my love skz

All of that had happened about fifteen minutes ago, and Hyunjin was currently in the shower. You, on the other hand, were tapping away in nervousness on what the hell you were supposed to do now because—well, you made it awkward. You had just made the entire ‘fun’ sleepover with your best friend (and longtime crush) way more awkward by asking him to give you a towel and so nicely walking in the moment his roommate was getting his dick wet. How lucky for you.

You were laying on his bed when he entered the room again, staring up at the ceiling until you realized his presence and turned your head. That proved to be the wrong move, since your eyes were met with a perfectly bare, toned chest. It wasn’t that you hadn’t seen the boy without a shirt before, but the look was making your heart beat much more faster than it ever had before. Cool, you are keeping it cool. Cool, Y/N, cool. It is just a body.

But it’s his body. “Uh, can you pass the blankets on your right. And the pillow too?” You blinked up at him, your eyes meeting his own as you gave him a narrowed look. “Y/N? Something wrong?”

“You’re not gonna sleep on the floor, are you?” You mumbled under your breath, your heart dropping a little in your chest. You weren’t quite sure why it felt like it had fallen, but it just felt as if someone had made fun of you for being excited. But...I’m not excited for anything. What was I expecting? He’s not about to sleep in the same bed as me, right?

“Are you okay with sharing a bed?” He asked, seemingly have heard your words when you perked up. “I mean, if it’s okay with you! I was gonna take the couch outside but considering Jisung’s, uh, doing some stuff, I was just gonna hang out here.”

“No, it’s fine.” No Y/N, it’s not fine. He’s not even properly clothed yet you’re asking for him to sleep beside you in his bed. Should’ve kept it cool and just given him the blankets, you dumbass, what the hell are you doing?! “It’s only for a night after all.”

Hyunjin nodded, stepping closer in attempt to probably signal for you to scoot over. You stayed frozen though, your eyes trailing over his body for a few seconds before looking back into his eyes. “Like what you see?” He asked teasingly, voice pitching to its usually playful tone. His eyes went wide when your mouth dropped open, not having got the memo. “Just kidding, haha...”

Right. right. Yeah, he’s kidding Y/N, what did you expected? For him to like...actually mean it? What drugs are you on? Get ahold of yourself. “Oh, right.” You moved over to the right, giving him space to lay down against the mattress himself. Yeah, right, real smooth. Keeping it cool, Y/N. We’re keeping it cool.

The lights went out shortly after, letting you settle into the warm of his rooms. You couldn’t quite hear Jisung with the door completely shut, and you were grateful for it, considering you didn’t want to make the entire situation with your friend any more awkward than it already was. And it was already quite awkward.

Hyunjin dozed off first, and you hadn’t even realized it until you heard soft sounds coming from him. You definitely knew he was asleep when he threw an arm and leg over your body, pulling you closer into his grip so you were practically suffocating. Hands had pressed against his bare chest, which was burning in heat when you felt it, pushing him back a little but not enough to let yourself wiggle out of his grasp.

You laid there for a while, your heart in your throat as you let yourself finally relax. He’s asleep, that’s all. Just an accident, we’ll laugh about this in the morning! Yeah, it’s cool, keep it cool. Just super cool, Y/N, cool. C-O-O-L. Cool. Yep. Yeah. As much as you tried to tell yourself that you would eventually get out of this positioning, your heart never faltered in its ever-growing rate, especially not when his head buried into the crook of your neck.

“Your pulse is ridiculously fast,” you swore that you had a heart attack in that moment, going completely frozen as you choked on air, your face going hot from the intrusion. “Is it because I’m touching you? Do I make you nervous, Y/N?”

“I didn’t know you were awake...”

He let out a breathless chuckle, the feeling sending vibrations down your spine. “I can tell, you’re practically shaking.” Lips were brushing against your neck, making you involuntarily arch it slightly to give him more access. It send a fluttery feeling through your body again, and you shivered. “But you like it, don’t you?”

You didn’t know how to feel, your heart practically racing in your throat at this point. Keep it— Your thoughts went on hold when you felt his lips press against the sensitive portion of your neck, sucking lightly on the spot to make you gasp at the feeling. “Yeah,” you whispered, but it came out as more of a light moan. “Hyunjin...”

He groaned at the sound of his name falling from your lips, holding you by the jaw to kiss up your neck, giving enough time to the skin as he thought was fit. Just as they brushed past your own lips, his eyes fluttered to yours, drowning in them as if looking for something. But there was no hesitation in your eyes, especially not when you took the chance into your hands and molded your lips against his. 

