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“Thank you, my little darling”.

You sat on your desk and got to work through some papers and getting ready for the next mission. For a while, the only sounds from the room were your and Loki’s steady breathing, the turning of the pages and your laptop’s keyboard.

“Are you going to the next one?”, he asked as you closed the tabs and sat back on the chair, exhausted. “Stark told me about it”.

“I think he might want to use the whole Dark Team again”, you sighed. It’s been a year since he created the team, and, apart from getting your lover back, it did nothing good for you. It was exhausting, mission after mission with barely any rest, and to the worse and most dangerous ones so far. “But well, I think we’ll have our fair spare of rest once… you know”, you said with an undeletable smile on your face, walking slowly towards him and laying by his side. He pulled the book away and closed it. You rested your head on his lap, looking up at him. “What are you reading?”.

“Actually…”, he sighed and covered his frustration with another little smile, pressed lips in a thin line. Oh, God, those soft eyes he’d always give you. “A genetics book”.

You raised your eyebrows and reached to read it. You had to make an extra effort, but it was there; in old norse. Once you were conscious you were reading in old norse, it would take you a little more work than usual, but if Loki casually started speaking in old norse and you weren’t paying any mind to it, it’d come completely casual to you. The hows and whys of your knowledge of such an antique language was beyond your imagination, and you had agreed Loki wouldn’t actually give you those many years back he deleted from your brain because it could disturb the years you’ve been without those memories.

“I assume it’s on Jötun’s genetics?”.

“I haven’t seen anything so far. It’s such a specific thing… I doubt we’ll ever get the answer. Seriously, don’t you think it best we just stop this and…?”.

“No, Loki, let’s not give up. We’re gonna find it out. If there’s a chance our kid might be endangered from the mix of genetics then of course not, but…”, you sighed, and he started playing with your hair.

“I know. My apologies, I wouldn’t wish to give up so soon. It’s just that you look tired”.

“Mh-mh, tired from work. With you, I get younger every day”, you smiled, and he chuckled. “Listen, it’s not like it’d make any real difference if they’s biological or adopted. I just… I don’t know, I guess I want to have the expectative from before the baby is born, you know?”.

“Oh, yes, darling. Of course”, he kissed your forehead. “And, maybe we’re unlucky and the baby is like me. But if we’re very, very lucky, they might be just like you”.

The thought “this is a terrible idea” had crossed your mind many times, and always for very different reasons, but this one was the biggest yet.

Just like you maybe meant that he’d look at the kid and remember you once you’re dead; because you will be, very soon (for him). And, maybe if the kid looks just like you it would also mean mortal, and it would also mean Loki would have to go through not one but two funerals in a very short span of time.

Although, if the kid was Jötun like Loki it’d mean they’d lose one parent being still a little kid, and you’d never see them grow old. Not even to a teenager. The thought of that made your eyes water. You blinked the tears away, not wanting to worry Loki even more.

But Loki didn’t seem to care about mortality yet. His only worries were whether the kid could survive and be healthy given the mixture of Jötun genes and Midgardian genes.

“It’s just… I know I’m not like Odin and my mother at all, but… I feel like, if the kid may be adopted, they might not feel like our real child”, he said barely in a whisper, and your heart almost broke.

“Love, no”, you got up and cupped his face, “you’ll be a great father. The best. You had your big share of bad experiences, but it doesn’t mean you’ll replicate your parent’s gaslight, not at all”.

He sighed, and sank his face on your collarbones. You smelled him. He smelled just like he always did; a trace of mint, that midgardian men’s deodorant you liked so much, and coconut shampoo.

“It feels so weird”, he admitted in a whisper.

“What does?”, you replicated his tone.

“You’ll be a great father”, he recalled, and you smiled widely. “The word father in me wears so… big. I’m the bad example kind of uncle”.

“Ah, don’t worry about it. For bad examples we have many others. Including me”.

“Oh, damn”.

You two laughed on each other’s shoulders. You felt his chest reverberate with his laughter and his messy hair fall all over your face.

A knock on the window startled you, and you pulled out of the hug. Glancing over there, a sticky kid was signaling you two to open the window and let him in.

“Spider, what are you doing here?”, asked Loki as he reached for the window knob and let him in. Peter was wet from head to toes, covered in half melted snow, and his blue lips trembled along with his pulse.

“Hi Mr. Loki, hi Older. I’m less sticky with this snow, and I forgot you moved to a room that’s literally across the whole tower so I just climbed all around the building until I found you”, he said rapidly as you handed him a towel. “I just really needed to talk to you guys. Am I interrupting something?”.

“No, not at all. Sit here”.

Peter didn’t sit. Instead, he pulled out two cellular biology books and a notebook filled with sticky notes and started flipping around. Loki frowned, and you looked attentively.

“Pete, are those…?”.

“Yes. I figured it out, guys. It’s… it’s done. I did it”, he said, and you couldn’t stop looking at him with a bewildered look on your face. Peter clarified, “I’m sorry, Tony told me and he said you didn’t want to consult Banner, so I went ahead and started doing some research. I’m Banner’s chem intern, and he’s been teaching me a lot of things, including some DNA trials he did on Thor. Now, I know Thor isn’t a Frost Giant, but… I did the math. This could work, guys”.

After his explanation, both you and Loki were speechless. A fifteen year old had just gone through everything he could to help you and, very likely, did manage to solve it. He was the smartest boy you knew, science related, and if he said it might work, you just needed to check it with Bruce and Tony.

You walked to Peter and he flinched out of surprise, but that didn’t stop you from jumping to squeeze him in the tightest hug you could. Loki joined too, and you both stayed in that hug until Peter’s lungs would need a little air.

“You have no idea how much this helps. Thank you so, so much, little spider”, Loki whispered and Peter smiled as wide as he could.

“You’re an angel, boy”, you added, and pressed a kiss to his cheek. “Let’s go through this”.

Peter explained that he knew it wasn’t impossible to cross entirely different species, such as alien and human, since his powers were the product of a cross with a spider.

“But… I’m not the son of a spider and a human. So, that’s gotta be a little messier”, he sighed, scratching off one of the formulas he thought might be of any use. “But Jötuns and humans are more alike than it sounds. Same body composition, almost the same size… it’s like… if a human would get extremely big out of nowhere, but it would still be a human”.

“And shoot ice out of his ass, too”, you added, and Loki punched lightly your shoulder. “Sorry”.

“I’d say we go to Banner”, proposed Loki.

“Really?”.

“I guess… I’m being irrational”, he admitted, and both Peter and you opened your eyes widely, staring at him in awe, not daring to say anything yet. “What?”.

“Did you just admit you were wrong?”, whispered Peter.

“Spider!”, you reproached him.

“Sorry”.

“Well. Let’s not dwell on that and get the Hel on with this, shall we?”.

Loki's mouth is open, and he's unable to close it – the wave of fear and nervousness continuously washing over him – even as the two of you arrive back home and walk into your house. The God of Mischief plops himself on the couch, and you seductively straddle his lap and pull his lips into a deep kiss. For a few minutes, he gets lost in the passion – exploring your mouth...and then his hands find their way to your stomach, and the wave comes back in full force. Although he's very clearly nervous, he also has a smile on his face.

"I can't believe this," Loki chuckles – his hands softly rubbing your stomach.

You tangle your hands in his hair, and Loki rests his cheek against the baby bump. "Me either," you whisper. "But I'm more excited than I was before."

"As am I, my love," Loki grins at you – capturing your lips once more. "How do we tell Jade?"

You smile and think – the thought of telling your little girl what you and Loki learned bringing your heart excitement. "She's gonna lose her mind," you chuckle.

"We'll figure it out," Loki smiles up at you. You wiggle your hips, rubbing your core against his clothed cock. "Oooh," he moans, "you'd better watch it."

