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remember this?

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so i wasn't really all that active during the spring and i tried to come on here but it just became like .. stressful ? idk it's hard to explain because i loved talking to ppl on here but it still felt lonely ? i'm not sure how to phrase it. i felt like i was obligated to post and not that i wanted to,, and i wasn't doing well mentally until maybe the last two months, which is when i became more active on other socials which i'll leave at the bottom.

it's chan's birthday so it felt appropriate to post it now but it seriously breaks my heart but these past few months i haven't been as into kpop and skz as i have been in previous months. which honestly makes me really sad because they were the ppl that got me through a lot of stuff, and i love chan SO much. you guys know that and i miss him and i'm glad he's happy and living his life how he wants 🥰 and i'm always gonna support them and him and hopefully see them live again if i have the chance. but i think i'm gonna officially leave this app. maybe i'll come back every once in a while ? im not gonna delete this account cause i met so many amazing ppl on here !!

anyway i don't wanna say too much but im doing a lot better now ! i came out to my mom, dyed my hair again tonight lmao and completely redecorated my room and wardrobe <3 it's been fun and i'm really happy with myself now. and also finally got my septum pierced which hurt a bit haha. so i'm doing a lot better now and you know ,,, junior year and stuff ib is really hard so i've got so much to do but online is nice so that's smth. anyway !! if u actually took time to read this ur an angel and deserve the world

i love all my mutuals sooooo much 🥺💞 and there are a lot of people i wanna stay in contact with so ima drop my other socials below heheh !!

ig : @/mawarul (@/electricfrohg is my spam)

twt : @/luvemna

i missed u too !!!! and doing good </3 a lot better than i was which is why i kinda disappeared