07/31/204
So, I haven't posted on this in a long time. I just scroll and recreate things from here, use photos as backgrounds to create quotes...whatever. I have been trying to grow and create things, but I just want to talk.
I am tired? I have been working extremely hard..on myself. On my brand. On my family and my relationship. On everything. My life. And, I have seen progress like I never imagined. Images of when I was 15 flood back to me, the places that I was probably the happiest. I get motivated to write again and I get excited to release projects.
But, I wish I could rest. It's a high to create and wake up and manifest and repeat affirmations. So much so, that I have to acknowledge that I am in need of rest. I just don't want to? Is that something you can relate to?
I am almost thirty now. I started using tumblr when I was 15. It's been a long time ago, but the energy I am in, it feels like I am in that same place.
& maybe, that's a good thing.
My thoughts are this: if I post here...will it help to grow my brand? I don't want to use this to waste time, but that's sad in itself in a way. I should just want to release my thoughts? And I can't. I want to grow even with this, ha. That's the addiction again.
