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Walter's touch is gentle and warm. A soft, pleased sigh escapes their lips as Walter winds his arms around their waist. Head tilts to rest against Walter's as he embraces them from behind. Gently swaying along with him, a low, thoughtful hum escapes their lips as Walter shares his thoughts. Although are some are quick to brand Walter as impulsive and foolhardy, the man is anything but.
"You are very sentimental, it is not hard to do," they tease with him a poorly suppressed chuckle. There's no use lingering on 'what ifs,' but they truly do wonder what their life would have been like if they hat met sooner, especially if the two of them had met before they met Boone. Boone was a liar. A handsome, sweet talking one but a liar all the same. Walter has his faults but Bloodhound has never wondered or worried about Walter lying to them.
"Everyone is a fool when they are young." They reply, although they wouldn't change how or when they met. Some things happen for a reason, and they're thankful they met Walter when they did. "I watched some old videos of you a few days ago. You may have been a fool but you were quite handsome." A deliberate, playful pause, then, "you still are. Perhaps even moreso now." Their head shifts a bit so they can turn and press a kiss to Walter's temple. A scarred hand drifts to rest on top of one of Walter's. "I would have liked to fight you at least once when we were both younger. I was faster back then."
walter gave a hearty laugh at bloodhound's compliment about his former (and current) physique, his one eye briefly closing as they pressed a kiss to his temple. "handsome, aye, but a damn fool. i woulda mucked this right up if i'd known ya back then." a reality where he screwed things up between himself and bloodhound was a terrifying one, and one that he could never imagine living. so, he's deliberately careful with them, taking things one day at a time so he could love them right.
"aw, i reckon you woulda given me a real run for my money!" walter was good back then. still is good at what he does, but he was far more agile in his youth. now, if he twists the wrong way he's bound to pull a muscle in his back. he'd still survive on salvo to this day, but he was far easier to break these days. "i would've loved to see how li'l houndy fought. you're a right beast when i'm forced to go against you in the games now; i can't even imagine how bloody good you still were back in the day."
walter's lips found the shell of bloodhound's ear, then the junction where their earlobe met their neck, and he left two kisses behind. he gingerly laid three more cascading down their neck, then left one final kiss on the top of their shoulder. it wasn't suggestive, but instead his kisses were cementing his love into their flesh, almost worshipping his partner. he knew he would need to part from them eventually, but he was savoring every second that passed where he could hold them in his arms.
"...how'd you do this to me, love?" the lighthearted question was sudden, but ultimately rhetorical. "i didn't care much for love 'til i found you; didn't reckon it was for me. i've been too impulsive, too rash, and i damn well know it. but then you came along 'n' tamed me like some wild animal, and i still don't know how you did it. now i'm this big ol' softie, and it's entirely your fault."
open to: all.
muse: rocky.
plot: rocky wants to watch your muse sleep.
rocky had been on his own for a long while when the hail mary crossed paths with his much larger ship. being alone was a terrible feeling especially when he had initially been sent into space with over a dozen other eridians, but it was a feeling that he had eventually become accustomed to. there was nobody else around to share the relief of arriving at tau ceti with, nobody to watch him sleep and keep him safe โ until the hail mary found its way to tau ceti, too, and another (usually) intelligent life form along with it.
now, he never wanted to experience true loneliness again. and, as long as his newfound companion would allow him to travel aboard the hail mary within his xenonite creations, he would never experience it again.
until he was able to make the trip back to erid one day, of course.
he didn't know the meaning of the phrase 'personal space'. his hearing was exceptional, he could 'see' through solid objects, and he was finally with another living being after decades alone. he spent equal parts of his time studying the astrophage as he did interacting with this new life form aboard the ship. he had even dared to consider them a friend, and hoped they thought the same of him.
it was a late night of studying the astrophage and looking over research papers. he wasn't the one doing the reading, but he was still aiding in the other's work. he heard a yawn coming out of their mouth in the middle of one paper, and it was a sound he came to understand was a sign of fatigue.
"rocky watch sleep, question?"
the request sounded unusual, but it was a perfectly normal request for an eridian; it was the way eridians kept one another safe.
