C A N O P Y

She’s disgusted with all of you, and I agree. She barely feels safe around anyone she used to call a friend. She knows none of you care about her.

A few weeks ago she contemplated suicide and wrote a post (the last post on this blog) saying that she was considering suicide, and if she didn’t have the guts to do it (she didn’t) then she would “wallow in misery”. You would think something like this would provoke at least a somewhat sympathetic reaction from her so-called friends. However, only one person contacted us with any concern whatsoever, and despite having the same breakdown on Twitter and Skype, barely anyone reached out.

We have lost many followers over the past few weeks. People see that Killian either committed suicide or ran away to sulk, and their reaction is not pity, but rather, “Well, she’s gone, time to unfollow.” This is frankly EXTREMELY disgusting!

Ki-ki has been gone for WEEKS and those who know her well know that while it’s unlikely she’s committed suicide, she must be in lots of emotional pain. And she was! These past few weeks, she says, have been absolutely horrible and agonizing. But did anyone reach out to us? Did anyone care? Aside from one person, the answer is a resounding no.

So, no, she didn’t kill herself. Are you happy that she’s still alive and we’re suffering? Are you happy that she spends every day wanting to die and feeling like no one likes her - a sentiment which is almost undoubtedly true? 

You don’t care at all if she’s suffering. You don’t care at all if she’s hurt. None of you care enough to actually help. All you want to do is keep her alive and miserable so you can pat yourself on your pathetic grimy backs.

You’re all terrible people. You’re all worthless garbage. Both of us hate every single one of you.