late fee. Unfortunately, it's $130 which we do not have bc we just paid all of our bills. And if we don't pay ASAP then we will have to leave TOMORROW
Thankfully we're leaving this place at the end of the month for a much cheaper place and my sister's jobs will start back up again (plus hopefully I will have a job soon) soon we won't have to deal with any of this crap anymore. But we can't move into the place until then and all of our stuff is still here.
I know money is so incredibly tight rn and we're all going through so much (which I'm so incredibly sorry for) if you just have $1 or even less that will help a lot. And if not your emotional support will help a lot as well
I love you all SOOO much 🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵
Edit 2: apparently ko-fi does a fee so if you want you can send directly to my PayPal which is: Kasen Holland or [email protected] and if not I can get CashApp or anything else.
Also thank you all so much for the wonderful support so far 🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵
The thing I want back in 911, right after the show going back to first responders responding to emergencies rather than being the emergency, is the momentum. @dozypigeon and I were chatting and we realized there’s such little movement in scenes now, both physically but also conversationally. One of my favourite things about s1-6 are all the little moments between and around what a scene or episode is about: the banter in the engine; the little gab sessions as they head out of the engine to a scene or back into the firehouse; the hanging around or chatting while doing chores, the conversations at dispatch between calls. Everything feels so stilted and isolated, where a scene starts and stops with everyone already there. There’s no movement, no momentum, tying the focus of things, so that instead of feeling like I’m watching real people go about their day, it feels like I’m watching actors exist in only this specific moment. It’s like I can hear the action and cut calls, instead of watching a candid recording. I know lots of discussion has already happened around the characters’ storylines feeling more isolated versus the team connection, and I think this is one of the main reasons why that connection doesn’t feel the same. It’s not that earlier seasons involved everyone—lots of episodes are unbalanced in terms of who is getting the focus—but everyone was still connected in between the moments when big things happened.
exactly! to all of this. losing those casual conversations makes it feel like they all just seem to exist around each other until someone is in trouble or needs advice but it was those little conversations that made them feel like an actual family who valued and enjoyed spending time with one another. and the way the scenes are constructed feels like each scene/shot/moment is waiting for the previous one to end so it can talk rather than listening and responding and i think that contributes to the lack of cohesion we have now.
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Here are some plant names you can choose for your characters. Some of them have already appeared in earlier parts, because this is a more common name edition. Lmk if you know some more!
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Submissions are now open for Outsider POV week! Send in your favorite fics from the perspective of Christopher, Maddie, Bobby, Hen, Chim, random civilians, or anyone else forced to witness Buck and Eddie being in love before they figure it out themselves.
Submit your fic recs here! The form will be open until 11:59 pm EST on August 18th.
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chris sending postcards from el paso as a way to deal with his anger & hurt related the people he loves so very much oh my god I have taken emotional damage pls write more oh my goooooddd 😭😭😭♥️♥️♥️
hiiiiiii sarah <333333 i don't have this fully plotted out or anything, but i had some ideas and a canva account and a dream, so i hope that you enjoy these lil snippets!
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[hey buck, i bet you thought I was still too mad to write this. i am still mad, but i think it's not fair that dad still gets to talk to you, so. i saw this and remembered how you used to send postcards to aunt maddie while you were still a little mad at her. i'm still a little mad at you, so i thought they fit.
have you ever been to el paso before? do you have a postcard from there?]
[hi chris!!!
buddy, you have no idea how happy I was to get your postcard in the mail. I love it!! I've never been to el paso, believe it or not. Maybe I passed it on the way somewhere, but I never stayed there. I wish I had! maybe I would’ve met the diazes earlier :)
I looked around for a postcard to send back to you, and this reminded me of the planetarium trip we had planned before you left.
how has it been in el paso? any cool zoos? I bet they’re not as cool as the ones here.
keep sending me postcards, if you find any fun ones! I’m thinking of starting a collection.
I miss you so much, bud. we both do.]
[i don’t want to talk about dad.
it’s okay here, i guess. i haven’t been to the zoo in el paso. grandma and abuelo says that it might be ‘too tough’. i don’t get it, it’s way smaller than the la zoo. it’s nice to see my cousins again, i guess.
i wish we got to go to the planetarium before dad fucked everything up. kelly said that the new exhibit was super cool. did you go without me?]
[hi chris!!!
of course I didn’t go to griffith without you! it would be boring without my favorite person coming along with me. I just went into the gift shop to buy this, because I wanted to find a postcard that was cool enough for you!
It sucks that you haven’t been to the zoo. Maybe you can ask if you can go with your cousins? They seem fun!
It‘s pretty busy around here, which I guess isn’t a great thing, since it means people are in trouble. The new captain kind of sucks, and we all miss bobby a lot.
At least there were lots of fun calls. I want to tell you about all of them, but I’m running out of room on this postcard- maybe I could email?
still miss you lots!!]
[just text like a normal person, buck. it’s kind of annoying to write a ton of stuff on these anyways. they’re so small. are postcards ableist?
it sucks that your captain is bad. is everyone okay? denny says his mom seems annoyed too.
i miss you too, i guess.]
[hi chris!!!
yeah of course! I wasn’t sure if you would be comfortable with me texting you, but if you’re okay with that then I’ll do that instead! I’ll miss your postcards though. But I miss talking to you even more. Maybe you can send them to me still, even if you don’t write anything? or you can write a letter and put it in an envelope with one, so it’s easier to write! whatever you want, superman. I’m just happy to keep talking to you.
the new captain is still being annoying. I know you don’t want to talk about your dad, but he’s been kind of tough on him. Especially without the world’s best kid.
I’m sure he’d appreciate a word from you. I can pass it on, maybe?
Still missing you like crazy, bud.]
[i can still write some stuff on the postcards. it’s not that bad. besides, grandma never lets me handwrite anything. she says that it’ll upset me if i write too slow. which is stupid, because i know how slow i write.
i still don’t really want to talk to dad. i don’t want him to quit firefighting because of the shitty captain, though. i don’t think i can call you to come over to deal with the crashout if i’m in el paso.
you can tell him that, i guess.]
[hi chris!!!
it was so so good to talk to you again, kid. you have no idea how much I needed that. Your dad really appreciated the hi, too, even though I know it’s embarrassing to bring it up.
I meant to tell you this on the call, but I guess it’s more fitting here anyways. you know how I wrote all these postcards to maddie while I was still a little angry at her? Well, I think the reason that I kept sending those postcards, even while I was mad, even though she never answered, was because I knew somewhere inside that she needed them. and because I always want to talk to her, even when I’m mad. because I always love her bigger than being mad at her.
sometimes, the people you love the most are the people you get the maddest at, because you know they’ll love you no matter what.
love you and miss you, kid.]
[you're not slick, buck.
(take a picture for me if dad cries, i need the blackmail.)]
[hey dad.
I'm still pissed at you.
did you and mom ever go fishing together?
ps. i forgot my headphones at home. can you bring them over when you take me home?]