"need rest, need sleep. no just go-go-go, you die of tired," he insisted as they stubbornly refused, mumbling something about how they "didn't need it" โ and he watched sightlessly as they struggled to keep their eyes open, one hand propping up their head as they read over some research papers. he could hear their heart slowing and accelerating as they fought the sleep, occasionally dozing off.
so stubborn.
rocky walked closer in his ball of xenonite, nudging their chair with the ball. "time to stand, time for sleep. rocky watch sleep to make sure you safe."
finally back in a writing mood, gonna try to catch up on drafts!
I may also send out some asks tonight for those who are interested in receiving asks! gonna use this post as an interest check, so just like this if you'd like some thrown your way tonight! :)
โ ย i don't believe you anymore.ย โ
โ ย i don't have anything left to give you.ย โ
โ ย i don't know how to forgive you.ย โ
โ ย i don't know how to stop loving you.ย โ
โ ย i don't know if i hate you or miss you.ย โ
โ ย i don't know how to act around you anymore.ย โ
โ ย i don't love you anymore.ย โ
โ ย i don't need your pity.ย โ
โ ย i don't need you to save me.ย โ
โ ย i don't recognize you anymore.ย โ
โ ย i don't think we can fix this.ย โ
โ ย i don't think i can survive losing you again.ย โ
โ ย i don't want to see you again.ย โ
โ ย i don't want your apology.ย โ
โ ย i don't want to be your second choice.ย โ
โ ย don't ask me to stay.ย โ
โ ย don't ask me to be okay with this.ย โ
โ ย don't come back to me just because you're lonely.ย โ
โ ย don't leave me here alone.ย โ
โ ย don't lie to me again.ย โ
โ ย don't love me only when it's convenient.ย โ
โ ย don't make me choose between you and myself.ย โ
โ ย don't make me hate you just so i can let you go.ย โ
โ ย don't pretend you're the only one who suffered.ย โ
โ ย don't say you love me unless you mean it.ย โ
โ ย don't tell me what to do.ย โ
โ ย don't tell me this was all for nothing.ย โ
โ ย don't touch me.ย โ
โ ย don't turn this around on me.ย โ
โ ย don't you dare hold my past against me.ย โ
โ ย you don't deserve me.ย โ
โ ย you don't get to decide when i'm done hurting.ย โ
โ ย you don't get to hurt me and call it love.ย โ
โ ย you don't get to mourn me after killing every part of me that loved you.ย โ
โ ย you don't get to rewrite what happened just because you regret it now.ย โ
โ ย you don't have to pretend you missed me.ย โ
โ ย you don't know how many times i waited for you.ย โ
โ ย you don't know what i gave up for you.ย โ
โ ย you don't understand what you did to me.ย โ
โ ย you don't understand how tired i am of being strong because of you.ย โ
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human!Rocky with James Ortiz as the fc actually has me in such a chokehold, oh my god. what if I added him to my muse list as a Rocky variant..โฆ what thenโฆโฆ
"amaze amaze amaze! big love if adrian love rocky even if rocky is leaky space blob," rocky happily chittered in songlike tones, tapping his other four appendages against the ground to express his happiness while the fifth small hand remained in adrian's larger one. he crooned as adrian caressed his mating mark. if it were possible for an eridian to smile, he'd have the biggest smile ever.
a moment of comfortable silence passed. though he lacked true sight, rocky was taking a beat to admire his mate. he could gauge their size and shape with soft clicking noises, could note the craggy exterior as he ran his tiny digits up and down their arm in a gentle caress, could hear the light clink of their necklaces when they'd shifted to caress his mating mark...
they were beautiful.
"...adrian?" the name of his mate spilled from him in its long melody. rocky didn't withdraw from the touch of their carapace to his own, but his did tilt in a manner akin to a slight head tilt. "happy i come home to you." rocky reached up with his second front appendage, extending his three digits to open his little hand as best as he could, reaching for one ridge of his mate's carapace just to lay his hand there, in the way a human would hold the face of another. "never make you wait long time again. is too long." another beat of silence, more brief than the last. "i watch you sleep tonight, statement." adrian had been there to watch rocky sleep when the engineer had finally returned home, but he hadn't watched them sleep in return yet โ and that just didn't sit right with him.
Pale glow seemed to ADMIRE the branches' claws when Bloodhound raised them for emphasis. "I shoulda learned how to make these things sooner," the sim responded. Set up scary snowfolk surrounding their village on Talos IN THE NIGHT.
But if he'd been intent on scaring their people, he was much scarier than any snowman.
