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I don’t know how to fully explain what goes on through my mind. I’m torn just trying to get in touch with myself spiritually and mentally.

I need to wake the fuck up and realize that everything around me is changing and is happening so quick. I need to breathe in life itself. I’m just working and working and working and I’m letting things just fly right by my eyes and I don’t even realize it. the mind is one crazy place. I just need to organize and get my mind right.

>update/ I’ve been listening to some makeveli motivation workout vids on YouTube and I will say that it helps me improve my mentality and my bad habits at the gym and what I do in my personal life as well. My minds been stuck in a rut and I just need to get out of it.

“you have to be uncomfortable in order to grow.”

“without a struggle there can’t be progress.”

Honestly, my friend needs to get off his fucking high horse and stop assuming shit. I’m tired of his explanation of how he “thinks” his friends don’t care about him at all and not making small talk to check up on him or that he “knows” that we don’t care about him.

We’re all busy. Were tryna get on with our lives. If you want to talk, talk to us. WERE IN A GODDAMN groupchat with all the boys. Well fucking sorry I didn’t reply to you in the gc but you get mad and scold me for not saying what you wanted me to say and then you say “don’t add me back in the dumbass groupchat” What kind of childish fuck shit is that.

fucking grow up dude.

let’s be real, I’m always going to be there for you man, it’s not my job to always look after you. If you’re ever feeling sad or mad about something. Just message me or any of the boys. We grew up together. We know each other’s history.

of course everyone is fighting their their own battles and maybe they don’t have a voice to speak up.

I’m a fucking mess

what is this feeling. I need to get rid of it.

what’s going on. slowing losing it.

I don’t know what it is.

but I’m grateful that I have a strong mindset.

A lot of obstacles are coming and going into my life and I’m trying to make it out on top.

Step out of your comfort zone. Be in control. Find your drive.