You bend down and lick the side of his face before leaving your mark on his neck. "What're you gonna do?"

Loki chuckles, and his hands hold each side of the precious swell of your belly as he grabs your ear with his teeth. "If you thought my kink of having sex with you while you're swollen with my child...imagine what it'll be like now that there are two of our little ones growing within your little body." You moan in response to his words. "You know, my dear, I'm beginning to think that you have a voice kink."

"Oh?" you breathe out – trying to egg him on.

"Mmmhm," he hums, trailing kisses down your neck as his hands remove your shirt. "Does my baby girl like when I talk dirty to her?" You groan, and Loki smiles as his mouth makes its way to your breasts. "When I tell her everything I'm going to do?"

"Yes," you sigh and lean your head back.

Loki takes his shirt off and throws it across the room – your nails immediately find their way to his pale skin.

"Is my love wet?" Loki asks – lust heavy in his voice, and his eyes almost completely dilated. He reaches his hand into your pants, and his fingers barely stroke your soaked panties. "Oh, you're dripping for me," he grins against your lips. He continues to move his hand to your soaked pussy, and his fingers stroke your clit very lightly – your body bucks in response. Loki removes his fingers and tastes your juice – like you're a meal he's cooking on the stove. "Mmm," he moans. "Baby girl, you taste so divine."

Your hands go to his belt, and he lets you take it off, then unbutton and unzip his pants – waving his hand at the end though to remove the clothing quicker. Your clothes go with his, and your pussy drips onto his thigh, and his erection grows large and angry. You slowly start to stroke his cock, and Loki throws his head back over the top of the couch.

"Do you want to fuck me?" you purr – leaning down to kiss his cheek.

Loki grins and nods with his eyes remaining closed and his hands finding their way to your swollen stomach. "Oh, you have no idea."

"Does my trickster like to keep me pregnant?" you flirtatiously ask – for the first time, you're fully indulging Loki in his fetish as he does for you. "Keep my belly swollen and round with his babies?"

"Please," the god quietly begs. "Fuck me, my doll."

You giggle and lean down to pepper his chest with kisses. "You didn't answer me."

"Yes," Loki quickly breathes out, his hands feeling your stomach more desperately. "You – pregnant with my babies – I can't – please, my love." With a seductive chuckle, you nip at his neck and slowly sink onto his cock – both of you moaning – Loki moaning from the feeling of having your pregnant body on him – you moaning from being so full and tight. "Oh, fuck," Loki breathes out – his mouth latching on to your nipples while you slowly begin to ride him. "Holy shit, I love your pussy – you fit me so perfectly." Loki reaches for his phone while you wrap your arms around his neck and bounce lightly on his cock. He taps your chest to get you to sit up, and when you do, his camera is on. With one hand, he holds his phone, and with the other, he spreads your lower lips to reveal the image of your tight pussy swallowing him whole. Loki sets his phone back down and pulls your lips to his – gulping down each sound you give him. "I love you," he purrs against your lips as he starts to gently thrust up into your cunt.

"I love you," you respond with a grin.

Very carefully, Loki teleports the two of you to the bedroom so that he can take control. He takes his time and trails down your pregnant body – leaving kisses the entire way until he's at your throbbing core. He spreads your legs, and he drinks each and every drop of cream you have to give – his hands never leaving your slightly swollen belly. Loki captured your clit with his lips and teeth – gently biting and sucking on the little nub. As he gets you to your climax, you grab his hair as tightly as you can and press him to your pussy – letting him catch every drop of your nectar – listening to him moan at your taste. As you come back down from the bliss, Loki is hovering above you, and his cock is teasing your entrance.

"I can't wait until our twins start to really show," he growls against your chest – swiftly thrusting himself into your desperate core. "The sight of you – extra rounded and swollen with two of my babies – fuck, I wish I could just keep you pregnant."

"Who's to say you can't?" you flirt.

Loki kisses your lips as he thrusts slowly but deeply. "Don't tempt me, baby girl."

"Oh, right there, Loki," you moan as Loki begins to repeatedly hit that special spot deep within. "Please – please...come with me."

Loki laughs and catches your lips. "Of course, my love."

With a few more thrusts, Loki has your walls squeezing his cock harder than they have in a while – the tightness caused by your swollen belly is probably to thank. As you cry out Loki's name in ecstasy, he holds you tightly in his arms – shooting his seed into your cunt – secretly wishing he could get you pregnant again – although you already are. The two of you catch your breath, and he pulls out of you once he softens – pulling you into his chest while you and he bask in the aftermath of the bliss.

"I still can't believe we're having twins," Loki states – his nerves coming back, and all you can do is giggle and peck his cheek with a loving kiss before curling up into his side.

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You couldn't stop thinking about the conversation you just had, should you tell Loki? If you do, he'd be hurt and broken. If you don't, he would feel betrayed by you. When you came out of the bathroom, you heard knocking on the door. So you opened it quickly, and there he was, a giant tall 6'5 feet worth of problem but also an answer to all of them.

 He smiled as he looked at you, you seemed a little zoned out so he cupped your cheeks and kissed you feverishly. Then he closed the door as he got in, he quickly picked you up and turned you around to press you against the door. You forgot about each and every problem bothering you and got lost in him.

"I have missed you birdy" he whispered between the kisses and you looked at him "I have missed you baby" you mumbled and his heart fluttered at the pet name. He loves it so much.

"How did the meeting go?" you asked him as you ran your hands over his chest, the dark gray t-shirt he wore contrasted perfectly against his pale skin. 

"Good, I have a photoshoot tomorrow, would you like to accompany me?" He asked you and you nodded mindlessly. You wanted to tell him the truth, you were never good with secrets, but the words failed to come past your lips.

"I couldn't pick you up today, Did you get here safely?" He asked you and you responded in yes as you rubbed your fingers over his cheeks, the bruises faded to almost nothing, another thing bothering you.

"Do you trust me?" He raised his brows as you asked him that but instead of answering you, he hid his face between your neck and sucked harshly. You knew that would leave a mark for sure. His mark. "Since you like them so much" He mumbled and you teared up. You needed to know if he trusted you, not that it would have mattered.

"Why are you like this birdy?" He asked you and you looked down "Like what?" 

"So sensitive" he mumbled as he put you down. You looked up at his giant form and he sighed "I do trust you, why did you ask? What happened?" You walked over to your closet to change out of the bathrobe and he leaned against the door. 

"Nothing happened, just a random question" you mumbled as you put your pajama on and he smiled. Cutest Little thing.

"Turn around" you told him and he shook his head "Why? I have seen you naked before and I miss the sight of your plump titties" you felt your face heating up at his unabshed answer and you could see him biting his cheek between his teeth as he looked at you intensely "Fine" you undid your robe and he chuckled, he didn't turn around, but he closed his eyes instead. 

When you were done putting on a t-shirt, he walked behind you and he hugged you tightly like that "What did I do birdy? Did I make you upset?" He asked softly as he rocked you side to side, his voice so soft and gentle. Why did he have to be so soft when you were on the verge of crying?. The secret weighed on your heart, pulling you down deeper and deeper. 

"Nooo loki, it's not you, I'm just Pmsing" That wasn't exactly a lie, you mumbled meekly so he kissed your cheeks . Then he peppered a few kisses on your neck and then he left? He seriously opened the door of your hotel room and left. He didn't seem upset so you texted him.

He did come back, and he came back with a gift basket. Lots of snacks and chocolates, and a small soft toy in there as well.

"It's for me?" You asked him as you took it from him and he shook his head "No it's for Mack" he joked and you opened the wrapping "Whyyy?" You teared up again and he kissed your forehead "You said you were PMSing? I know this helps" he told you and you looked at him "How do you know that?" You asked him and he shrugged.

"How did you know this is my favorite?" You picked up the full size box of your favorite savory snack and he smiled "Saw the wrapper in your trashcan" he told you nonchalantly and you kept the basket down so you could hug him, a certain memory from your past making your heart clench.