While Bloodhound looked over the snow blanketing the yard, now marked in the trails left by their snowballs, Revenant turned his gaze westward, further up the mountain. "It gets rocky, up past-" But it seemed the hunter had already decided on a different solution, disappearing inside and returning with a small shovel of COALS.
Revenant stepped closer to watch the steam rise off the hot coals from where they'd been dumped into the snow.
At the other Legend's offer, a crimson claw drew closer, hovering over their palm while the simulacrum's gaze searched the little pile in their hand. Finally picking out a suitable size and shape for an EYE. Carefully, he held the snowfolk's head steady with his palm while he fit the eye into place where Bloodhound had drawn it.
The next eye he selected was fit the same way. "You do the rest." TOO LAZY to do the whole smile, it seemed.
bloodhound stared at him, their expression unreadable with the mask and goggles fitted to their face โ but behind them both was an amused expression. they should have seen this coming; it was very like him. "if you insist," they conceded, their tone wavering slightly with barely-restrained laughter. "you did gรณรฐur."
they stepped closer to the snowman with the coals still in their glove-clad palm, examining each one to determine a suitable order for the coals to lay in a smile. bloodhound picked one up, gingerly pressing it into the snowball that made up the snowman's head. they were careful not to knock the snowball over, working the piece of coal into the snow until it stuck. they repeated this action several times until they had run out of coals and the smile was to their liking.
when they were finished, they brushed off their coal-stained glove and took three decent steps back to admire their handiwork. it was coming together nicely, and it looked like it could be finished, but... it felt like it was missing something. right? bloodhound's head tipped marginally to one side, silently wracking their mind for any other details they might've been missing.
"do we think it is complete...?" they glanced toward revenant, their eyes perusing his beastlike expression. "i cannot recall anything more... but, if there is something you may like to add...?" the hunter trailed off, leaving him with the opportunity to bring to light any other details he might like to include, even if it didn't align with their idea of a 'traditional' snowman.
You think you are the smartest person on earth as you put your spoon in the microwave to make it easier to scoop ice cream. You give awful advice that sounds smart when spoken but terrible when executed. You insist on doing things yourself and are so absolutely sure you are doing everything right. Your confidence gives you charm, as well as the bravery to do the dumb things that you do
hello all! sorry I havenโt been around recently, life has gotten incredibly busy and Iโve had very little downtime to come on here and write.
that being said, Iโm putting this blog on a very temporary hiatus. that doesnโt mean I wonโt be getting to replies, that just means it could take upwards of a week or longer to receive replies. this shouldnโt last long, but itโs just while this busy nature of life is in effect.
thank you for sticking around and understanding! <3
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the moment adrian's carapace touched rocky's, akin to the way a human's forehead would rest upon another's, rocky let out a happy trill and rapidly tapped his two front appendages against the ground.
all throughout his forty-six years alone near tau ceti on his ship, all rocky could think about โ save for his deceased eridian allies, because how could he ever forget them? โ was his mate. he never thought he would see them again, so when he ended up back on erid, one of the first things he did was track down adrian. now that he was by their side again, he was the happiest eridian there could ever be.
"rocky love rocky mate. love love love," he rambled in eridian, loudly professing his undying adoration for adrian. he then began to recall their name in the melodic tones. it was his very favorite sound, adrian's eridian name. he took little steps to close the gap further, pressing his own carapace a bit harder against theirs. "adrian best mate. never want to lose. never never never lose. would make rocky sad. sad like grace sad, become leaky space blob like grace." he raised one leg up and extended his three digits out, resting his little hand against one of adrian's appendages. they were close, but for rocky it wasn't enough; nothing could ever be enough when it came to adrian. "no want to become leaky space blob. is disgust."
open to: all.
muse: rocky.
plot: rocky finds your muse in the earth room aboard the hail mary.
"hello, friend. hello, earth friend."
rocky knew where the earthling was. of course he knew; he could sense them. his excitement to see them was palpable as he happily greeted them with the help of the translator. they didn't quite greet him with the same enthusiasm, but it didn't bother him as he skittered along in his ball of xenonite.
the earth room. the boring room. the earthling spent a lot of free time in here, but he didn't struggle to understand why. he knew why. if there was an erid room, he would spend a lot of time in it, too. but they were particularly quiet today, which threw the eridian for a loop.
he moved to stand beside the seated individual, facing one wall of the earth room. he could hear ocean waves crashing against a shore and a sound he'd learned were birds cawing overhead. he was quiet for a while, giving the other time to be quiet, too. he could feel tension in the air, however; an uncomfortable feeling.
he didn't like it.
he turned to face them, and his carapace tilted thoughtfully. he had no face to show concern, but it showed in the way he seemed to shrink slightly on his five appendages.
