The Username HotWheelz Was Taken

they are deliberately playing off the disorder they think you have by calling you a faker. don't listen to them. you are fine.

But how do you know ? I've never heard of this before

one, people just say shit on the internet and a lot of the time they're assholes about it. two, not having heard of something doesn't mean you can't actually have it, and does kind of mean you can't be pretending to have it because you do not know what you would be 'pretending' to have

wait that makes sense. okay. but why would they lie to me like that. are they getting something out of it???

because they're assholes and think making people freak out is funny

I don't get it. They-- Kamado may hate me but at least I can kind of understand why. This?? It doesn't make sense

strangers from the device. what do I do if I don't remember my own mother but my presence here means I've robbed my alternate self of celebrating mother's day with their mother. who is also technically my mother. but if I call and try to pretend to be them I might just break down crying?

You could, um… send her a letter?

An idea worth consideration. But the day is almost over. do you think a text would suffice?

Mm. Yeah. That would work. Anything to show your appreciation means a lot to your family.

Okay. Okay, it's late but the day isn't over yet. I'll do it

Text sent. hopefully uh. she doesn't mind how late it is. or try to call me.

they are deliberately playing off the disorder they think you have by calling you a faker. don't listen to them. you are fine.

But how do you know ? I've never heard of this before

one, people just say shit on the internet and a lot of the time they're assholes about it. two, not having heard of something doesn't mean you can't actually have it, and does kind of mean you can't be pretending to have it because you do not know what you would be 'pretending' to have

wait that makes sense. okay. but why would they lie to me like that. are they getting something out of it???

uh. normal?

are you telling me it's normal to be cruel and selfish?

it's normal to go 'man everything sucks i wish it didn't suck and i could have a solution magically dropped in front of me that i could just Take'

but doesn't that make me selfish

everyone's selfish it comes free with your being a person. it is fine and normal to be a little selfish. it is fine and normal to have selfish desires. you just, y'know. need to not actively screw people over.

I don't. understand. Is that not what I'm doing by wanting to stay? Actively screwing my better self over?

is wanting the same as doing?

Yes? ... I think?

let me be clear: i am asking to get you to think about the statement at hand and why you think what you think about it. the answer is no, it isn't. people want things they don't do all the time. there's no such thing as a thoughtcrime.

that sounds really wrong, especially considering some of the thoughts I have would be a crime in Jubilife and that Kamado is constantly breathing down my neck for it...

strangers from the device. what do I do if I don't remember my own mother but my presence here means I've robbed my alternate self of celebrating mother's day with their mother. who is also technically my mother. but if I call and try to pretend to be them I might just break down crying?

You could, um… send her a letter?

An idea worth consideration. But the day is almost over. do you think a text would suffice?

Mm. Yeah. That would work. Anything to show your appreciation means a lot to your family.

Okay. Okay, it's late but the day isn't over yet. I'll do it

they are deliberately playing off the disorder they think you have by calling you a faker. don't listen to them. you are fine.

But how do you know ? I've never heard of this before

uh. normal?

are you telling me it's normal to be cruel and selfish?

it's normal to go 'man everything sucks i wish it didn't suck and i could have a solution magically dropped in front of me that i could just Take'

but doesn't that make me selfish

everyone's selfish it comes free with your being a person. it is fine and normal to be a little selfish. it is fine and normal to have selfish desires. you just, y'know. need to not actively screw people over.

I don't. understand. Is that not what I'm doing by wanting to stay? Actively screwing my better self over?

is wanting the same as doing?

Yes? ... I think?

uh. normal?

are you telling me it's normal to be cruel and selfish?

it's normal to go 'man everything sucks i wish it didn't suck and i could have a solution magically dropped in front of me that i could just Take'

but doesn't that make me selfish

everyone's selfish it comes free with your being a person. it is fine and normal to be a little selfish. it is fine and normal to have selfish desires. you just, y'know. need to not actively screw people over.

I don't. understand. Is that not what I'm doing by wanting to stay? Actively screwing my better self over?

strangers from the device. what do I do if I don't remember my own mother but my presence here means I've robbed my alternate self of celebrating mother's day with their mother. who is also technically my mother. but if I call and try to pretend to be them I might just break down crying?

You could, um… send her a letter?

An idea worth consideration. But the day is almost over. do you think a text would suffice?

uh. normal?

are you telling me it's normal to be cruel and selfish?

it's normal to go 'man everything sucks i wish it didn't suck and i could have a solution magically dropped in front of me that i could just Take'

but doesn't that make me selfish

uh. normal?

are you telling me it's normal to be cruel and selfish?

strangers from the device. what do I do if I don't remember my own mother but my presence here means I've robbed my alternate self of celebrating mother's day with their mother. who is also technically my mother. but if I call and try to pretend to be them I might just break down crying?