"I can't go Jack, I am, I just got my periods, I won't even be able to stand for long" You had to attend a party Jack's boss held and he was up for a promotion in New york and he asked you to go with him. His boss, a very family oriented man and Jack thought it would be good for him if he took you there, but right before you were about to leave, you got your periods. You had been having mild cramps since morning and you were worried about this.

"What do you mean you can't go? He's expecting me to bring you there" he asked you in a stern tone and you had to sit down as your uterus threatened to come out of your vagina. "Jackie please, just make an excuse,I-'' you winced in pain "Can you pass me the painkiller please?" You asked him and he sighed in frustration.

"Take it and come with me, you have to come" he told you, so you did, you spent the next few hours uncomfortable and in pain while he chatted with his colleagues and boss.  Next day he apologized, he was just stressed about the promotion. You consoled yourself.

"Tender little thing, what do you need? Tell me?" Loki smiled at you, and he pulled away from the hug "Nothing..I just.. thank you, you're so cute" you tiptoed to kiss him and he leaned down, so you cupped his cheeks as you kissed him. Did he plan to make you fall even more for him today? 

"I am not cute" he mumbled and you smiled "You're cute, shhhoooo cutiie" you changed the tone of your voice as if you were talking to a puppy and he glared at you, but there was a hint of smile on his lips. He picked you up effortlessly and then he laid you down on the bed and got on top of you to kiss you "Did you eat?" He asked you and you nodded in confirmation.

"Words, use your words" he glared at you .

"Yesss daddy" you mumbled, that made him smile. "Good girl" you blushed at the praise and you wrapped your legs around him. You loved doing that. "I wouldn't share so much about myself if I didn't trust you birdy, so yes I do trust you but I don't trust you to not break my trust in you" he whispered suddenly and you got stiff under him. You already were in a huge dilemma and this didn't help.

"Would you forgive me if I did?" You asked him and he scrunched his forehead "Are you planning to?"

"Just hypothetical" 

"It would depend on your motive" 

"And if I break your trust to protect you, would you forgive me?"

"That's oddly specific, birdy, what's going on?" He got up on his knees but you grabbed the collar of his shirt and pulled him down

"Nothing, just kiss me" you kissed him passionately, wanting him to forget all about this conversation. 

"I want to suck on your cock" you whispered and he looked at you all perplexed, taken aback by your boldness. He looked adorable like that. "Fuck that made me so hard darling" he took his t-shirt off quickly, he didn't like layers anyways and you were not complaining. You sat up along with him, your lips not leaving his even for a moment.

"You're so beautiful " you whispered in his ear and he blushed. Did he just blush? You made him blush right?

"So are you darling" you moved away from him as you got on the floor "Sit on the edge" you told him as you sat on your knees on the floor and he snickered "What makes you think you can just instruct me to do things?" He asked you but he did sit on the edge like you asked and you got between his legs as you slowly unbuttoned his jeans.

"I can't?" You looked him right in the eyes as you spoke confidently and he smirked. You took his shoes off, the sight of you on his feet stirred his carnal desires. He lifted his hips up and pulled the jeans off all the way down. There's one thing you knew very well about him was the fact he liked being naked.

"Look so cute and innocent in your pajamas but deep down you're just another whore playing pretend, aren't you?" He pulled his hair tie out of his wrist and tied your hair up in a high ponytail "Mmm maybe" you stroked his cock in your fist and then leaned down to lick the tip, the sweet and salty taste of his precum made you moan "He never degraded me in bed" you mumbled and his grip on your hair tightened

"Are you trying to piss me off on purpose, little whore?" He asked you and you shook your head quickly, your tongue lapping up his shaft mindlessly "You like being degraded, isn't it so?" He caressed your cheeks with his thumbs and you could feel the wetness starting to pool between your legs "Mmm yess I love it when you humiliate me" you mumbled and he leaned down to kiss you

"He didn't deserve to do this to you babygirl, nobody does, You're mine sweetheart, mine to degrade and dominate as I please" he caressed your cheeks and you stopped licking his tip and looked at him, all wide-eyed and lost, like a puppy. "I'm yours" You asked him or told him and he looked at you. Did he just admit that out loud? Did he just call you his? He didn't care, you became his when he came inside you the first time.

No You became his when he laid his eyes on you.

"Damnn!! straight, let me use your mouth now" he gripped your hair in his fist and you took your tongue out so he could slide in easily. He didn't push himself to hilt inside you, he didn't want to ruin your throat, not just yet. "Squeeze my thighs when you want me to stop okay?" He asked you and you nodded your head.

"Fuck you're warm kitten" You squeezed your legs at the petname and he rolled his hips back and forth, just him grinding his hips in and out of you seemed truly erotic. You have never seen a man like him, not in movies, not in reality, not even in porn. You squeezed on his thighs and he pulled himself out.

"No noo stay in please stay in, sorry" you mumbled incoherently and he caressed your cheeks "Why did you squeeze my thigh?" He asked you and you looked at him "It feels so good daddy" you whined and he leaned down to kiss you sloppily. It was all filthy and messy but you have never felt so aroused. Excluding all the times you have been with him before.

"You can hold my shin if you want to squeeze something okay? Leave my thighs so I would know when you need me to pull out, can you follow my commands sweet girl?" He asked you and you responded in yes, then he pushed himself inside your mouth again. The longer he stayed in, the more you lost your senses, his cock felt like a drug and you got yourself hooked on him the first time you tasted him. As instructed you squeezed his calves when he felt too much, your nails digging into his skin, enhanced the pleasurable feeling.

All of his muscles flexed as you continued to bob your head back and forth, each one of them and he looked as if a Greek god had come to life. "You look so drunk lapping up on daddy's cock, waiting for his milk to fill up your mouth, right kitten?" He mumbled filthy words, and you brought your hand between your legs and squeezed your clothed heat.

"Yeahh touch yourself babygirl, touch yourself while daddy is using your mouth like a sleeve" he grabbed the sides of your head and fucked himself in and out of you, he was going to cum and cum hard. You squeezed his thighs and he pulled himself out of you, you took the time to breathe, you looked like a mess, a pretty pretty mess.

"Daddy please..please cum inside my mouth" you needed him, needed all of him. Each and every drop. He thrust himself inside your mouth again, in and out, in and out , in and out like an animal.

"Take it, take it baby, slurp it all like a good whore , Fuckkk  ..I " he grunted as he exploded in your mouth. And you took it all like he asked, he chanted your name under his breath like a mantra. Your senses felt clouded by his voice, his smell, his touch and he called you baby. He has never done that before. You could feel him softening inside you slowly and he pulled himself out of you quickly after that. He dropped down on the bed with a thud, panting and breathing heavily.

You watched him going down, he looked so spent, you did this to him? You made him so out of breath? You kissed the insides of his thighs and you moved upwards, you licked the sweat off from the dip between his torso and then his chest. When you finally reached his face level, he grabbed your head and flipped you around so he could kiss you. His hair clung to his forehead and neck, so you pushed them behind his back with your fingers.

He squeezed your breasts from over your shirt and you winced a little "I'm sorry they feel sore" you mumbled and he went down to kiss them softly one by one, as if apologizing without words. Then he pulled your pajamas down along with your panties, your lips slicked with wetness. His thumb rubbed over your clit in circles and you arched your back as you felt the sensation building quickly. He sucked on your neck and lifted his head up to look at you. He felt his heart fluttering again as he watched your chest rising up and down, you looked so lost, so exquisite.