You kissed him almost desperately, trying to calm yourself to the feel of his mouth against yours the way you had envisioned it so long before. It was warm, soft and welcoming as his tongue grazed past your bottom lip, asking silently for entrance. Letting him in, he massaged it against yours, a hand going to grasp your waist to pull you closer. Keep it cool, Y/N. It’s not like you’re kissing your best friend or anything. Nope, this is what you wanted anyway, so take it before it’s gone.

The tingling sensation going through your body to the simple touch of his hand was driving you crazy, and you felt your core start to throb almost embarrassingly. There was no way that you were getting wet from just kissing him, were you? But the answer was yes, yes you were, and Hyunjin seemed to notice your tension, pulling back to scan your face. “Are you okay?”

You let your hands trail down his skin, and he hissed as you accidentally pressed against his chest. “I’m fine,” you lied, pressing your thighs together to relieve some of the pressure. He noticed, the leg that was resting atop of yours slowly moving off of you, and his face changed in realization. 

“Did you get wet from kissing?” Hyunjin asked incredulously, making you look away to the side in embarrassment. A hand pulled your chin back, your eyes forcing onto his. “No, don’t be embarrassed, baby. Do you want me to help you with that?”

“W-What?” Baby, he just called me baby. This is a dream. He just offered to help me? Help me, like...that? “What do you mean?”

You knew exactly what he meant, but he chuckled, shifting his hand to reach lower and lower until he was hovering over your core. The ghost of the touch was there, but you still couldn’t feel it, and you looked back up at him with your lip between your teeth. “You know what I mean. Do you want me to help you with your little problem down there?”

Is he serious? He didn’t seem like he was kidding from the way you saw his eyes shining in the darkness, waiting patiently for your consent. He has to be kidding, right? Right? RIGHT?

“—Y/N? We don’t have to if you don’t want to, I was just—giving an option? Whatever you like...”

“No!” You blurted out, startling him as he started to pull his hand away. “No, um, I mean, yes. Yes, please help me.” You felt your voice trail off with those words, heat consuming your face as you glanced away from him. He merely chuckled, bringing his hand back down to cup your core gently. A gasp left you as he rubbed gently, doing the bare minimum to increase the heat.

“You’re so wet already,” he mumbled, reaching to pull down your shorts and then press his palm against your core again. “You’re soaking, practically dripping for me, aren’t you, baby?”  

“Yeah,” you breathed out, letting your back press against his bed as he pushed himself over you, leading another hand up your shirt, your breath hitching in your throat when they grazed past your breasts.

“Take this off for me, will you?” You followed his words, ridding yourself of the fabric to leave you on full display for him, making him draw in a sharp breath. “Can’t believe you were hiding all this from me, baby. Just look at you.” He leaned down, taking your nipple into his mouth with ease, looking up at you biting down on your lip to suppress your sounds. 

He slipped past your panties, navigating through your slick folds in a way that already had you whining out, your arms flailing out to grasp to his shoulders. They pressed at your clit for a few seconds, massaging deep circles into the skin before moving south to tease at your hole. A finger entered you the moment his let your nipple go with a pop, your hot walls clenching around him involuntarily at the feeling. 

“Fuck, you’re so tight,” he mouthed down to the waistband of your panties, slowly lowering them until you were completely bare, and spreading your legs wider. “How are you gonna take my cock if you can barely take my fingers, baby girl?” You let out a mewl at his words, taking him aback as he gazed up at you with wide eyes. 

“I can take it,” you flushed at your own words, but your hips were moving on their own accord as he slipped a second finger in, stretching you out carefully.

“Yeah? You want my cock?”

You found yourself nodding almost without a second thought, the idea of his stretching you out but also filling you up so well already making you arch your back. “Yes, yes, fuck—yeah, I want it.”

Hyunjin moves up from where he was, caging you again as he leaned down to graze his lips against your ear. “Then beg for it, baby. Beg for my cock.”

“Please?” You tried, whining when he left you hanging at the right moment, pulling his fingers out of you to rub slowly at your clit. “Please, Hyunjin, I want your cock. Fuck me with your cock, please?”

He pulled away, more than satisfied as you saw the desire in his eyes flash while reaching down to tug off his shorts. From your view, he was already fully hard, cock slapping against his abdomen as he let himself free. Your eyes widened at his size, the girth of his dick surprising you pleasantly. “Like what you see?” He wasn’t teasing the same way this time, his mouth curved in a proud smirk. “Stay here for me, alright?”