MAJOR SPOILERS FOR DAREDEVIL: BORN AGAIN S1 BELOW CUT.
open to: all.
muse: matt murdock.
plot: he's grieving at a bar.
cw/tw: graphic detailing of death, guilt, religion, and a brief death wish.
he never should have died.
two weeks had passed since the death of foggy nelson, and it still felt surreal. to know he's really dead, that there is no coming back.
foggy is dead.
matt hasn't slept in days. it was hard to sleep peacefully when each dream was filled with the horrific memory of that night. he could still hear foggy's slowing heartbeat, his choked and gasping breaths, karen's weeping by foggy's side as he bled out beneath her hands... and he could still sense that sly grin on poindexter's lips and feel the breathy huff in his shoulders, as if proud to watch how it got underneath matt's skin. each time ends the same as it did in reality: with matt throwing dex off of the roof. in his worst nightmares, he's even been restrained as he's forced to listen to foggy die. couldn't get his hands on poindexter in those ones, but he always heard the same taunting chuckle; a silent, "you won't do shit."
but, no, he didn't need therapy. it'd pass, eventually. at least, that's what he told himself.
this bar was no josie's, but it got the job done.
matt was sat on a stool at the polished countertop, his white cane folded in his lap. there were no tears in his eyes, having spilled them all at his apartment over the past fourteen days, but a very solemn expression sat firm on his face while his hands cradled a glass of whisky neat. it was no o'melveny's whisky, but again, it got the job done.
the old matt might've sat in a confessional and spewed his sins aloud to the priest on the other side in search of absolution, spoken aloud about how he nearly killed the man who killed his best friend โ but he couldn't find it in him to step foot in a church in his current state of mind. was it god's will for foggy to die? why did it have to be part of god's plan for foggy to die? he was a good man. if anyone should've died, it should've been matt.
but maybe it was part of god's plan for matt, for foggy to die.
what a fucked up plan.
he stared down into the glass sightlessly behind his red-lensed frames, but his attention was anywhere else. though he had put the daredevil persona to rest since foggy's passing, it was as if matt's mind was searching for any reason to get back in the mask as his senses stretched wide throughout the bar, catching fleeting glimpses of other patrons' private conversations. one couple to his left was talking about their future, a girl behind him was having a tense conversation over the phone, and at least five men were talking about the football game playing on the television over the bar. no matter where he searched, there were no signs of trouble to be found. his jaw worked and clenched with irritation.
maybe it was for the best. the last time daredevil worked with high emotions, someone nearly died.
the bell above the door chimed meekly underneath the commotion of the bar, and matt could feel the shift in the air as another patron entered the establishment. he took a slow sip of his whisky, subtly taking in his surroundings with his sense of hearing alone. a steady heartbeat from the newcomer, feet that calmly carried them over to the bar counter, the harsh scraping noise of the stool beside him. he caught a whiff of the fragrance they were wearing, and his brow twitched. familiar. his hazy mind couldn't pin it down, though... something he'd smelled on a stranger in passing, maybe. but then they spoke to the bartender, and he recognized the sound of their voice. he wasn't really in the mood for conversation, but he hasn't had much human interaction since foggy's death. it could help to ground him back into reality, to stave off those self-destructive thoughts.
he reached for his braille watch, his fingers grazing the surface of the watch face. 3:47. damn, he was out here pretty early himself, wasn't he?
"didn't take you for the type of person to start drinking before five," he said in greeting, one corner of his lips barely twitching up as he leaned half an inch towards the other. "pretty early, isn't it?" the words lacked true judgment, it was just dry humor. matt wasn't in any position to be passing judgment.
no pressure to commit to anything since we're still just getting started, but ๐ข i'm curious for karlach!
send ๐ข or ( 'SHIP' ) if you ever considered shipping our characters romantically and want me to fill out the following form for our muses. bold all that definitely applies, italicize what could potentially apply. feel free to add more if you think certain options are missing or you just want to add more.
