chunkyvent

fun fact: its not incense

i don’t think ill ever get better because its very fuckin hard to quit with my horrible coping mechanisms (smoking cigarettes, huffing aerosol, smoking weed, cutting myself). it feels like a lock on my soul and if i don’t use them, i’ll be in a darker place than i am now with all of these addictions and ill want to kill myself again. my mother is scared that her kid will end up dead. i am trying as hard as i can.

on a more lighter note, im trying to get clean from self harm and i am about a day clean so lets gooo. its a start and i hope that i can overcome my other faults