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⋆˚࿔ Pushing It Down And Praying (Dan and Phil. complete)

Based on the song by Lizzy McAlpine. Exes to lovers. Dan is tired of fucking strangers. He realises he had it all with Phil. They meet again ten years later, but is it too late?

“The heart that sat in his chest lurched, attempting escape through his throat, getting lodged and sitting tight, beating in his neck. His eyes went wide and his mouth dried instantly. 10 years condensed down into a fraction of a second and everything he had ever felt came crashing over him. It was as though the world had stopped spinning on its axis and everything around him crumbled to dust, leaving just him and Phil in this bar that was no longer a bar but a purgatory, void of anything but the two of them.

Then Phil's eyes lifted and met his and Dan genuinely had to grip the chair beneath him as he felt on the brink of collapse. A lifetime passed between them in just a gaze. A moment that transcended time, space and physicality. A shared look laced mostly with shock but also with an undertone of something beyond the comprehensible, something visceral and physical and pulsing between them, so pungent Dan could taste it.”

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⋆˚࿔ He Is Stable (You Are Deep) (Hollanov complete)

Based on the song Pushing It Down and Praying by Lizzy McAlpine. Exes (kinda) to lovers. Shane never gets injured that night at the Montreal vs. Boston game. Ilya ends things between them.

“In between those four walls, Shane was a deity, and Ilya was a man of worship.

Ilya kissed his way down Shane's body, giving pause over his heart, pressing his cheek against Shane's chest, feeling the steady thrum beneath him, he could have sworn he heard his name in the pulse; Ilya, Ilya, Ilya.”

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⋆˚࿔ Something Good (Hollanov smau - ongoing)

A hollanov smau

Ilya & Shane meet and fall in love at university, but things get difficult when Ilya’s band, Tusovka, finds overnight fame.

Musician!Ilya x medical student!Shane.

Based on the song ‘Something Good’ from the sound of music.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/85011856/chapters/224439286

⋆˚࿔ Like A Prayer (Hollanov oneshot)

Ilya needs to destress. Shane allows him an ‘emergency-only’ cigarette and takes him apart. Porn without plot. Inspired by this image:

https://archiveofourown.org/works/82887736

⋆˚࿔ Time After Time (Hollanov oneshot)

Shane sees the grief Ilya carries, even when he’s trying to hide it. He comforts him quietly and loves him unconditionally.

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Ilya is grieving on the anniversary of his Mama’s death. Shane needs him to know he loves every piece of him, even his saddest parts.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/83009841

⋆˚࿔ You’re Still The One (Dan and Phil oneshot)

Dan reflects on his and Phil’s first meeting. Time has passed, but his feelings for Phil have remained the same.

Just a fluffy oneshot with smut at the end.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/84926541

⋆˚࿔ Moon River (Dan and Phil oneshot)

“You remind me of it,” Dan admitted quietly. “The moon.”

Phil’s breath hitched.

“Dan…”

Dan and Phil are teachers at the same school. They spend the entire academic year pining after each other. Everyone else around them notices first.

He is a star