no cigarettes, only peeled havanas for you

nightmare chart is aries sun libra moon virgo rising (which is weird bc i love all virgo placements n im a pisces rising but i end up in v bad positions w virgo risings) gemini venus aqua mercury pisces mars and leo liliths. i say this like that is the boogeyman coming to get me meanwhile everyone who has ever hurt me immensely is a sag sun virgo rising with scorpio placements all the way down. i love to have fun

soz im a cancer venus girl with a cancer venus man i would die if he didnt have it hes literally so tender and romantic. he understands all i want is gifts and things done for me. worst venus placement is gemini by far for me even though every horrible abusive relationship ive been in has been w scorpio venuses but i love how they sting me n scorpio placements r the sexy ones. gemini venus thinks being besties is good enough like their effort is so minimal and theyre so asinine and self serving. my last bf had a cap venus but he was a fucking scrub so idk how that works out. probably cause he wanted me to be the mommy breadwinner. also sagittarius venuses are insane to me my dad has one he treats my mother like a work acquaintance like he doesnt even know her or want to be loved lol

i wish i could suicide bait my mother