Hyunjin reaches over to his nightstand, yanking the top drawer to reveal an abundance of condoms, to which he grabbed one of. You weren’t sure if you should’ve felt embarrassed or concerned at the amount, but you didn’t quite care when he slipped it on, now teasing his tip against your folds.

“This isn’t your first time, is it?” He asked curiously, making your moaning cease as you slowly opened your eyes. “Just asking, I don’t want to hurt you.”

“Just put it in me,” you tried bucking your hips against him, but the grip he had on you was much too tight. “I said I can take it, Jinnie, just fuck me already.”

You swore you heard him growl at your response, his fingers digging into you harshly. He took you fully with one quick motion, stuffing you full of him that it had you letting out something between a whine and whimper. Your fingers tangled into the white sheets, your mind somehow allowing yourself to think to yourself how disgustingly dirtied they would become soon later. 

“Fuck, fuck, fuck, you’re so fucking tight,” Hyunjin keened, a sound of desperation leaving him as he started a quick pace, sending you up the mattress with every ounce of roughness he put in. The sound of the headboard hitting against the wall was engraving in your mind, mixing heavenly with your best friend’s moans in a way that it would be in your head for days—no, scratch that—weeks. 

His thumb found your clit, the sensation making you jolt upwards while you clenched around him, and he hissed. “Baby girl, y-you do that again,” he was breathless, the rubbing becoming insist. “—and I’ll fucking cum.” Just the thought had you wanting to see him come undone, and you clenched around him again, bucking your hips up to meet him at an angle that had you both groaning.  

You threw your head back, savoring the fulfilling feeling of his cock buried inside of you as his pace faltered already. From your view, he looked like he was having a hard time controlling himself, his face scrunched up beautiful with his mouth in a perfect ‘o’ formation as he started pounding into you once more. But it became sloppy as you tightened around him again, and he whined. 

“S-Stop, want you to cum first,” he got out, his domination slowly slipping away as his hands slid up to your waist, his body molding against you perfectly. “Y/N, please, fuck, you’re so good. So warm, so tight, fuck—shit.”

You looped your arms around his neck, playing with the ends of his hair as you felt his labored breathing against your chest. Hyunjin was, at this point, rutting into you with a search for release. Smoothing a hand down the side of his face, you cupped his cheek to make him look up at you. “Cum with me?”

He nodded, hands grasping onto your waist for dear life as you reached your high, your vision going white for a moment before you heard the same boy let out an almost pornographic moan. The feeling of your walls repeatedly clenching around him, bringing him the same constant squeeze that drove him insane had him cumming fast and hard.

Hyunjin pulled out nearly immediately, discarding of the condom before collapsing beside you with a satisfied noise. The air filled with panting, the two of you racing to catch your breaths before it was quiet once again, and he looked over at you.

“Do you usually do a whole three sixty switch like that?” You asked, the thought not leaving your mind as you watched him stretch a smile across his face. “It was already a one eighty when you pretended to be asleep and then another full half a round when you couldn’t control yourself. Damn.”

“You seemed to have adjusted your attitude from begging for my cock to snapping at me all cocky now,” Hyunjin retorted back, and you gasped, having forgotten that you had done such a thing. “Yeah, yeah, that’s right. You were shameless, oh please, Hyunjin, fuck me with your cock.” He exaggerated the last words, and you slapped him across the arm, whining annoyingly.

“Shut up,” you mumbled, crossing your arms in mock anger. You were about to turn away until your best friend yanked at your arm, pulling you into his grasp. “Um, so. So...friends don’t really, uh, do that.” Said friend shook with a laugh, as if what you said was even remotely funny, but the same thing was going through his mind.

“Well, I think it’s better that you become my girlfriend now that I decided to show you my gorgeous dick.” Your heart had fluttered in your chest for a brief moment before the moment had been ruined, and you gave him a light smack to the chest. “I’m not lying. I think my dick is pretty nice. And I don’t really go out showing it to random people, so.”

“I’m dumping you if you ever say that again,” you answered, rolling your eyes mentally before nuzzling yourself against his chest. You realized he had gone ridged, and you looked up, concerned. “What’s wrong?”

“Does this mean you just accepted my proposal?”

You groaned, “It’s not a proposal, Jinnie. But yeah, I did. What about it?”

A hand stroked your hair, pulling your body impossibly closer than it could’ve gone, and your ear pressed against where his heart was; it was racing. “Oh nothing. You’re just adorable, that’s all.” A kiss was pressed to the top of your head, allowing you to smile against his skin as you felt the weight of the previous activity coming down on you, sleep falling upon your soul much faster than you had imagined. Well, Hyunjin’s arms had always proved to be a comfortable bedding.