"Did you mean it daddy?" He snapped out of his thoughts as you looked at him and he pushed his middle and index finger inside your cunt "Mean what ?" He asked you, you scratched your nails on his chest as you felt your orgasm approaching "That I'm yoursss??" you mumbled and he took a deep breath. He didn't want to lie to you even if the truth scared him to the core "Yess I meant it, I meant it birdy, you're my birdy aren't you? You're all mine darling" 

And you came so hard, your whole body shuddered with the intensity of your climax. You wanted to belong to him, you wanted to be his. He kept his fingers pumping in and out of you as you rode on your high "Look So pretty when you're falling apart, my prettiest birdy" he whispered in your ear and you held him tightly "Thhank you thank you ..thank you" you mumbled incoherently, feeling overwhelmed with your current state of mind. 

He kept kissing you softly until your breathing calmed down and you opened your eyes to look at him. He smiled as he picked you up, then he undressed you and you both showered, Together. 

Once you got back to your sober senses, the guilt creeped in again. You don't want to hide things from him. That would only create more misunderstandings in the future and you didn't want that.

He put on his briefs and you changed back into your PJ's.

"I can tell that you don't want to go out for dinner, I'll get something and come back, something you crave?" he chuckled as he put his jeans on and you looked at him. "Italian?" You mumbled as he dressed up, then he kissed you softly and went out to grab dinner. You had to tell him the truth. He trusts you. You Don't want to break his trust.

You paced back and forth contemplating over the situation you were in, what if he doesn't believe you? What if he thinks you're lying? What if he leaves? You didn't want to hurt him but you didn't want to hide either. When he came back you couldn't stop staring at him and he knew something was up with you. He could just tell. He could read you.

"What's wrong?" He asked you so you hugged him and sighed deeply, your heart thumping in your chest.

"Loki there's something I need to tell you" he nodded his head, and pulled you away by your shoulders "What's wrong?" He repeated the same thing again, he felt a pang in his heart as he imagined the worst scenarios in his head. Are you done with him ? Do you not want to see him anymore? Do you regret what just happened?

"When I came back today, Thor was waiting for me in the lobby" His eyes widened as soon as he heard you. How did he get here? Why heimdall didn't inform him? How did he even find you? 

"What did he do?" He asked you as his eyes teared up and the grip on your shoulders tightened. He was going to kill Thor if he did hurt you in any way. "You trust me?" You asked him again and he nodded

"He told me something, I don't know if he was lying but at the same time I don't want to hide it from you" you teared up as you spoke and he pulled you closer to kiss your forehead "Just tell me birdy, did he find mother?" he mumbled and you looked at him.

"Yess" 

His heart felt heavy all of a sudden, he would take her, he would take her back to Odin.

"I gotta go" you grabbed his arms as he pulled away from you "No loki listen to me please just listen" you pleaded him but you knew his thoughts were running haywire at the moment "She could be in danger I have to leave y/n" he raised his voice a little but you didn't lose your grip on him. His eyes red, with anger with worry.

"That's what I want to tell you, please listen to me" you cupped his cheeks and he calmed down for a second but nothing could have prepared him for what he heard next.

"Thor said, he knew about Frigga's whereabouts all along, he said that he has been seeing her behind your back all these years" 

And the look in his eyes will haunt you forever.

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"Why did you do that?" You asked him and he grabbed his jacket from the bed to put it on "None of your business" . You teared up as you heard his voice devoid of any feelings. 

"Sorrry, I'm sorry" you muttered mindlessly, you didn't know what you did to offend him. But he seemed upset.

If he was going to leave again, you promised yourself that you won't stop him or see him ever again.

When he heard your broken voice he looked at you, you were looking down and his heart clenched. This is what he'd always do, he'd hurt you and then walk out and come back to hurt you again, just like Odin. He had a decision to make right now, he could leave right now and never bother you again or he could stay and wipe your tears, and make you feel better and not do this again. You did nothing wrong, you must be curious to know more, this is what you two decided to do right? Learn more about each other?

He walked closer to you and he cupped your cheeks, then he wiped your tears from both of his thumbs "Why are you crying?" He asked you and you looked at him.

"I thought you were going to leave" he sighed as he heard you, he did think about it "I am not leaving okay? Stop crying, don't let me hurt you, I'm an asshole you know that" he mumbled as he kissed your forehead "Only sometimes" you mumbled and he smiled at the adorable sound of your voice.

"Do you know how fucked up my kid would turn out to be?" You looked at him as he asked you or told you that "That's what you think" he smiled and you pulled him closer by grabbing his jacket "Does it bother you that I could never be a real daddy?" He asked you and you thought about it.

Whatever is happening between you two is definitely not normal and is definitely toxic to say the least, but at the same time you don't want to stop, a part of you is always inclined to trust him for some reason. Now you see what he meant when he said he won't be able to give you everything in future. But the future is not here yet, he's here and he's in your arms.

"It's your life, your body, you can do whatever you want, why would it bother me? I was just curious to know your reason for doing it so young" You told him and he was a little surprised by your answer, 

 "Well kids are overrated, bringing another life and all that shit isn't a miracle, it's just evolution, just a pointless need to leave a fragment  behind when you're gone" you nodded your head and he picked you up then he sat you down on the dresser. That's what he thought about relationships too but you changed it. He was scared about you changing him more.

"Let me order that coffee" you mumbled as you tried to step down but he didn't allow you "Did you want it? With him? With Jackass" He asked you and you sighed. You did want it all, a year ago you were sure that you'd end up marrying Jack and have his kids, a family "It doesn't matter if I did, it's all gone now" you told him honestly and you couldn't read the expression on his face.

The thought of you being Mrs Hudson, and bearing little jackasses in your womb filled him with intense jealousy, he knew he was fucked for you, but as soon as things got a little emotion heavy he wanted to take a step back, but moments like this, where the fear of losing you forever hit him out of nowhere, all he wanted to do was hold you and never let anyone else even look at you. He was being unfair he knew that, but he didn't want to stop. A guy like Jack would only bring you pain, nothing else, he would bind you into a marriage and burden you with kids, then as soon as he steps out in the real world, he would act like a free man, act as if the world's most beautiful woman isn't waiting for him at home.

"Good because you deserve better" Not that he was any better. 

You wrapped your arms around his neck and you kissed him like that, your legs wrapped around his waist Instinctively. As soon as he felt your lips on his, he lost all his thoughts and worries "Would you stay the night? Cuddle me please" you mumbled and he looked at you

"Mmm okay, but I need something from you" you smirked, waiting for a filthy sexual request but he surprised you again with something thoughtful.

"If you clear this round, which you will, I want to move you somewhere safer, is that okay?" He asked you and you sighed. You'd like to get out of this dingy hotel too but you can't "I can't afford it Loki, I don't have a job here yet, i'm living off my savings" you told him honestly and he kissed your forehead.

"Move into my mama's house? She'd get a company and you won't have to worry about spending your savings on accomodation, besides she has taken a liking to you" he whispered in your ear as he kissed your temple and you thought about it. His mom likes you, the thought made you blush. It's so strange that he has met your parents and you met his mom too, and it's not even a relationship. But That would be too weird right? It would be like moving in with him "But you'd be there? And we are not there yet " You asked him and he smirked

"I can find another place if that makes you uncomfortable'' What is this enigma of a man? You really don't understand him sometimes.

"I don't want to separate you from your mother Loki, how long are you going to be here?" You asked him and he tilted his head.

"I'm contractually obligated to fight for WWE, at least one fight per week so 6 days here and one day in NY, You must not know this but thor challenged me to win the battle of the year, it's the MMA's most prestigious tournament" he told you and you pretended as if you didn't know anything about it. You heard it all.

"Oh that sounds rough, just so you know I'm on your side" you smiled and he did the same "You better be, I do need to talk to you about the journey he took with you" he mumbled and you gulped nervously "Not now though" you took a deep breath at that.

You kissed him again and then you took a shower, while you were in the bathroom, he called Frigga to let her know that he won't come home tonight.