do i ship our characters together?: yes | no | not yet but maybe soon
would i like to ship with you?: yes | maybe, i'm willing to try | no
type of relationship i could see: childhood or high school sweethearts | exes | engaged | married | long-term relationship | crushes | unrequited love | fling | long distance | online relationship | just dating | new relationship | toxic lovers | friends with benefits
tropes i'd enjoy writing for them: friends to lovers | enemies to lovers | exes to lovers | fake relationship / dating | forbidden love | grumpy and sunshine | star-crossed lovers | surprise pregnancy | second chance | soulmates | amnesia / mistaken identity | forced proximity | secret relationship | slow burn relationship
would i rather plot first or jump right in and see where it goes?: develop their relationship first | jump right in | something in between
what now?: let's plot something | send me shippy memes | i'll send you shippy memes | write me a random starter | i'll write you a random starter
anything else i want you to know about me / my character / my shipping habits:
Karlach may be flirtatious in the interim as we develop their bond, but itโs probably not in a genuine manner in the beginning (depending on where you'd like to run with this). She can be a playful person, and flirtatious humor is her thing :) As long as Keiko doesn't give a negative reaction, of course, because then Karlach would back off immediately.
Karlach canโt touch others, but she would absolutely do things to show she cared. But, gods, sheโd do anything for even a hug from Keiko.
I do prefer slowburn shipping so that the characters can develop their own chemistry as we go!
Regarding shipping habits, the only thing Iโd like to note beforehand is that all of my muses (Karlach included) are multiship, but if exclusivity is something youโre looking for we can absolutely discuss that when the time comes.
send ๐ข or ( 'SHIP' ) if you ever considered shipping our characters romantically and want me to fill out the following form for our muses. bold all that definitely applies, italicize what could potentially apply. feel free to add more if you think certain options are missing or you just want to add more.
do i ship our characters together?: yes | no | not yet but maybe soon
would i like to ship with you?: yes | maybe, i'm willing to try | no
type of relationship i could see: childhood or high school sweethearts | exes | engaged | married | long-term relationship | crushes | unrequited love | fling | long distance | online relationship | just dating | new relationship | toxic lovers | friends with benefits
tropes i'd enjoy writing for them: friends to lovers | enemies to lovers | exes to lovers | fake relationship / dating | forbidden love | grumpy and sunshine | star-crossed lovers | surprise pregnancy | second chance | soulmates | amnesia / mistaken identity | forced proximity | secret relationship | slow burn relationship
would i rather plot first or jump right in and see where it goes?: develop their relationship first | jump right in | something in between ( what specifically? )
what now?: let's plot something | send me shippy memes | i'll send you shippy memes | write me a random starter | i'll write you a random starter
anything else i want you to know about me / my character / my shipping habits: ( put whatever you want here )
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Wise felt like a touch of excessive flattery for what only seemed the practical choice. And even then assuming he gave a damn about the stability of this thing... Which he did, apparently. He watched the hunter follow suit with added snow around their segment.
Stepped back when they did. Glancing between them and the snowfolk, measuring with his gaze whether it had ended up at the height he'd wanted. Decidedly CLOSE ENOUGH.
And it looked enough like a snowman, too. Though... bare of some things. He was reflecting on what to do about the face when Bloodhound gave their next instruction, at which the simulacrum initially paused. ARMS? His mind went to weapons before Bloodhound said sticks and he realized they meant limbs. Right.
Though, now a snowman with a gun sounded pretty funny.
Revenant moved off into the woods, his lean, pale frame surprisingly camouflaged amongst the snow and dense trees while he searched out suitable branches.
HE TOOK AWHILE.
When he finally returned, it was with two dark branches, one with a more arm-like bend than the other - and both with long, gnarled twigs toward the ends which seemed to approximate CLAWS. Not friendly-looking arms at all. Each was handed off to Bloodhound while the sim observed the drawn-on face, which he hadn't even been able to see until stepping closer.
"Doesn't it need stuff on the face?" He had no idea what was normally used. Rocks?
bloodhound took the two branches from revenant when he handed them over, observing his selection. they couldn't help but to give an amused smile that he wouldn't see, shaking their head. the sticks did resemble arms, but they were two of the scariest-looking arms he could've possibly chosen. fitting.