"I'm with Birdy, mama" he told her and she gasped "He's with birdy" she whispered to Martha and Martha's eyes widened "Did you share your concerns with her?" She asked him and he responded in yes.

"What did she say?" She asked again curiously and he smiled "She understood, thank you for the help" he chuckled and he hung up soon after.

When you came out, you were wearing just a skimpy tank top along with shorts, didn't really leave much to imagination, he knew you were trying to torture him. You heard the knock on the door, must be the room service with your tea, since you both were about to sleep you ordered tea to relax.

"Stay there, I'll take it" he told you as he looked at your indecent attire and you smirked. Once he took it, he made the tea, all English style and that made you think of something "Are you from England?" You asked him and he stared at you, you were applying body lotion on your bare legs, he was trying to control the urge to pound you until you pass out. So It took him a while to answer "No" He didn't want to lie to you but you were not ready for the truth either.

"Why the accent then?" You asked him as you remembered frigga had the same English accent and so did Thor "It sounds cool" he told you and you shrugged, not wanting to press further. 

He passed you the cup and you put it on the dresser. He stood behind you, his eyes focused on you in the mirror so he got on his knees and pushed your hair aside, placing a kiss on the nape of your neck, the touch made you shudder. No this was supposed to be your game, you were supposed to entice him with erotic lotioning.

"Squirt" he whispered in your ear and you felt your face heating up "Whatt?" You asked him and he smirked "The lotion, dirty girl" he placed his palm in front of you in a supine position so you squirted a dollop of lotion on it "More" he whispered again so you did it again. 

Then he rubbed his palms together and placed it on your bare shoulder, then he slid his hands downwards, excruciatingly slow, you tried to stifle the moan but you failed. So easy.

"Drink your tea babygirl" he whispered in your ear and then he sucked on your neck, you picked your cup off the dresser and he could notice your hands shaking. He nudged the cup towards your lips and you took a sip, he took the bottle of the lotion and squirted some more of it on his palms then he rubbed them over your clavicles. The ball, officially out of your field zone.

His long thick fingers trailed dangerously close to your breasts, but every time you thought he'd put his hands inside and cup your breasts, he would pull them back, his thumb rubbing against your back in a circular motion.

Then he brought his hands downwards on your thighs, and massaged the lotion on your upper thighs, again his hands teased you as his thumbs ran over the insides of your thigh. You hate him so much.

Then all of a sudden his one hand cupped your mound and the other one wrapped around your throat in a choking position. And that's when you dropped the cup, the warm liquid spilled all over the floor. Fuck 

"You think you can play me silly girl? You're trembling just from me touching your bare skin innocuously" you put your head down on his shoulder as you moaned "I'm sorrrry Daddy" you whined as you mumbled, he couldn't believe how easily you slipped into the submissive position without even realising it

He pressed his palm over your clothed heat and the pressure of his other hand tightened on your neck, his hands so big that his fingers almost met with his thumb on the nape of your neck.

He kissed your cheek on the right side, he wanted to destroy you, he wanted to take you all night long and he knew you wouldn't be opposed to it if he coaxed you just a little more. But he didn't want to do that to you, not when you clearly mentioned that you won't let him fuck you before you clear the next round.

"Don't be sorry babygirl, it's okay, daddy loves it when you are being so desperate for him, look at yourself" he asked you to look at yourself in the mirror, you felt ashamed. You truly looked pathetic as you sat there breathing heavily and zoned out but you'd be lying if you said you didn't enjoy every second of it.

"Property damage, you're such a bad little thing" he pulled his arms away from you, leaving you all weak in your knees and then he picked up the broken shards up from floor, he didn't want you to hurt yourself at night. You just sat there looking at him mindlessly as he cleaned the floor. Once he discarded the shards in the trash bin he picked you up from the dressing chair and he laid you down on the bed. 

Then he took his jacket off, the athletic top followed, and his jeans too. He was only left in his black briefs, you could see the outline of his cock "Calvin Klein?" You giggled and he raised his eyebrows as he laid down next to you "What? I endorse them " he chuckled, slightly amused by your fits of giggles. You're adorable.

You wrapped your arms around his waist and he pulled you closer, he let out a contented sigh as he felt your warmth. 

"Birdy?" You hummed as you heard him, you didn't realize how exhausted you felt until you laid down on the bed, in his comfortable embrace "Thank you" 

"For what?" You asked him and you placed a soft kiss on his neck "For seeing me today, for listening to me, for trusting me" he mumbled and you looked at him, he leaned down to kiss you and you smiled between the kisses.

Next morning he woke you up and you both showered ,Separately, then you had breakfast together. He didn't try to seduce you again and you were thankful for that. You had to go to the studio and he had to go to the gym, so he decided to drop you. He had to go home to change his clothes anyway.

 When you reached the studio, Nina greeted you and then she left. Mack was still not there and Loki didn't want to leave you all alone, so he stayed with you.

"if you're getting late you can leave, he's on his way" you told him as he kept looking at his watch. He walked over to you and he wrapped his arms around your waist to pull you closer "See me later?" He asked you and you nodded your head. Then you got on your tippy toes and he smiled "Trying to kiss me?" He chuckled as he watched you struggling to reach him 

"You said you wanted me to kiss you before you leave me" he cupped your cheeks and he leaned his head down so he could kiss you. Truth to be told, He didn't want to leave you, he craved your company, he wanted to keep you with him all the time, What have you done with him?

"Y/n?" You heard mack's voice and pulled away from Loki, he turned around and smiled at Mack, Mack was giving you a look and then he walked towards loki in an angry manner and loki seemed amused "You kissed my girlfriend" he raised his voice and your eyes widened so you shook your head and made a cut it out gesture with your hand so he relaxed. 

It wasn't not humiliating for Mack to say the least "When can I pick you up?" Loki asked you and you told him to see you in a few hours. He leaned down and kissed you again before he left.

"You're dating the hottie now? Could have told me, I made a fool of myself" he said to you and you winced, you'd be embarrassed too if it was you

"I'm sorry and we are not dating, I told you it's complicated" he huffed and you hugged him to calm him down "Are you looking for places for us to stay if we get in" you asked him. For now he was staying with a few frat boys he knew and that's why you couldn't stay with him.

"No I don't want to jinx it" he shrugged and you sighed. You thought about the offer Loki gave you last night. A very generous offer. But you couldn't help and wonder if it would complicate things? Besides living in a mansion? What would you tell your parents?

Once you got done with the rehearsals, Mack had to leave to do something personal. He doesn't tell you everything which is okay, you don't either, but he's your only friend and you don't want to lose him in the glittery limelight of LA. Just 5 more days and your fate will be decided

 You couldn't stop wondering what would happen to this Thing with Loki if you had to go back. Wow you felt stressed all of a sudden.

When Loki picked you up, you didn't fail to notice the bruises on his cheeks. His pretty face seemed busted. "What happened ?" You asked him as you caressed him with your fingers and he shrugged "Boxing" 

He unbuckled himself and leaned down to kiss you as if he was longing for it from ages, well it has been a few hours. He left you all breathless and craving for more as he pulled away "How did the rehearsals go? Did you hurt yourself somewhere again?" He asked you and you nodded your head 

"Actually yes" you rotate your arms and show him a bruise starting to develop on the back of your arms.

He shook his head as he buckled your seatbelt "Be careful tomorrow or I'll have to punish you for being a careless little birdy" he winked at you and you didn't know if you wanted to be careful or more careless.

"Can I ask you something?" You asked him as he drove and he nodded "Your mom told me she used to take you for dance classes, did you like dancing?" He looked at you intently and then he looked ahead "Yeah" he sighed.

"What happened to birdy?" You asked him again and he smiled "I gagged her because she couldn't stop asking questions" you looked at him confused for a second then you shook your head. Then his smile diminished and his demeanor changed.

"Odin left her out in the yard one day" he said after few seconds and you looked at him

"Why did he do that?" You questioned him again and he shrugged .

"He liked punishing me whenever I did something wrong" 

"What did you do to warrant such a cruel punishment?" 

"I lost my first fight" 

"Against who?" 

"Thor"

"How old were you then?"

"I was 9"   

"That's-" you were going to say something again but he cut you off "Enough birdy" 

You looked to the side as he said that, you knew Odin was an abusive husband and the shit he pulled with Loki and Darcy, and now this made you believe that loki wasn't spared from his abuse either. The thought broke your heart.

"By the way she didn't fly away, he fed her to our neighbor's doberman"

You looked at him shocked and your eyes teared up as you heard that, when he reached your hotel, he unbuckled your seat belt and pulled you closer on top of him "Did you see him do that?" You asked him as you sniffed and he kissed your forehead softly "He made sure that I would" 

"I'm so sorry" you wrapped your arms around his neck tightly and he teared up, he swore to himself that he'd never cry over birdy again, but right now the way you tried to comfort him, he couldn't help but feel that pain again.

"Its okay y/n, I'm okay" he told you and you looked at him. He was hiding so much pain inside him, the more he revealed about his past, you could see why he became so emotionless and why he wasn't able to feel anything for anyone for a long time.

"Did your mom know about this?" You asked him as you caressed his cheeks and he shook his head "She thinks birdy flew away, and that's what I want her to think" 

You didn't say anything after that, you just kissed him until you could see the pain in his eyes fading and it got replaced with lust instead.

"If you don't want me to fuck you senseless, you shouldn't tempt me like this" he whispered and you opened the door of the driver's side and got out as you smirked. He followed you quickly after that.

You thought about all the kissing and touching you'd do once you reach your room. And you did.

After a heavy makeout session you decided to cuddle and sleep. But something kept bothering you, the bruises on his cheeks healing quickly. You have never seen anything like that. You didn't know how it was even possible but you didn't want to question him more. At Least not today.

Next morning he had to see a few people for the upcoming photo shoot so he dropped you at the studio and you didn't see him for the rest of the day. 

However when you got back to your hotel, you had someone waiting to see you. But it wasn't Loki.

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"Use your words ditzy little whore, I haven't even done anything yet, you're so pathetic for me" he whispered in a rough commanding voice and god that went straight to your cunt, you could feel your clit throbbing at the tone of his voice "Pleasee please fuck me daddy, I have waited so long" you mumbled and he smiled at the use of the term.

"Begging daddy to fuck you in your dad's house? What would he think of you if he finds out about his sweet innocent y/n acting this way" 

He whispered again and you felt so humiliated, so so humiliated but gosh you have never felt hotter. He walked backwards and he put you down on the bed and then he took his shirt off, your eyes raked over his Adonis like build, the bruise he showed you yesterday healed almost to nothing.

He crawled on top of you, your bed seemed so small, he didn't think he would fit on it if he tried to sleep there, but right now that wasn't his main concern. He was going to fuck you and you looked at him so lovingly, he could see the lust in your eyes, but he also could see something else and it scared him. 

But he didn't want to stop today, he wanted to take you right in the arena, when he saw you scream at him from the crowd the first time, he had waited far too long to feel your cunt wrapped around his cock. He can't wait anymore.

He leaned and he kissed you again, but his hair kept falling on your face which made him groan, so he got up and he pulled his hair up in a high ponytail, that somehow managed to make him look sexier if it was possible. 

He made you feel as if you were levitating and he hasn't even done anything yet, you were soaked just by the thought of his hard big cock pumping in and out of you. You never felt like that with Jack, and the thought of his name brought the insecurity that he bore in you You're not bad, but you're not good either . That's what he said. You were not good, you were not good and you were going to disappoint him. 

He pulled your top out from underneath your skirt, but he didn't feel you react to it, you seemed frozen in your spot and he was afraid that you had changed your mind. So he looked at you, he got up on his arms and he clicked his fingers to make you look at him "You seem lost birdy, if you're second guessing it, we don't have to do it" he told you softly and you looked at him, you rubbed your hands on his chest as you looked down, you didn't want him to see you tear up. 

You were dampening the mood. With your tears.

He pressed your chin up with his thumbs and as soon as he saw your teary eyes, he leaned down to kiss you softly. The confident sexy birdy he got to witness a few moments ago seemed lost again and it broke his heart to see you like that, if he had any.

"What's wrong sweetheart, talk to me" he whispered as he kissed on your earlobe and you sniffled once, you tried to sit up so he got up with you, he sat on his knees in front of you and you looked at him. Then you crawled closer to him and you hid your face between his neck, your arms wrapped around his neck, he wanted to protect you from whatever was hurting you in the moment.

"What? Birdy, sweet girl? Say something okay?" He whispered again and he heard you sniffing "I ..uhh..don't want..don't want to disappoint you" 

You hiccuped between your words and he instantly wrapped his arms around your waist. "I want to be good, ..not bad, don't want to embarass myself" you sniffed more, you were embarrassing yourself already, or that's what you thought. 

He pulled your head away from between his neck as he felt your tears soaking his skin, he wiped your tears with his thumbs and then placed a soft kiss on your forehead.

"You can't disappoint me ever, I have told you that before right?" He kissed your cheek on right side and then he spoke again "You're so sexy, so gorgeous, you feel so good and taste so sweet, so tight and so responsive for me, it's not your fault that he couldn't bring that side out of you even when he had all this time with you, don't let his words break your confidence like that" he kissed you on the other side of your cheek and you clutched onto his shoulders, your nails digging into his skin, but he didn't care.

"Please, I want to do this, please fuck me loki, baby please" you mumbled desperately, his words made you feel better and even though you didn't believe everything he said,

You still needed him in every way today.

He laid you down swiftly, didn't ask any more questions or confirmations. He have always been a rough lover, never fucked a woman softly, but he has been breaking his rules since the day he met you, sometimes for you and sometimes to piss you off. 

He took your top off and then your skirt followed, his eyes glanced over your exposed skin, he hadn't seen you completely bare yet before, he leaned down on top of you again to kiss you, you felt his tongue rolling in your mouth and then he sucked on yours.

When he took your bra off, he didn't even wait a second before you felt his lips latched on to one of your nipples, he sucked and licked and sucked again "Look at you, aren't you a rare piece of beauty?" He whispered and you moaned at his words. A rare piece? How?

He didn't want to degrade you or be rough with you, he wanted to praise you and call you his good girl as he would fuck you gently. He placed down the wet kisses from your sternum to your torso and then you felt him sucking on your soaked drenched panties, you gripped his ponytail and gave it a little tug which made him grunt in response.

When he pulled your underwear down and off your legs, you felt too exposed and too naked, he still had his pants on so you sat up and you tried to unbutton him but he held your hand "Sweetest little thing, let me take care of you today" he whispered and he got off the bed to undress himself, his cock hard and erect as it came into your view. Your first thought was the fact that he won't fit inside you.

He kissed you furiously as he got on the bed and gosh you wanted to disappear in him or rather you wanted him to disappear every inch of himself in you. He wrapped your legs around his waist again and you felt his cock rubbing against your lips, you were so soaked you were starting to drip and he knew he would slide in smoothly but he wanted to torture you some more

"Oh godd loki, you're so big..I.. I can't fit you" you whispered and he looked up from sucking a mark on your neck "You'll fit every inch of me inside you pretty girl, you have made me wait so long, you're going to be my good girl now and take everything I would give you okay?" He whispered and you shook your head at his commanding voice, he have dreamt of this most of the nights since he met you  "Yess daddy please, I need to feel you inside me please" you begged again and you're right where he wanted you, begging and writhing underneath him. Desperate for him.

"Ditzy little thing, are you not going to ask me to put a rubber on?" He asked you and your felt perplexed and dumb for real, he made you lose control in every possible way. 