"you are hepp that i do not have children. that we are far from mitt village otherwise." amusement was laced into their playful scolding, and they raised the branches up for emphasis. "our snowfolk would scare the children." still, bloodhound took another step closer to their snowman and started to secure the arms into place, one on either side of its midsection. though it now looked like an unfriendly snowman with an unsettling smile, the arms adorning claws vaguely reminded them of revenant's own.
when he inquired about the face, they gave a firm nod. "jรก. i cannot remember, but i think the face is made of... stones." they looked around their snow-covered yard. there was snow as far as the eye could see, extending out into the forest. they exhaled, and a puff of fog slipped through the vents of their respirator. "it will taka hunting." to find small rocks, that is.
they cast their gaze down toward their bare hands, then to the insulated gloves on the ground. bloodhound collected the gloves and brushed off any newly-fallen snow, then slid them back onto their hands. warmth encapsulated their hands within a matter of moments, which they flexed once or twice. their hands were warmer and would not easily freeze in the snow again โ but, bloodhound wasn't sure where to begin searching for small stones on their property. they were an impeccable tracker for moving targets and wild animals, but finding rocks beneath the snow was like searching a haystack for a needle. the coals in their fireplace would've been another good option, if only they weren't actively burning within their home. but bloodhound owned a shovel, and the walk from their fireplace to the snow outside was short...
"one moment."
bloodhound made their way back into their cabin, but they left the door open this time. they were inside for only a few minutes, and soon they emerged with a small iron shovel of red-hot coals. it was only a small fireplace shovel used for tending to hot coals, but it was capable of scooping up enough for their snowman's face. bloodhound dumped the coals out into the snow. the pieces of coal sizzled in the snow but were quick to cool down to a more manageable temperature.
they set the little shovel down onto their porch, then returned to crouch down where they had dumped the coals. it didn't take long for them to pick several small pieces up, collecting them in their palm before offering them to revenant to place in the snowman's pre-drawn expression, if he chose to do so.
"I am well aware of your missing appendages, Walter," they tease him with a fond smile and less than subtle roll of brown eyes. Walter's presence, although distracting, is a welcome one. He is warm like the sands of Salvo, his warmth both a literal feeling and a metaphorical one. He has an outgoing personality that compliments their more cool and calm one well. They balance each other out in that sense. Knife slides across cutting board as they chop fresh meat into cubes. They make a point to tuck the knife into the sink and wash their hands before reciprocating Walter' touch.
"I would much prefer you to keep your fingers," they remind him, cheek coming to press into his shoulder as they lean into him. A hand comes to rest atop the one wound around their waist. With a soft hum, they confess, "you are my favorite kind of distraction, that is true." Their face soon tilts upwards, like a flower turning toward the sun as Walter kisses their cheek once more. "Once I get the stew simmering you may distract me more."
Vegetables and broth join the meat in the pot as they turn the temperature of the burner down. Although this is hardly the first time Walter has complimented them and flirted with them, a rosy hue flashes across their scarred face. A soft pause passes before they speak further. "Sometimes I wonder what our lives would have been like if we met sooner. I made a mistake by trusting Boone, by loving him. You are different than him. Better than him." A strand of reddish-brown hair slips free from their braided ponytail, falling into their face as they add, "no one can change the past but I would have enjoyed the opportunity to start loving you sooner."
the moment bloodhound grew sentimental on him, his expression softened. bloodhound's words, though candy-sweet, made walter's heart ache. he wound both arms around their waist, dropping his chin down onto their shoulder as he hung onto every word they spoke. he swayed gingerly with them in his grasp, making minimal side-to-side movements.
"aw, houndy... you're gonna have me all misty-eyed," he teasingly complained, though the playfulness waned from his voice towards the end. though he wished he had met bloodhound sooner in life, he couldn't entirely say the same. walter had never loved somebody the way he loved bloodhound. in his youth, he was immature, rash, and chased the call of bonecage fights. he had found pleasure in others, but he never yearned to love another, or to be loved, because he was too busy fighting for fame and glory. 'settling down' wasn't exactly his style.
"we all make mistakes, hound. don't regret meetin' that guy, yeah?" quieter, in a more serious tone, he added, "you wouldn'a liked young fusey anyway." and he was convinced of it. at heart, bloodhound and walter were two very different people. now that walter was older and a little wiser, they made their relationship work โ but if this had been even a decade ago, this would've been an entirely different story. "i'm glad i love ya now. i mighta' loved you then, too โ but i reckon you woulda felt way different about me than ya do now. i know damn well i woulda taken you for granted if you'd known me then..." he can't even imagine taking them for granted now, but when he was younger and stupider he would've unintentionally done so. it wasn't something that he was very proud to admit, but it was the uncomfortable truth.