"I uhh I'm sorry, yes please do that..but I don't have it" you told him honestly and he gripped on your hair to pull your head back as he sucked on your neck again "Are you on pills?" He asked you and you nodded your head in yes "Good girl, You trust me?" Then He asked you again

"I do trust you loki" 

And then he thrusted inside you, you didn't trust him to be clean though, he's a pro womanizer, but he asked you if you trusted him? So that must mean he's clean right? You hoped so.

Your thoughts went haywired pretty soon as you felt the stretch from his thick tip, you have never been stretched like this before and you loved it. He was breaking you and pushing you past your limits and gosh you wanted him to take everything from you. He groaned as your cunt held him in a vice-like grip. 

"Fuck you're so tight darling, you feel me in there yet? Gonna show you how good fucking can get with a real man'' Oh you did, you felt stretched in a way you have never been before, he always felt oddly jealous of jack, he might not have your body like this but he had your heart and the thought bothered him especially because he knew he didn't even wanted you like that. Right?

You gripped onto his shoulders again, your head thrown back, eyes closed, hair still wet from the rain, you looked so pretty he couldn't take his eyes off you, he gave you a few moments to adjust to his size and then he pushed himself in slowly, inch by inch, more and more until he bottomed out in you completely.

"Fuckk loki oh god I can't..I can't take you" you whispered softly and he smiled at your reaction, you snugged him so tightly around you that he had to relax a little to not cum inside you so quickly, he promised to make this good for you, the best ever

"You will sweet thing, you will take daddy's cock and you'll take all of it, just breathe darling, and relax your little quim around me, look at me" you opened your eyes as you heard him and he was on his knees, his arms on either side of your head, he was looking straight into your soul, you felt exposed in more ways than one.

"You okay darling? Use your words" he whispered as his thumb rubbed against your cheekbones, scratching over it gently.

"I am, I just need a moment, you're so big" you mumbled and it made him chuckle. When you adjusted to his size, he started to move his hips in and out of you slowly, the sounds of your moans in his ear made him go faster, you could hear the quelching sound his cock made as he thrusted in and out of you, So vulgar, he wanted to ruin you and make you fall apart on him over and over again.

You felt his cock deep inside, places you didn't even know existed inside you, his cock rubbed against that sweet spot and that made you want to cum now "oh Lokii daddy please I'm close" he hasn't even been inside you even for a minute, he felt so proud of himself and you felt so pathetic but so good.

"Cum sweet girl, drench daddy's cock, soak me" he whispered, his thumb found your clit and he squeezed the nub between his fingers, that made you scream his name loudly and you let go instantly, you wrapped your arms around his neck and pulled him closer, you were suffocating him in every sense of the word. He didn't mind it even a bit. You moved your hips mindlessly as you rode through your high and he was fascinated by the look on your face. He made you feel that way. He did this to you.

"Fuckk that was good, oh god I have never cum so fast in my life" you mumbled and he pulled himself away from you, he didn't let you rest even a minute before he started thrusting in again "You're going to be a good girl and do it all over again" he whispered and you wanted to cum as many times as he'd make you today, all night all day, you wanted to stay close to him.

"Your bed is so tiny, just like you and your cunt, doing so good for me tiny little whore, you look so small under me, so ruined, so desperate, there's my good girl" his filthy words enticed you further, you loved the height difference you both had, he seemed to get off on that too, you noticed that his ankles were dangling from off the bed, your bed wasn't small, he was just too tall. 

"Ohh god yess yess, what is this feeling ..I can't..oh god I can't" you mumbled incoherently as you felt his cock rubbing against the same spot, the sweet sensations started to churn up again.

"That's your sweet nerve, little thing and I " he pulled out completely and then slammed hard in one go, hitting that spot again "have found your weakness" he whispered and grunted as you clenched your walls around him. He thrusted hard and fast and you couldn't stop being so vocal with your moans. He loved all the sounds you were making for him, Because of him

"Oh babygirl, you do have the best little pussy I swear" he have fucked so many women before, he wasn't new to the feel of a tight twat constricting him like that but he has never felt so draped like this before.

"And you have the biggest, thickest cock daddy" you heard him grunting at your words and he closed his eyes, then he increased his pace, he leaned down and when he opened his eyes, you were looking right at him, you put your hands up to cup his cheeks and that's when he knew that he was truly fucked in more ways than one, that this wasn't just about lust, that he wasn't merely infatuated, that's when he knew what this feeling was and he hated it. He never wanted this. He can't handle this. It's too much, he's not made for this. 

"Are you going to cum inside me daddy" you whispered and he leaned down to kiss you sloppily, his heart felt heavy, you trust him with your body and your heart too it seemed

"Want me to fill you up little thing? Want to be stuffed full of daddy's cum?" You moaned as you heard him and he was so close to exploding inside you "Please cum inside me Loki, please please please, I need your cum in me, I have never had it before" and god he did, he came so hard at your words, you clenched your walls again and as soon as you felt him filling you up like that you came too. You have never been filled like that before. Never did it without a condom.

He panted heavily on top of you, you stayed draped around him until you both calmed down, you smiled as soon as you got back to your senses. Best sex ever without a doubt.

"That was so good" you smiled at him, and he was looking at you in a way so unfamiliar, his eyes seemed so soft and loving? you couldn't figure out that look. 

After a while he pulled himself out of you and then he used your bathroom to clean himself up, he came out with a wet towel and he wiped you clean, his cum was seeping out of your swollen, sore entrance so he used his fingers to push his cum back in. You looked Fucked. You looked His.

"Come here" you opened your arms as you called out to him, your mind still in a trance, you were high off the endorphins in the moment. Not thinking about anything else. He threw the towel in the corner of your room and he crawled next to you. He is a big huge man but he submerged himself in your embrace somehow.

He caressed your hair as you fell asleep in his arms, enjoying the feeling of you one last time, he can't do this to you or himself, he's not that strong, his mind couldn't hold one thought in the moment, it was a huge mess in there, he couldn't stop thinking of the ways he'll end up hurting you, he is his father's son afterall.

 "Be careful if we keep doing this, I might fall in love with you" If you weren't already, You whispered as you giggled and That was the last straw for his overwhelming emotions. He has never felt this way after sex, always felt good after he came, but right now he wanted to disappear and hide. 

When you woke up the next morning, you woke up smiling, so sore but so happy, you saw him on the edge of the bed, he was putting his watch on his wrist, so you crawled over to him and you wrapped your arms around his frame and you placed your chin on his shoulder so you could look at him "Why you up so early?" You asked him softly and he shrugged "Don't do that birdy" he unhooked your arms quickly and you had a sinking feeling in your belly instantly.

"Do what?" You asked him as you covered yourself up with the duvet and he looked at you, he grabbed his jeans from the floor and put it on quickly "I gotta go" he told you. And you looked at him, you wanted him to stay, you wanted him to go back to him being cute with you, like he has been before he fucked you but he seemed so rude and distant now. What did you do?

"Go where?" You asked him as you teared up and he looked at you "For god sake don't do that, you knew what this was and I have a rule" he told you and you understood everything. Everything made sense, his one fuck rule, he came here not because he wanted to see you but because he wanted to fuck you and get it over with.

"Is that why you came here?" You asked him as tears poured down on your cheeks, your voice all choked up, he didn't want to hurt you like this, but he didn't want to lead you on any further either "Yes, why else would I be here" he answered quickly and you nodded, you looked at him hurt and shocked "Because you said you missed me? Because you care about me?" You sniffed and your lips trembled, you somehow got the words out, he made you feel so good last night only to hurt you like this?

"Do you believe everything every man says to you? I just wanted to fuck you since the beginning, you knew that" he told you nonchalantly and you shook your head. Of Course should have known. His heart broke every second but you'd be hurt less now than you'd be years later. You'll be over this soon, just like he would be. He hoped.

 "Was I bad? You won't break your rule for me?" You knew you were embarrassing yourself at this point but what did you have to lose anymore? His heart rendered at your broken voice. He never wanted you to feel used like this or for you to feel as if you were not good.

"It's not about you okay? You were good, one of the best I have ever had, but rules are rules and they are not made to be broken" one of the best? One of the best? You felt your heart breaking and it was your fault that you did. How could you even think that he would change his ways or break his rules for you? That he would stick with you? Have you seen him, why would he give up all the women for you?

"So you're leaving for NY?" You asked him as he put his jacket on and he looked at your tear soaked face. He never wanted to hurt you like this, but he should have known it would lead to this "Yeah, I got what I came here for" he told you "But you said that-" you continued to embarrass yourself further but you knew he didn't care about you. He Never did.

"I said that I would be your rebound guy and I guess I did my thing, I can't give you anything more than that, I don't do that you knew that from the beginning" he told you honestly and you got off the bed finally, you went towards your closet and you put a bathrobe on to cover your naked body and then you grabbed his arm, and you dragged him out of your house.

"Get out, I never want to see you again ever" he teared up as he heard you and he wanted to go down on his knees and apologize to you but he didn't do that either because what's the point? Why should he apologize when he is going to hurt you again? 

He stepped off your porch and looked at you one last time, he wanted to wipe your tears and hold you, he wanted to cuddle you again but he have ruined it and he had to ruin this for your own good, then he was gone, truth to be told he would have stayed if his emotions didn't came in between, he didn't leave because he didn't feel anything, he left because for once in his life he felt something, and the feelings scared him to the core.

It was only when he left is when you cried your heart out on the same bed he made you feel so good just a few hours ago. You must have sucked in bed for him to not even stay around you for even an hour after he woke up, he left like nothing ever mattered to him. That the time he spent with you meant nothing, the texts, the phone calls, the sweet gesture he made two days ago, the cuddles, they meant nothing to him, You felt used and you felt betrayed again, you trusted him, you shouldn't have.

He felt so numb, so dejected after you threw him out of your house, he didn't deserve to see you ever again after what he has done, he didn't want to hurt you but he knew if he kept going down this path with you, he would hurt you in more ways than one, he would break you like Odin did with his mother, like jack did with you. He was just another man and they're all the same.

When he reached his hotel all he wanted to do was take his stuff and get out of this city for good and as soon as he can, before the need to get back to you would overwhelm him he wanted to leave, but when he reached the lobby of his hotel, he saw someone he didn't expect. 

"Are you stalking me now?" He asked thor and thor smiled in return "Oh brother, coming back from your girlfriend's are you? You have started to sound like her" Thor chuckled and he just wanted to beat him up.

"I have been waiting for you here, all night, but I should have known you'd spend the night with your 'Girlfriend' " he put a lot of emphasis on the term girlfriend again and again and it pissed Loki off. How did he know you were here?

"What do you want you dimwit scrub?" Loki sat down on the couch next to thor and thor chuckled in response "That's no decent way to talk to your elder brother" thor pretended to be hurt and loki rolled his eyes 

"Cut the shit, what do you want?" He asked him and Thor smiled in return "You know what I want Loki, where is mother?" He asked seriously but it was Loki's turn to snicker and gloat "Mother? Oh you do remember that huh? I'll never tell you, you're wasting your time" 

Loki stood up to go to his room but thor's voice stopped him dead in his tracks 

"Oh by the way, I didn't stalk you here little brother, I stalked your girlfriend, your birdy, how is she by the way? The 14 hours I spent with her, she seemed so so sad" 

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“Thank you,” you smiled at the server, collecting your tea and moving to the doctoring station to add some milk and sugar.

Taking a sip, you hummed happily, smiling a little to yourself as you turned and walked right into a chest so firm it felt like you barreled head first into a brick wall.

You gasped, nearly upending your tea on yourself, but a big, rough hand grabbed your takeaway cup just in time, righting it before any damage was done.

Your laugh was nervous as you gasped a quiet thank you, eyes flickering up to your savior only to find a familiar pair of dark blue eyes gazing at you intently.

A pit of dread settled heavy in your stomach, your smile dropping as you whispered his name. “Steve.”

He hummed yours in return, not bothering to be covert as he gave you a once over so slow and sleazy, you felt naked despite your outfit and light fall outerwear.

“Fancy meeting you here,” Steve said, his eyes aligning with yours at long last and shining with that dark, intense desire that had alarm bells ringing in your head.

You could feel tears burning at the back of your eyes, because this was no innocent run in.

This happened almost every day now.

You thought the worst thing that had ever happened to you was your house burning down, but it wasn’t, it was being saved by the plain clothes firefighter towering over you.

You could barely remember that night, you had been so shaken and suffered smoke inhalation that had you in the hospital for days after.

And it has been sweet at first, the hunky firefighter who saved your life visiting you. Sending you flowers. Taking you back to the charred remains of your home so you could sift through the rubble and try to salvage anything from your life before the fire.

You’d even gone on a date with him, despite your gut instinct screaming a hard no when he had cornered you outside of your work one day, playing it off like another kismet run in before asking you out.

You’d never felt so unsafe in public before, the way Steve’s eyes had devoured you from across the dinner table that night. The way he kept finding ways to touch you despite how obviously uncomfortable it made you.

When he started grilling you on your life plan, whether or not you wanted to get married (sure, some day, when you found the right guy) or have kids (maybe, but you weren’t completely sold on the idea yet), you’d feigned feeling ill to cut the night short.

But that hadn’t stopped Steve from insisting on driving you home and walking you up to your apartment. It hadn’t stopped him from snatching your keys from your hand and not giving them back until he’d had a forceful, thorough taste of you, leaving you shaken and terrified as he whistled a tune and sauntered back toward the elevator after.

He spoke your name forcefully now, making you flinch back to reality as you tried to muster a friendly smile.

“Sorry?”

His lips were pursed in annoyance at not having your undivided attention, and Steve glanced around the crowded coffee shop before grabbing your arm and pulling you outside.

You were too shocked to resist, to scream or make a scene, just following behind him as he emerged outside and corralled you around the building and halfway down the alley.

You oofed as your back hit the brick wall, dropping your tea and wincing as the cup exploded on impact as it hit the ground, splashing across both of your shoes.

Steve sighed in irritation, shaking his head as he toed away the cup before stepping close, and then closer.

Your breath caught as his knee slid between your legs, shoving them apart and pressing against you indecently as his hands fell to your hips.

He dug beneath your jacket and sweater until he could touch bare skin, smirking at the way you went still—holding your breath—as he lifted his sinful gaze to yours.

“Dunno why you’re so jumpy with me, sweetheart. I’ve been so good to you.” He bit his lip, leaning in close as his eyes danced over your terrified face. “Saved your life, sent you flowers, bought you all those little gifts, walked you home from work, took you to a nice dinner.”

“Steve, I-I didn’t ask for any of that.”

“What did you just say to me?” His voice was a soft growl that had your hair standing on end as he lunged closer, slapping a large hand against the brick wall beside your head.

“Please,” you quavered, pressing your hands to his chest to try and shove him away, but it was laughable, considering how big he was compared to you. “I-I’m meeting up with friends, they’re gonna be worried if I’m late.”

His laugh was quiet and mean as he pressed his forehead to yours. “Don’t fucking lie to me.”

His free hand touched your neck, gentle at first, and then his fingers were gripping hard enough to make you whimper and squirm against him, afraid of what he would do.

“Mmm, that was a sweet sound,” Steve murmured so close, his lips brushed yours as he spoke. “You know, I didn’t think I wanted you afraid of me, but damn if you don’t have me hard as a fucking rock right now.”

“No, stop,” you mewled, turning your face away as Steve pressed flush against you, grinding his arousal against your belly.